My other side of the medal

Hello everyone, my name is Lola, I want to tell you my story. It all started when I was 10 years old it happened on my birthday Everyone congratulated me on my birthday and gave me gifts. I really wanted a smartphone. Our family at that time couldn’t afford a smartphone. When they told me that they wouldn’t give me a smartphone, I was very disappointed, so I went into the forest for a walk. I didn’t see how quickly time passed very quickly. it became dark, I already wanted to go home, but I heard that there were 3 cars driving, I was scared, so I hid behind a tree, they didn’t see me, there were a lot of people, they walked around the car, opened the trunk, took out something wrapped up big, they threw it on the ground, I saw what they were there people, a woman and a man, I was so scared that I screamed, they heard my scream, everyone turned in my direction, one person said grab me so they can catch me, I started running away from them, they shouted after me to stop, I turned around to see if they were running after me, I crashed. in the tree everything turned black washing I open my eyes I see that I am lying in a hole on the corpses of those people who I saw they buried me with them I wanted to scream but I couldn’t scream as I lost my voice one person saw that I came to my senses he said to another and he said she will die today because she saw something that a lot of people should see, the witness must disappear, I wanted to say that I wouldn’t tell anyone, but I couldn’t, I was just crying, when suddenly a man comes up who ordered me to run after me, he crouches and starts saying you’re a child, but it’s your own fault what’s happening to you now, it’s not my fault that you ended up where you shouldn’t have, don’t blame me for this, what happened has only myself to blame, he left me already, said sleep calmly, turned around, said to bury himself, I want to go home, they continue to bury, I asked God to survive so I really wanted to live, I don’t know how, but I got out of the hole, so it was raining very heavily when I was sitting on the ground, I turned around and saw a black silhouette, he just stood there looking at me, I thought that he was one with those people who buried me, he told me you are one of us soon you will come to us yourself when you understand who you are I thought it was just some kind of joke but he disappeared into thin air I thought I was going crazy I ran home there was no one at home I sat on the steps and cried my mother came running started screaming at me where I was, they were looking for me everywhere, I didn’t tell anyone what happened to me, I closed myself off, I went to fight, my parents didn’t want me to go to fight, but I persuaded them, now I’ve been fighting for 12 years, those people who buried me they found out that I was alive, they came in the night, they were scared, they followed me, I thought that they wanted to kill me, they just followed and came in the night, they knocked on the windows, there were 5 months, then I didn’t see any surveillance, so I thought that they left me alone since then since 12 years have passed now I'm 22 today is my birthday back I don't really like this date I never forgot that day what happened to me that's why I didn't celebrate my birthday but on this day I decided to make a holiday for myself to celebrate my birthday normally so I made a party and invited friends 21.00 we all gathered at my place We were having fun but I wasn’t having fun as I thought something was going to happen for a reason I was worried it happened 00:00 the lights went out in the apartment, I didn’t even have time to blow out the candles when I found myself in the dark, I saw a girl with a lamp, she said to follow her, I followed her, we just walked in the dark L.Where are we going N. don’t ask a question, now they will come there, ask a question, they will answer all your questions