Note: Read Chapters 23-26 of Mercy before continuing
Chapter Twenty One-
Noel
I love waking up in Dax's arms. They clench around me like he's scared to let go. They're strong and warm, pulling me close to his chest which is rising and falling with his deep breaths that perfectly match my own.
He's cute when he sleeps. His lips part slightly and his eyelashes manage to look even longer when his eyes are closed. I even think it's cute that he drools onto the pillow sometimes.
"Uh... Noel?" I turn around and sit up slowly so that I don't wake up Dax.
Will is downstairs sleeping on the couch with his friend Theo, so the room is empty. "Just come in."
Frankie slowly opens the door and walks in, his face beet red for some reason. He looks to me nervously before glancing at Dax. "C-Can we talk... like privately?"
"He's a deep sleeper. What's up?" I assure him, tilting my head while trying to keep back a little smile.
I feel like I know what's coming. I went to Sawyer when I was around this age, and so did Will. He's just starting high school and he's got a crush and suddenly he's around all of these really hot people that have caught his interest. The issue is that we're always told not to pursue anything.
"I uh... could you do me a favor? I can't do it because I'm not an adult yet, but since you're 18, I just thought..."
"What's the favor?" I ask, unable to hide my smirk anymore.
He glares at me and pouts. "You already know. Why are you making me say it?"
"I have no idea what you're talking about."
"If I give you the money then could you, like, go to the adult store and get me a thing." He mumbles, sitting down on the edge of Will's bed.
"What kind of thing?"
"Noel!"
"Shh, you're gonna wake up the giant if you keep yelling." I warn him. I know Dax won't wake up to any noise. He wakes up when his body wants to. No earlier and no later.
"Just g-get me something."
"Well, what I get you depends on if you're a top or a bottom."
"I hate you."
"Then I guess it's a no."
He huffs and shuts his eyes as his cheeks get even more red. "Could you just get me a vibrator, please."
"What kind?"
His eyes snap open, and he tilts his head with a confused look.
"You didn't know that there's different kinds?"
"Why would I? I've never even seen one before except in p**n and they all look the same." He complains, looking down at his lap.
"Have you had s*x?"
"No! God, no. Sawyer said that we shouldn't do that until we're at least 16."
"I was 13 when I first had s*x, but it's guess that's why he told everyone else to wait. Anyway, what stuff have you done?"
"Why does it matter?"
"I need to know how much you can handle so I don't get you something that's going to hurt."
"I haven't had anything big. Just... fingers, and..."
"And?"
"Well, Mason touched me before, but it was uh... well, he..."
"He fingered you?"
"No. Well, yes, but also he... He used his mouth."
I nod and think to myself for a second. He's still young and hasn't done much of anything so I doubt a dildo would even feel good. A vibrator is definitely the way to go, but nothing too big, but it should be long enough to reach the part that feels good.
"Alright I'll find something for you."
"Thanks. I have $20. Is that enough?"
"Yeah, it should cover the vibrator and lube."
"I don't need the lube."
"You have some already?"
"No. I've just been using lotion. It works fine."
"I'm getting you lube. It's better than lotion. Trust me, the last thing you want is to accidentally tear yourself and start bleeding all over the place and then panic because it's everywhere and you're don't know how to get it to stop and then you have to f*****g ask Sawyer what's happening and then he laughs in your face and calls you an i***t for forgetting that you need lube."
"It sounds like you're speaking from experience."
"Maybe." I mumble, remembering it quite clearly. I was crying like a baby trying to explain to Sawyer that I was bleeding from my ass like a girl on her period.
"Thanks again, Noel. Just let me know when you get it, and please don't say anything to anyone. I don't want Sawyer to give me the s*x talk again and I really don't want Will to tease me." He explains, handing me the $20.
"No problem kiddo. I'm not gonna have the s*x talk but just keep in mind that condoms are cheaper than diapers."
"I can't get pregnant."
"Yeah, well, they're cheaper than chlamydia medicine too."
Frankie rolls his eyes at me, but nods before leaving. He's been doing things with his boyfriend. Well... his crush who strings him along for s****l favors and then beats him up at school, but it's not my problem. Besides, the kid swears up and down that Mason is a changed man.
I don't like watching the kids grow up. We're all so close now and it scares me to imagine what's going to happen when we all start moving out. Hell, I spend every weekend at Dax's house and a lot of times I end up there during the week too. Candace is always out and about with her friends or working and only comes home to eat dinner and sleep.
I promised not to tell, but Will is already looking at apartments, hoping to find out what area of the city he wants to be in when he graduates, and now Frankie is becoming sexually active.
