CHAPTER 1
Victoria's P.O.V
I woke up to the sound of my lovely parents yelling at each other, nothing new there. they are hardly in the house and when they finally are, they can't stand the other one's presence. i got out of bed and did my morning routine and just picked a purple top that said good vibes, blue jeans and my purple converse, what? i love purple .
Today is my first day in my new school, i had to leave my old school for reasons i'd rather not mention. i took my bag and left through my room window, yes, i try to avoid my parents as much as i can.
When i got to school, i got all the stares, yeah that's what to expect as the new girl. luckily for me,i found the office without having to ask anyone for help. i got into the office and met a short plump lady who should not have been anything above thirty- five with short brown hair and chocolate brown eyes. she smiles at me and asks " how may i help you" i replied saying " my name is Victoria Peterson, i'm new here i came to collect my schedule and locker number". She smiled back at me and searched through a drawer i assumed had all the students information and she brought out a file and handed two papers to me. One with my locker number and the other with my schedule
FIRST HOUR- English- Mrs Smith
SECOND HOUR- maths- Mr Philip
THIRD HOUR- art- Mrs Black
LUNCH HOUR
FOURTH HOUR- Gym - Mrs West
FIFTH HOUR- science - Mr Greene
SIXTH HOUR- dance practice- Miss Grey
SEVENTH HOUR- free
EIGHT HOUR- free
" since you are a senior you can go home during your free periods" I smiled and nodded, like i would go home when i have the chance to be away from that hell hole of a house. After 15 minutes of turning and running, i found my first class.
When i entered the class, all eyes were on me which made me feel self conscious. " you must be Victoria Peterson, i was informed of your arrival, you can take a seat beside Ms Parker" i nodded my head in agreement and went to seat beside the girl with dark brown hair and dark eyes, she smiled and said " hi, I'm Daniella call me Ella though". " Victoria, call me Vick". i think i just made a new friend.
The day went by in a blur and it was lunch, it turned out Ella had other friends for me to meet, i was really looking forward to making new friends, when we got to to their table, i saw a blonde guy and a dirty blonde girl sitting together, by the time we got to the table, the blonde guy spoke up "Ella!!!!, care to introduce us", Ella rolled her eyes playfully and said " guys, this is Vick, Vick these are Victor and Victory and yes before you ask they are twins" i greeted them with a hi and we started eating and chatting and by that i mean i ate in silence while the rest chatted away. i quickly finished my lunch so i could go have some time to myself. i excused myself from the table and went to the Quadrangle, i sat under a tree and picked out my yellow floral book and started writing my poem
i know no one loves me
i'm just a big bore
and someone to be ashamed of
i wish i was a dove
able to fly away
i wish i could do that today
i wanna fly away
to where i will be accepted
i cannot be accepted
even my family don't accept me
they don't love me
i'm a mistake
- nobody
The bell rang just as i finished writing so i packed my books in my hand and started walking to my next class, all of a sudden, i crash into a wall, no wait a chest. All my books scattered on the hallway floor, i mumbled an apology and was about to to pick my books when the guy started kicking my books all over the floor, him and his friends were laughing as i gathered my books, i really did not care if i had class i could not take this , i ran to the toilet, rummaged through my bag and took out my blade. I entered the toilet stall and cut my left arm horizontally not too long, not too deep so no one would notice. I washed my arm and cleaned up then wore my purple hoodie and went to gym, luckily for me the gym teacher let me off on a warning for coming late since i was new. He told us to run laps round the gym five times.
On my third lap, i heard someone say from behind me saying from behind me " look the new girl seems to be a little obsessed with purple, first it was purple clothes and a purple bag now its a purple hoodie, she should have dyed her hair purple then" every body started laughing. i sighed, this is going to be a loooong day.