CHAPTER ONE: WHEN LIFE IS LOUD
The campus was already noisy, even though it wasn’t fully awake yet.
People rushed past with coffee cups, backpacks dragging low, music leaking from earbuds. Someone laughed too loudly near the steps, and somewhere down the hall a locker slammed shut.
Ethan Carter sat outside the humanities building, elbows on his knees, phone in his hand.
$12.47.
He stared at the number for a second, then locked the screen like that would make it disappear.
“Yeah,” he whispered to himself. “I’m good.”
He wasn’t.
“Are you ever not staring at your phone like it owes you money?”
He looked up.
Maya Brooks stood in front of him, her tote bag hanging off one shoulder, hair slightly messy like she’d rushed out of her dorm. She was smiling that easy smile that made things feel lighter even when they weren’t.
Ethan smirked. “It does owe me money.”
She laughed and sat beside him without asking. She always did that. Like she belonged there. Like he didn’t need space.
“You’re early,” she said.
“Couldn’t sleep.”
“Let me guess,” she replied. “Work. Stress. World ending.”
“Something like that.”
She leaned back, stretching her legs out in front of her. Their shoulders brushed, just barely. Ethan noticed. He always noticed.
For a moment, they watched people walk by. No rush. No pressure to talk.
They’d been doing this for weeks now studying together, walking to class, staying up late texting about nothing important and everything at the same time. Not dating. Not labeling it. Just… whatever this was.
“You working tonight?” Maya asked.
“Yeah. Double shift.”
She turned to look at him. “Again?”
He shrugged. “Gotta do what I gotta do.”
She didn’t say anything right away. Just nodded, like she was choosing her words carefully.
“You don’t always have to act like you’re fine,” she said.
That made him uncomfortable. Not in a bad way just in a way that hit too close.
Ethan stood up. “Come on. If we’re late, Harris is gonna stare at us like we personally ruined his life.”
Maya stood too, but she didn’t move immediately.
“I mean it,” she said softly. “I’m here, okay?”
He met her eyes for half a second longer than necessary.
“Yeah,” he said. “I know.”
They walked inside together, steps matching without trying. And as they disappeared into the building, Ethan wondered when exactly things had started to matter this much and how something so simple could feel so risky.