I remember carrying him around like a babydoll, pretending to be his mom because our parents were hardly ever home. I remember having to take baths with Will, and he'd always kick my junk when I splashed him.
Sawyer never let Candace and I take baths together after he found out that we kissed to see what it was like. He's still paranoid about it. He won't let Carson share a room with Cameron and Carter because he's scared that they'll end up trying to experiment with each other.
He already found out that Cameron learned how to j******f from some kid in kindergarten and he walked in on him trying to teach Carter.
Then he had to sit them down and explain what m**********g is and that they aren't allowed to do it with anyone because it's a private thing. He also let them know that if they do it to themselves then they have to do it when they're alone.
Anyway, I just hope that it doesn't matter how fast they're growing up. I hope that we all still remember that family is the most important thing ever. More important than money or popularity or boyfriends.
Dax and I have had this conversation. I felt bad saying it, but I know it's the truth. I will never love him as much as I love my siblings, and if he expects me to, then we can't be together. He accepted that, and ever since, he's been getting closer with my family.
He comes every time I invite him over, and stayed to help give the babies baths and cook and entertain them. I think they see him like a dad now. The same way they see Teagan, but not quite as much because Teagan has been around for almost 5 years and Dax is still pretty new.
"Lay back down. You're not comfy sitting up." Dax whines, peeking up at me with a little smile.
"If I tell you something you have to promise to keep it a secret." I tell him. I've developed a habit of telling Dax everything. It's the same with Candace. I told her all about Dax and I's s*x life despite the fact that I signed an NDA saying that I'm not allowed to talk about it.
"What?"
"Frankie has been getting it on with his little boy toy, but they haven't had s*x, so now he wants me to go get him a vibrator because he's too young to buy one." I blab, laughing a little bit afterward. I'm terrible at keeping secrets.
"Right, and why would I want to know about your 15 year old brother getting it on with his boyfriend and asking you to get him a s*x toy?"
I pout and huff. "First of all, Frankie is 14. Second of all, you could at least pretend to care."
"You could at least pretend to be quiet enough for me to go back to sleep." He answers.
"Suck a dick."
"You first."
"Are you offering?"
He hums softly before rolling onto his back and gesturing for me to go ahead. I smirk and climb on top of him, grabbing his wrists to pin them above his head. "I bet your c**k would feel good in my throat."
"I agree, so get on with it."
I lean down to peck his lips before leaving kisses down his chest, letting my tongue poke out to lick his abs with a little moan. God, I've wanted to do that since the second I saw him.
I move down further and further before starting to pull his sweatpants down. I jump slightly when thes door opens and I climb back up to poke my head out from under the covers. I blush a little when I see Will glaring at me.
"I said no sex."
"We weren't going to have sex."
"o******x is still s*x, you i***t. God, you're so annoying."
"Like you're one to talk." I mumble before seeing Theo standing slightly behind him. "Hey, Theo."
Theo is cute. His hair is fluffy and brown and his eyes are blue. The only thing that takes away at all is the acne on his cheeks, but it's not bad enough to make him ugly. Will even admitted that he thinks it's adorable. It's like he's got red freckles on his cheeks.
"Uh.. hey." Theo answers, looking back and forth between Dax and I before looking at Will.
"We're going back downstairs." Will announces, turning to leave.
Theo waves before rushing after Will like he always does. Theo is like his little minion. They're always together and Will is mean to him sometimes, but Theo never leaves. Theo would probably do anything for Will.
Though, I'm pretty sure Theo knew me before he knew Will. I slept with his older brother a few times, and I met him while I was at their house.
"Rain check on the b*****b?" Dax asks, climbing out of bed to stretch, making his back pop in a few areas. "I should really call my chiropractor to see about getting an adjustment."
"Must be nice to ooze money from every crevice." I comment, making Dax roll his eyes.
"I'm sure chiropractors aren't just for rich people."
"How much does it cost for an adjustment?"
"Usually around $70-80."
"For them to c***k your back one time?"
"Basically."
"Yeah, no, that's definitely a rich person exclusive. I just lay on my stomach and have Carson jump on my back until I feel something pop."
"That's dangerous."
"And free."
"I'll set up an appointment for both of us then and then it will be safe and free."
"It's not free if you pay for it. You know I don't like handouts."
"Taking my boyfriend to a chiropractor is not a handout." He argues, and I roll my eyes. "Do that again and I'll have you over my lap."
"Oh are you gonna s***k me?" I fake whine, pouting sarcastically.
He smirks and pretends not to hear me but something makes me feel like he's going to get me back for it later.
