Chaotic Colors

Chaos

After what happened yesterday in the classroom, I ditched class and slept in the infirmary room, and relaxed. Though Liham was still bothering in my head, we really can't be matched up, we are very different, he is the chaos and I am the disaster. I walked alone in the corridor leading to the cafeteria, deciding to drown myself due to hungriness, wondering why I didn't have friends. Well, I don't find myself being friendly, chatting in life, and sharing colorful events in life, because I don't have one. I don't deserve to have one. If it was not only on the will of my parents for me to graduate from school, I should've stopped right now. Should I just die to be with them? I've been missing them so much! The sadness was again eating me up, making me gloomy, and I started to have no appetite again, but I need to eat or else I'll stumble and faint in this school and again will gain attention in school which I hate the most.

I had just drowned myself eating my burger when I suddenly felt a cold liquid with a sweet scent like a strawberry running through my head down to my body. It made me stoop up and be surprised. I looked at who poured the liquid on me and made him regret his idiotic act. I was furious at the moment but when I saw who the suspect was, I suddenly stopped my raging animal inside me from attacking the target. It was my cousin from my mother's side. She is always like that. What did I do to her?

"What do you want?" I asked while I was wiping myself with a piece of tissue paper, giving her the usual expression of mine.

" who do you think you are messing around Liham?!" she confronted me and was with her 2 chickens tailed on her sides, and why was Liham mentioned here?

"what do you mean?" I asked her again after cleaning my face.

"I heard some of your classmates gossiping that you were hitting on Liham" she said.

The hell with that?! What is she even saying? I can't understand one word about her, Liham is straight and he's a playboy indeed and there's no way I'll be hitting a guy like him!

" None sense " I answered and was about to let this off and just leave, but Nicole did not stop.

" You psychopath, crazy freak! Screw anyone but don't lay any finger on Liham" she said and flipped her stinky hair as they left me hanging, still processing the nonsense they were spouting. Nicole is my cousin. She's rude to me as always, she always makes me feel that I don't deserve anything from this world. She was close to my mother, the reason why she hates me now. My family despised and blamed me for the death of my parents.

"This is so tiring" I complained to myself as I cleaned my stuff before I went and changed in the locker room. I ignore the students who are looking at me weirdly, but a girl suddenly approached me with a towel in her hand soaking wet too--more soaked than me, looks like she was pranked again.

"h-here kale take this, please," she said as she politely offered me her towel, but I refused.

"It's okay, save it for yourself," I said and walked past her and headed into the boys' locker room. But I think today's an unlucky day for me. A nuisance suddenly blocked my way to entering the locker room. What now?

" That's rude there" he said while posing in front of me, blocking the way. I just rolled my eyes and tried to fit in the whole pushing him away, But this stubborn nuisance is fighting back, we look stupid here. I gave up and stepped back. It's a waste of strength.

" What do you want?" I asked in annoyance. He just chuckled and patted my head again and threw the towel in my face. As I threatened him with my death stares, I am not in the mood to argue.

" Use that, scary kitten," he said without even looking at me and just left me while he smacked one student in the head on his way. Is he even aware he looks crazy smacking other people's heads even though they are not friends?

" What are you looking at?" he asked the one who he smacked on the head on his way.

I just shook my head. Can't believe how that guy even has a number of fans here in school. I headed into my locker and just used his towel as I washed my hair and changed into my gym uniform. I wonder why this boy always does things confusingly.

Nicole suddenly appeared in my memory, telling me to stay away from Liham. When did I ever become close to him for her to say those things to me? After I changed, I immediately went to our room and grabbed my bag, and decided to go home. I'll ditch the last class, for now. I'm sure Nicole will just haunt me and that Liham will just annoy the hell out of me.

I decided to pass through the back of the campus where there were hardly any students and teachers coming and going. Yet a loud growl and howling were heard as I passed the abandoned library. I tried to ignore it but the mewls were covered with laughs. I slowly pecked a look at the small hole in the door, and I saw a boy. Was he a student here? I saw him lying on the floor yelping and with bruises. I roamed my eyes more and saw the owner of the laughter. I was about to let them leave. I didn't want to get involved in any trouble, it's bothersome, but Jackson suddenly kicked the boy as the boy exclaimed about the excessive pain he felt in his stomach caused by the kicking.

I was about to enter, as I held tightly to the doorknob and just thought rashly, I was about to open the door when someone suddenly covered my mouth with his hand and held my hand, grabbing it to release the doorknob I was tightly holding, which created a creek sound, but good thing they didn't seem to hear the sound.

I tried shoving the guy away as grunting sounds escaped from me silently.

I faced the guy with surprise in my eyes who covered my mouth as I saw Liham in up close. I saw him looking at me with discontentment as he pressed me against the wall, still keeping my mouth shut so as not to make noise. He just suddenly popped out of nowhere. Is he a fly?! Again, our faces were too close for me to breathe easily, his raging eyes were full of...

concerns? though I was still held by his hand, gripping it tightly, and it hurt lightly.

" What were you thinking?!" he strongly whispered quietly. I shoved my head to make his hand get off me and I rolled my eyes at him.

" Nothing!" I answered as I avoided his gaze. I felt that he calmed himself as he let out a long sigh and he let go of my hand and took a deep breath, and looked at me as if he was thinking something silly. He smirked evilly at me, giving me the creeps. What is he planning now?

