THe COLOuRs

THE FIRST COLOUR : Grey grey is the color that is not bright and not dark but hides a dark past, grey is the colour of power and dominance grey the color of hes eyes with atouch of blue. before me hes heart was grey, then came me and it was blue. grey is the colour of hes domain glorious chair he sits on in hes kingdom. I think grey as hes nonchalant personality, hes unexpresive nature but a mood of hierarchy, hes essence is yellow the vibrant color. meaning deep down he was soft and sweet. the way he ruled his world, most beings call him a deceptive god becouse of where he's kingdom resides, the underworld its written. the world with no return and the world full of souls,pain and awaiting some call it "hell" others call it the endless. maybe it's how dark hes world is or maybe it's the written stories of terror concerning hes power, people do rather talk about zues ,hercules, Apollo than him, to me i consider him as he modest and most loving of all creation. he's the most misunderstood being in creation, the story of love didn't start with him but it started with creation the existence of love, passion and desire, my desire. before Hades there was me, before our meet, before god abducted me from my mother world as hes posession as hes goddess persephone, where was Kora. koreeeey the maiden maybe it's how my mother raised me, the dream girl in a fairy world, I was free but also caged like a bird. my mother never saw me more than 9 years old even though I was almost turning 13 years. delicate flowers should stay young and be protected, I loved playing in the fields of my mothers land, with flowers in my hair, clothes, as accesories, runing in an endless garden full of beauty and coulor. I love pearls, rubies, daisies,daphine,fountains ,grapes,honey,lilies, the forget -me-not flowers, milk , ladybug, hummingbirds, colorful butterflies, purple/violet ,pink,white,green, swans ,rabbits and Avocado. what I love describes who I am , a gentle graceful, sweet innocence, beautiful cute girly, I love cute delicate things like what I have displayed above , I don't love rough or hard things, dirty things. one way to describe my appearance I have a magical silky shimmering hair it changes color during sessions, my eyes one is bright purple and the other is pink big doe beautiful cute eyes and soft buddly face, when healing nature my eyes changes colour. i have a magical natural scent the most sweetest things ever, crystal clear beautiful alluring young glowing bright skin, very delicate feminine look. a soft beautiful out of this world voice, it can be very loud with beautiful melodies. I loved to singing , dancing and talking to nature, running in a fresh bleeze of air, rolling down on small flowers,playing with animals, i love bright colors everything bright delicate colors unlike red or black, i connect to nature just like my mother, from tress, sea, green grass, maize lands, the 9999 types of flowers , birds , butterflries and my friend mrs ladybud (non). when a ladybug kisses you means luck has arrived, dandelion means wishing,shooting star someone is thinking of you but I never got a shooting star.( hehehe) my natural essence is smiling and laughing, I got 7 different laughing soundand styles, my mother says am very expressive with my facials. my mother is my friend and guardian my one and only. only the two of us existed. before Pocahontas, before snow white , Belle there was me Kore. some call me azesia, Kora. but I will go with my maiden name kore, my mother loved it, kore is another name of both summer and spring, my mother ruled the two kingdoms kore is a reminder of her love and dedication to nature and seasons. at age 7 I was gifted the ability to speak to all types of animals from the air, sea and land also nature's whispers and the tree called Margaret the very first tree to exist in creation. we had a special bond and she showed me more wonderous things, they called me goddess of animals and the guardian of Margaret. I could see in water,breath under water and my hair turned copper in water, if I swam for days my legs turn mermaid tail, I could heal all nature, feel they emotions, birds and all creation loved me,I could control the nature, water, air, earth and fire. I call it the mother tree, mar-gar-et meaning the mother-garden- tree .it was the biggest mightiest and the most magical beautiful tree ever ,with beautiful juicy icicle fruits, the fruits we called Pennies all existence found Margaret here, no one knows how old the tree is, it existed long before time and creation. even though I was young i was also curious of other worlds, especially when I got my first menstrual ( periods) in my existence I saw no man but my mother a woman, I also carried books that were gifted to me from a special bond with Margaret. we couldn't consume pennies because it have magical gifts more like the tree from the garden of eden. she granted me power to see the world in the form of words , poetry ,stories books and films , films projected in a dark area close to Margaret , i saw them long before they existed, I was a time traveler, discovering wonders before the wonders existed. but that was a secret I never shared with my mother, I could read and interpret things but my mother couldn't, also please don't tell her I consumed pennies without her knowledge, but Margaret feed me couple of times, they were very sweet and sour like a forbidden love affair a taboo, it's intense and fiery but also the fear of getting caught that makes it dreaming which is the sour part, the sweet part is the bond and intense pasion of the two, the like romeo and juilet on another higher level. yes am not talking about lust factor but a passion meaning love, desire + pleasure but in a taboo way, it doesn't involved cheating for s****l physically pleasure but only love and desires. each year I opened a book to keep me busy and entertaine my dreaming state, the longing of life and people who still didn't exist yet. so far I have reads books , film and music, each ends of all sessions Margaret would grant me a big book to read for the sessions. books such as ,war titans slaying monsters, finding out an forbidden kingdom existed , , the mortal war of empires in pursuit of a queen called helen songs of faires and tinkerbell, the birth of Amazonia and fall city of troy, dreams in a magic box, the lustful servant king Solomon and poems. the mathematical forums and science+physics books before its time. the sincity and sacrificial lamb. ( christ jesus) inshort I was aware of every existence long before the worlds began. on my 13th birthday, I was gifted my first necklaces of rubies , pink diamonds, pearls, pink crystal opal, orange saphire, Alexandrite, jadeite and other unexistancing stones that haven't been discovered yet pempies , Quinton, ashrythemist and dentier. my mother made me a very beautiful floral dress and head lace with green jadeite. the gift I was more awaiting for was books of the future gifted by Margaret this time I was curious about masculine beings, lustful stories and feminine desires. part of me wondered about male beings ,gods who we consider as guardians of Margaret. ( tree of life) I have seen faires but never a site of man, I only so what Margaret showed me in her gift shop of magical fruits, three men that I wont share with you who they are. this time I wanna learn something new the desire of physical pleasure and intimacy with a lover who I may never meet or see but atleast my dreaming wonderous mind would have a taste and explore the future mindset of womens pleasure and passion even if I never feel it. grey is the blank page of desire and lust, the lost translation of pleasure. grey is a question, who is a he ?.