Some people are only dom/sub n the bedroom. I think that's how it is for Beau and Claude, but it's different with Dax and me. He has his rules and I don't break them. If I do, I get punished. It doesn't matter to him if I broke the rule in public or in private. I know it's not really a "normal" relationship, but it's ours and I love it.
"We're watching a scene today. Beau and Claude are doing one, and I'm hoping they can make it interesting. Kinbaku tends to be boring if you're just watching, so I wonder how he'll spice it up."
"You told him not to be boring? Isn't that a little rude?"
"Maybe, but it will do the trick." He assured me. I'm a bit skeptical because I doubt that a dom would want to be told that he's boring.
"What if I said that you're boring?"
"You'd be lying and that's against the rules, remember?"
"Whatever. I'm excited to watch them though. Beau talks about the ropes like they send him to heaven or something. I'd like to try it sometime, but I'd rather do it with you of course. Beau said it's more intimate than a normal scene." I tell Dax.
He smiles at me and kisses my forehead with a smile. "I'll see about learning then. I'd do anything for you, you know? You've got me wrapped around your finger and I can't even deny it."
"Good because you've got me too, Master."
***
The scene should be starting soon. I can see a few of the workers starting to set up blacklights which interests me. I've only been to one party with blacklights, but it was a rave and I'm sure this is nothing like that.
Dax has us sitting in his special area, and I'm surprised to see how many people are actually planning to watch. The only other scenes that get this much attention are Fizzle and Andrew's. That's just because they're so risky with their play and people like that for some reason. Sky and Dimitri are popular too, but now that there's another dom bottom at the club, they're losing some of their hype.
After a while longer of waiting, Master Pulls me into his lap so that I can see the stage. "I want you to just watch and pay attention. No touching."
"Yes, Master." I agree, watching as Claude leads a naked and blindfolded Beau onto the stage.
Claude leans down and presses his lips to Beau's ear, whispering something. Since Beau stays put when Claude walks away, I'm assuming that it had to do with telling him to stay still.
Claude gets a plastic sheet and a softer looking one out of his back before going to the center of the stage to lay them out. He puts a few bottles of paint, a bottle of lube, a black rope, and a pair of scissors next to the sheet. I'm assuming that's what he's using for the scene. So far, I'm bored.
He gestures for the workers to turn the audience lights off as well as the ones on stage before flicking on the blacklights. Claude walks back to Beau and leads him forward onto the sheet, having him kneel there.
Claude undresses himself before kneeling behind Beau. My eyes widen and I look to Dax who is also showing a look of shock on his face. There's a few soft gasps and whispers around the room, but Claude does a good job of ignoring it.
Never in my entire time being here has a dom kneeled during a scene. Dax wouldn't be caught dead kneeling in front of all these people.
"Well he took this 'interesting' thing in a new way."
I laugh softly, but keep watching.
Beau seems very relaxed as Claude reaches next to them to grab a long black rope. Beau has told us before that the different kinds of rope are important when it comes to a scene. I wonder what that one is like.
Claude reached around Beau to tie his wrists together. It's a simple action, but the feel of the scene changes instantly. Everyone was skeptical about Claude when he kneeled like that, but this aura he's giving off now is pure dominance.
Beau melts into his arms as Claude ties the ropes up his arms. He ties them with a slow pace at first. It doesn't seem like much, but I can see Beau's length getting harder while his breathing is deep and slow, matching the pace.
I can see that Claude is being very careful with Beau, which is a good sign. It's important for doms to take care of their subs and pay attention to how they react.
I look at their faces, finding them much more captivating than other people who do scenes. The pleasure shows on Beau's face despite the blindfold over his eyes. His pink lips are wet from him licking them and his mouth is opened slightly, moaning softly as Claude works his magic.
Claude's face is almost enough to make me c*m. There's just something about it that captures my full attention. His brown eyes look darker as he ties his submissive and the way his teeth sink slightly into his bottom lip make my eyes flutter.
The expression he has is completely dominant. Surely anyone would kneel for him if he looked at them like that.
"You seem awfully interested, baby." Dax whispers in my ear as I softly pant, unable to take my eyes off of them.
"You have to learn how to do that. It looks really hot." I admit, not nothing to look at him. He laughs softly and leans down to kiss my ear before leaning back to let me keep watching.
When Claude finishes tying his arms, he picks up pace to work down his chest. He stays just as careful, but moves more quickly, tying the ropes swiftly against Beau's skin while swiping his fingers over it as well.
Beau breathes quicker and quicker. I notice his muscles tense as though he's about to c*m, but before he can, Claude stops his movement and presses himself against Beau. His chest pushes flush against Beau's back and it looks like they're molding together. After a few seconds I notice Beau copying Claude's breath.