"Okay, you want to help that boy, right?" he asked me, still grinning like a crazy bastard on the street.

"None of your business" I answered rudely, shoving his hands away.

"Tch, How I wish you'd listen and just talk out t...." He murmured unclearly, making me stare at him with a weird look on my face.

" Well, let me give colors to your boring grey-colored life, and see how exciting life is..." he said. He stepped in front of the door with his hands in his pockets with a grin on his face.

"with violence" he added, and his aura suddenly changed into darkness and he kicked the door open, which made the guys who were beating the boy up surprised and faced his direction with anger in their eyes as soon as they knew it was Liham.

" What the f*ck are you doing here?!!" Jackson shouted. Collaring Liham as the two other guys with Jackson stepped back but still growls wanting to attack Liham, I saw the boy crawl to escape and run away. Rich students in this school really don't fear the consequences they'll get as long as they have money to erase their records. F*ck those bullies and greedy, monstrous staff in this school.

"I am just visiting you", Liham answered with a clown face that made Jackson angry, and accidentally glanced at me and an evil smile appeared on his face.

" So you have a friend now, huh". So he grinned and eyed his friends to take me down. One of them ran towards me and punched me in the face, but I did not feel any pain. I looked at him with a blank expression, giving him a provoking look and ready myself to fight back, but with just a blink of an eye, Jackson was on the floor yelping.

He fell ill when Liham elbowed Jackson in his hand and twisted his body around Jackson and knocked him down, which made the two disciples of Jackson pause. Liham looked so pissed while clenching his fist, and bloodthirst appeared on his face.

"How dare you lay a hand on him?!!...I'll kill you!!!" He threatened to make them step back and stiffen. Damn, this bastard is quite scary.

"!!!"

"You!" he shouted at me, which made me surprised.

" What?" I answered.

" You go wait outside!" he commanded angrily without glancing at me, but I still followed his order and waited for him. Why is he even so mad at me for getting hit? It's not that I was beaten up so badly. Geez.

*BOOGSH*

I heard loud crashes and cries inside the room and the whine and growling voices of Jackson and Liham

He's a bully too. I just sighed heavily, shaking my head, he can stop using violence and just ignore those guys. Well, the same goes for me, but as I saw the boy getting beat up without a chance to fight back, I remembered how I used to be before, how I always got beaten up helplessly.

As I still reminisce the dark past of mine making me shudder in fear, suddenly someone grabbed my hand, pulling me away to that place. As we reached the field of the school, luckily there were no students nor teachers roaming because it was still class hours, and we ditched class or else we are doomed. I shoved my hands away from him.

It's Liham again...

Why is that every time I think of my past he's there to bring my senses up? Can I call it a nuisance or shall I call him the savior of my past?

CORNY!

"Asshole! Violence sometimes is not the answer!" I scolded him as he just remained facing in front, not turning his back to look at me, how rude.

" The same goes for you. Don't rush into any fight if you don't have the strength!!!" he exclaimed frustratingly and abruptly faced me. He was shaking in anger. What did I do to him?

"Suit yourself..." I just answered, I don't wanna argue with him.

"Look what happened to you! You are weak. Are you even a man?" His offending scolding made my blood boil and rage in anger.

Me? Weak? Questioning me?!! I felt my body shudder and anger resonate with myself, making the devil inside be unleashed, and, in just a blink of an eye, I unstoppably punched Liham and beat the hell out of him. I was boiling since earlier remembering how I was beaten up whenever I was blamed for their mistakes and regrets. I was pent up with my emotions, I had enough of that! I want a life too! I want a normal life not getting scared of being beaten up at night and stopping hurting myself to have a taste of air. `

I was on top of him giving him a taste of my fists. My sight turns all black and can only look at the target. I've been holding back for a long time and I won't let him play with me again! I went all crazy thinking about how I beat my own father before too. We were both crazy! Crazy as hell! That made my mother drive crazy too. I pull myself together and summon all my strength to gather up and get ready to punch Liham again, as blood continues to run all over his face, but he catches my fist and rolled me, changing positions.

He is now on top of me, smiling like a psychopath.

Is he a masochist? The darkness of my sight suddenly faded and I clearly saw Liham grinning and smirking in front of me. But why are his eyes looking so weary and being so gentle as if he's just pretending to act, a bully in front of me?

"Lending your frustrations to me?" he asked and chuckled and suddenly put his mouth full with blood, in my lips making me speechless and I end up thinking blankly, nothing, dead.

He k-K-kissed ME????!!!!

His unexpectedly soft lips gently touched mine as he passionately moved them, eating my soul up, sealing my mouth with his mouth. It felt very hot and I felt worms eating my tummy. making my organs a buffet. My head was dizzy and did not even notice I was following his lead as he gently moved.

He slowly broke the kiss that left me dumbfounded and just staring out at nothing. I felt like my soul left my body.

"what... the....- "

"Well, that's your payment for making me your punching bag". He cuts me off and lies on the grass field beside me. It took a second before I realized what he has just done.

He kissed me!

A GUY KISSED ME WHILE I'M BEATING HIM UP! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS NIGHTMARE??! THIS IS A CHAOS!!!