
One of my dreams is to be a famous livestreamer...
Right now Im just starting out as a small livestreamer with my bestfriend
One of the reasons is that I also want to be with my boyfriend as a star
Now he is a full-fledge actor and one of the things I hate the most is that I dont always get along with him because I do not belong to their level
Sometimes I feel like he's losing mo time with me
I'm always get jealous especially of the women he's with on his taping
However I did not inspire him in my dream of becoming a Livestreamer
Not until the point came that I feared the most
Hes losing time with me
I once asked my self if the star was really like that , there was no time for each other
Until he admitted to netizens right in front of the camera
In a live interview hey had a relationship with a woman he had always been with him on taping
As I watched I asked my self
Did he make me fool on not to see what he did?
He did not make our relationship in public either
But this is him now , smiling with a woman he love
Its was here that I realized that he didn't really love me
Since that incident happened he hasn't talked to me anymore
Unless the have a movie I see him but with the woman he loves