After a moment, Claude starts to tie Beau's thighs and legs. His movements are slower now like they were when they started. I like the way it looks like every move Claude makes is with a definite purpose.
After tying him the rest of the way, Claude moves him so that Beau's arms are underneath him with his cheek pressed to the sheet on the stage. His ankles are spread enough for his wrists to be in between them.
Claude leans over Beau to whisper in his ear. Beau is so small that Claude can practically cover him entirely with just his body.
Beau whispers something back to Claude which makes him lean back and tie his wrists to his ankles. Claude stares at his naked sub for a moment before smirking and starting to run his hands over Beau, letting his fingers trace the ropes.
Beau told us that they don't usually do anything but the ropes. He admitted that he usually cums before Claude is even finished with tying him so I wonder what they're doing now. Are they trying something new?
Claude rubs Beau's ass for a moment before drawing his hand back and gently smacking it. Beau moans, and Claude smirks as if he's amused by the reaction before smacking it again.
Claude looks into the crowd for a moment before locking eyes with Dax. He raises a brow as if to challenge the notion that he'd be boring. It's quite the opposite actually. It's even more interesting than I would've expected.
Claude's expressions and aura radiate this dominant energy that could easily make me submit to him. Hell, he could probably make half the dominants submit to him.
Beau is captivating too. His seemingly innocent face is twisted in pleasure, and the black ropes against his pale skin look incredibly sexy, especially with the position he's in.
Claude turns back to his sub and grabs a bottle of glowing purple paint. I guess that's what the black light was for. He rubs Beau's hip while tipping the bottle and squirting some of the paint onto his shoulder. I'm assuming it's cold by the way Beau jolts and lets out a much louder moan than before.
The paint drips down his skin and onto the black ropes as Claude puts the paint in a few more spots including his back and thighs. The way the paint drips all over him looks so sensual. The thickness is perfect enough for it to slowly trail over his skin, soaking into the ropes.
Claude moves on to the other colors, covering Beau's body with the thick liquid that really turns him into a piece of art. Beau is panting and moaning non stop, and eventually his dom quits teasing him and presses his length against Beau's entrance as a warning.
Dax never does that with me. He likes to take me by surprise. Claude uses the lube to rub it in his c**k before starting to stretch Beau with his fingers. Claude is a pretty decent size. If I hadn't decided to settle down and date someone, I'd definitely consider letting him f**k me.
It's been a bit weird now that I'm getting out of that habit for Dax's sake. There's a lot of guys that I've thought about sleeping with, but then I remember that I have Dax and I wouldn't cheat on him.
"Please, Sir?" Beau whines loudly. I'm sure it's enough for everyone to be able to hear him. "Please f**k me and make me cum."
My eyes widen when I hear him. I don't think I've ever heard him sound so bold before. When I first get him, he was with Teagan, Sawyer, and Elliot. He seemed very insecure and had no confidence at all, but I think Claude is changing him for the better. He can admit what he wants rather than being too embarrassed to say anything.
"Patience, Angel." Claude answers, removing his fingers before putting his hands on Beau's hips, ignoring the multicolored paint that gets on him. He sinks into Beau slowly with a low moan.
The noises Claude makes are extremely sexy. When most doms moan, their voices get lower and seem more intimidating, but Claude's gets slightly higher. It's cool that he's not scared to show that he's pleased. It's as though he completely forgets about the audience and can only focus on Beau.
Claude leans over him to press his lips to the shell of Beau's ear while thrusting into him. The paint smears onto his chest, but Claude doesn't seem to care at all. The harder he thrusts his hips, the more the paint splatters onto the sheet and mixes together on their bodies.
"Mmm... you're so good for me, Beau." Claude moans.
He moves his hands up to grip the ropes on Beau's back, using them to pull Beau back as he thrusts forward.
The sounds of their moans and skin smacking together fill the room. I glance around quickly to see everyone completely captivated by the scene. Even Fizzle and Andrew seem interested despite them only ever doing edge play.
"T-That feels so good, Sir. Please, more. C-c*m inside." Beau shouts. His moans have been getting higher as the scene goes on. I can see him tensing a bit too, so I think he's close.
Claude moves quicker, thrusting into his sub a few more times before cumming inside of him. Beau arches his back and cums onto the sheet once Claude gives him permission.
Beau pants softly while Claude unties the rope. The scene is technically over, but I find it fascinating that Beau is able to stay in subspace for so long. I usually start to crash as soon as Dax and I finish, but Beau looks dazed and high on ecstasy even as Claude releases the ropes that were constricting him.
Claude puts everything to the side and lifts Beau into his arms, carrying him off towards their playroom.