In the coming weeks that pursued after my conversation with Shehzad, I became a little jaded and decided to concentrate solely on the final exams coming in April—at school, I stayed in the library; studying as the others prepared for the Prom. As for Yusha, I ignored him and avoided him and he seemingly respected my decision.
Shehzad was normal; he acted like nothing happened between us and I was grateful because I also didn't want to discuss anything—but I was so jaded that I didn't even pay attention to the house. I just studied. I studies from early morning till my head would start to ache after midnight—I suppose that was good because with so much studies and information, I couldn't find the time to think about anything else. And so was Sophia. Shehzad and I were spending a lot of tim
