The Alphas Mission.

Flames.

They always say don't do drugs. Drugs ruin everything. They turn your world upside down completely flipping it, ruining everything in its path. So what do you do when love is your drug? A drug so strong you can't get enough of it. There's no cure, but it's ruining everything. Love flipped my world more then any drugs could ever do. Don't do drugs, they're dangerous. Yet love seemed to be the most dangerous of them all and we all take a bit of it when we find it. We can never escape love even if the grasp of death holds us close. Love kills people more so then drugs, but we still do it. We still feel it. Not like we have a choice.

Hunter was my drug. A drug I couldn't resists. He was my mate, yes I didn't want one but I couldn't get enough of him. I hated him for the way my heart yearned for him and the way my body craved his touch. I hated this drug but I loved it too. Drugs really do f**k up your life, especially love.

24 hours didn't seem like a long time in the river. But a new day has started and I realise now just how long 24 hours is. 24 long hours of craving this stupid drug that I didn't want to even think about. I wonder for a moment if this is how genuine drug addicts feel. They want it to stop but the pull is too hard they physically can't. I instantly felt more sorry for those recovering addicts and for those people who are still suffering. You can do it, you can pull through I believe in you, don't give up just yet.

"f**k!!" I screamed howling so loud the walls around me cracked. I was so stressed. My pack howls back letting me know they understood my pain. But did they really understand it?

Shaking any thoughts away from my head I took a slow stroll to the gym, knowing full well I needed to take my anger out on something. Well not just something, gym equipment would be best. As much as I wanted to rip my own hair out my scalp I knew that wouldn't get me anywhere.

The ball will help me massively on my anger. So I hope. The ball happens once every five years in different packs. Everyone that has anything to do with warefwolfs or wolfs in general are invited. All wars and grudges are forgotten as everyone gets along. The Lycan king and Queen are always the hosts. No matter the location. The only 2 lasting in existence that are known of - other then the baby growing in the queen's stomach.

The Alpha chose me to sing at the ball with my father. Since I was known for doing just that, singing. We had 3 songs, two duets and one that I will sing alone. My father and I haven't thought of songs yet so it seemed we need to think of some quickly. With that thought in mind I linked my dad. 'Have you thought about songs yet pops?' It wasn't a beat until he responded. His voice freaked in my head.

'Oh. I forgot about that. Oh no. Oh no.'

Chuckling I diverted my walking. I won't go to the gym. I'll go straight to dad, after all the ball is more important to him.

Trees danced slightly in the wind, some leaves delicately falling to the ground slowly landing into a resting spot where they would unfortunately rot away. It was starting to get a little colder out especially with my slightly damped clothes. I might have fallen into the river in only my underwear but I didn't bring a towel with me so I couldn't dry myself off before I stuck my clothes on. Hunter is probably still in the river, or maybe he isn't anymore. We exchanged names before I had left something that felt so right but yet so simple.

'I have a few song suggestions?' The Alphas voice echoed through my head. I'd forgotten about that. The 3 songs he had listed seamed fitting for the ball, 2 mellowed songs and a slightly more upbeat song.

'The first duet you guys do should be ''If the world was ending'' - it seems like it is Boss. it really does.

'The second I think should be diamond's solo I'm thinking "July by noah" your voice matches the rhythm of song perfectly.' - I do love that song, it's romantic in a sad sad way.

Alpha didn't get to Finnish his song suggestions, pops cut In quickly. 'They're perfect but if you don't mind Alpha can I pick the last one? it has meaning to Diamond and I'

- 'Blue lights?' I butted in.

'Yes!'

Both voices echoed in my head, I wouldn't mind turning blue lights into strobe lights right about now. It would be a cool party trick.

Finally reaching the front porch A slight smile graced my face. Home sweet home. Alan was quick by the door, opening it for me and stepping aside.

"Let's get the princess ready!"

Just like that I was dragged away by numerous friends and worked on like a prized possession. Now I know my mates around I don't know if this promise was even worth it.