If ever I have listened my inner thoughts.

So her mom was still a teenager in love with this handsome man ,she was still at school back then and the young man was already working back then as a policeman,it was 1989March when the young girl was born, everyone was happy but not entirely happy because on the father's side they didn't like the girl's mother,but she was loved by her man a lot no matter what he could not listen to anyone on what they had to say.So the young girls grandmother was happy that she got a granddaughter.The father used to go and see the daughter at her maternal home ,he would come with some clothes seeing her daughter on those clothes that's what made him so happy because it was his first time to have a child,funny enough there was this dog from father's side that used to go to mom's home,the dogs name was spot,he would go there even if father was not there and stay next to the child just to guard the young girl all the time. Two years later The dog still does the same thing to look after the young girl,they would go together to her father's Maternal home and no one would notice the child is from the same bloodline family they would just ask who's child is this and then nothing,then one day her mom got married to her father,that's when they knew the child was his. not happy at all I guess. the young girl when her mom was married to her father traditionally,she would ask questions of why are you wearing these things Nomsa what is happening now are you leaving me now,then the mother was not supposed to say anything but Zuki never cared if she was not responding but she said Nomsa I'm coming along with you , everyone would Lough. Zuki was a very clever and a talkative young girl full of spirit and full of love and laughter,she used to love to sing along with her grandmoms radio,those old radios back then in 1989 it was yellow and black using that battery with a box Eveready power Plus,so she loved music so much. She remained with her grandmother,she learnerd to stay with her grand mom,they will go to church on Sundays and then Monday to Friday she is at creche,she would come back from church singing the songs they were singing at church and she will preach mimicking the pastor that was preaching exactly the same way he was doing it.she had friends a lot of friends she play with after church and after school. Zuki was very clever and coutious,she won't say a thing before thinking about it first. One day she was visiting her parents she was 3years old,she was happy and excited during the day she was playing outside the house with no friends there all alone,her father called her "Zuki come here my child go to my friend over there and ask him to borrow me news paper if he is done with it,they were renting a house but it was only police man who were staying there and those who were working at the police station,so my parents were renting a small room like a size of a bathroom,there was a three quarter bad,a small table with two banner gas stove and a small walldrop,so she went to this friend of her father for the news paper and she came back with it,later that day(crying)she nearly lost her father and her mother was pregnant with her second child then ,the same friend that she was sent to during the day is the one that sturbed her father in the head near the ears ,it was blood all over the bad and the house,the young girl and the mom were crying a lot and he was immediately taken to the hospital but he was safe.