Broken

She is better than anyone

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Coming out from the office Angelina  give the lunch box to his assistant and told him. ----- give it to your boss. There is a home making food. You did not allow him to eating anything from outside.

Angelina is almost wanted to crying but suppress her tears. Black assistant seems to be confused so that he ask. ---- madam why did not you give this to sir by yourself.

I have something important to do. ----- after saying this Angelina did not waited for his response and directly left.

The driver of her car , who drive her in the office open the door for her but she did not get into the car. ---- you can bring the car return to the home. I have some where to go.

But ma'am. ---- he wanted to told her something but she did not listen anything and walk away from the place.

She is walk to the street like a crazy broken piece. Who did not even have a place to stay. In this time she did not even I wanted to go back to the home because she thought that she lost everything. The home which she thought her is not actually her.

Though she did not have any kind of expectation from the marriage but still today after hearing that she is nothing just of babysitter and a s*x toy , she did not wanted to live. In this time she started scolding the moment when she thought that one day he will accept her properly.

Even she thought that she is too much fool that she think , everything will be find between both of them in future. But the reality is there was no future to their wedding. Black will no longer need her after Oliver and Oscar growing up.

She Suddenly remember the day before their own marriage when Black told her that he only need her for two years until both of Oliver and Oscar cannot be growing properly and ready to stay without their mother.

She could not help just laughing. If you really did not come to the office for giving him the lunch that was going on to his mind. After come to the office she directly go to the president. But the moment she going to push the door suddenly she stopped listening the conversation between both boys.

She listen everything properly and the movement Michael ask the last question to Black , she is desperately waiting for his answer. But the moment she here " yes " she no longer there this and come out from the office directly.

She listen every heartbreaking word from Black. But what she not listen is what Black to Michael after she leave ---------------

                 Honesty whenever I am with her , I cannot control myself. You are my friend that's why I told you the truth. But this is a reality that I did not like when she is in pain. I like the moment when I go back to the home and she come to me. Greeted me smilingly. I like the time when I am very tired and she is come to the bed hug me and sleeping with me.

                    Maybe it's because I am very much along in my life now that I did not want to stay away from her. I like the way she sharing her entire day with me. I like when she obediently follow my instruction. I literally don't like when she is crying. I did not like when I hear somebody hurt her. I wanted to tear apart the person who dare to hurt her. 

                       Somehow I feel that only I have a right to hurt her. I like my she wearing something in my choice and cooking for me. I like when she caring about me. My all tiredness are gone when she is mine embarance. I like to kiss her forehead , lips , checks , nose all over her body. I like when she arrange dinner for me and give me massage.

                          I like to touch her make her lying down on my chest. When she blush I feel good. I did not understand why but when she is crying my heart is started pain. When she is afraid my hand automatically going to her way and started comforting her. The feeling that now she is one and only belongs to me , give me e unknown pleasure.

                             The thought that I lost her can give me too much horrible goosebumps , that I cannot even explain it in front of you. Maybe because I already lost Rubi that I did not wanted to lost anyone. I admit that I am very happy because of my children but I also admit that she is now my need but not my love. Maybe after lost Ruby I cannot control by physical needs. And she is one of the part of my physical Neet.

                                 There is nothing love. But yes I like to protect her every time. Somehow I always feel that without me there was no one who have any kind of right to hurt her or hurm her. I literally feel on own pleasure in my heart when she feel secure on my arms. When she feel that my chest is the safest place for her is give me too much pleasure. I like when she buried her face on my chest or my shoulder.

                                     I did not know what is the name of all of this. But one thing I am sure that I will not leave without her now on. I am afraid to be live along. I also admit that is she is not with me then definitely I am not recover from the loss of Ruby. Even for my children's shake. ______ Black said all of this to Michael.

Even he himself did not know why did he say all of this to Michael. Maybe he really wanted to say all of this to Michael to making his heart relief.

Michael listen everything but did not instantly reply him. After taking a long breath he thought. ----- my friend even you himself did not realise that you already fall in love with this girl. Legend say that rivelness is the beginning of love. Today I saw this in my own eyes.

He smile then continue Provoke him. ----- so you still believe that she is this kind of girl who used her body to warming the bed of rich papers and become success.

Did you want the honest answer. ----- Black ask.

Of course I. ----- Michael reply.

Then listen every time when I saw her my mind always told me that everything is fake. She is nothing just a good actress. My mind always told me that whatever I think about her its all correct. Though I did not have any kind of care about this right now because her past is nothing to do with me. If she is any kind of gold doger then I did not have any kind of problem of this because I have enough money to fulfill her need. As long as Royal with me in our relationship I did not have any point of problem with her. Even her past affair have nothing to do with me. --- Black replay.

After that he pause and also hesitated then continue... ------ But every the time when I look at her face and specially her eyes my heart always told me that she is innocent. I will never find anything wrong with her wife. Her eyes always told me that she is any kind of pure Angel. My heart always told me that I need to trust her.

When he say all of this he seems to be lost for a thought. His face is filled with smile. He did not even realise that he appreciating her. Michael notice the change of his behaviour very well.

Event is not that after marrying her Black feel this kind of feeling towards Angelina. Events in the past when both of them hate each other this time he was lost on her eyes  several times. Even this time also his heart told him that Angelina is very much kind hearted girl  not as bed as he thought. But as usual he denied this.

Really. Oh . ----- Michael mockery tone make Black come to his senses again.

He quickly Get back to the sofa then said. ----  it's nothing. As you already know heart is always told nonsense. Heart have nothing to do with reality. Beside I always thought that I have a power of  witchcraft. She know very well how to control anyone heart.

In this time there was a knock on doors. 

Come in. ----- Black order.

Holding the launch was on his hand his assistant enter to the heaven. After coming to the cable he handover The Lunchbox to him then told him. ------ Sir , Madam give it to me and told me to give you this. She also told me to not allow you eating anything outside.

What. Did she give this to you by herself. Or she send it with the driver. ----- Black ask.

Sir , madam come here to visit you but after few minutes he returned back to the reception and give this to me. ----- his assistant said.

Stunt , frustrated , Black snatch The Lunchbox from his assistant hand then open it.

           There was the note in the lunch box. Black open the note and read this.

[ Thank you very much for making love with me last night. I know that you did not love me but still The Way You protect me , making love with me and always taking care of me I really feel glad. If you are not with me then I definitely did not even recover from the loss of Daniel. If I am coming to my normal state then it's all because of you. Thank you very much for making my life too much better. I know you did not love me but today I will say you the truth that I like you very much. Don't think too much. I like you as a husband because you are really a good husband. I try my best to always making you happy my hubby. Now get focus on your work. And thank you thank you thank you thank you for everything. ]

There was a sharp pain stuck on his heart after reading this. He could not help just shout on his assistant. ---- why did she give this to you. Why did not she come to visit me directly.

The assistant is started shaking due to fear. ---- Sir , I really did not know why did madam go back without giving it to you. She come to the president office to give it to you but suddenly she come back and give it to me. I ask her but she told me that she have something important to do.

Black did not understand what going on and why did she return back.

Michael forward then told him lightly. ----- did she heard about our conversation.

Sir one more thing. Madam come to the office with her car but when she left the office he did not take the car with her. She walk to the street along. ----- his  assistant inform him.

When did she come here. ----- Black ask.

Around 12 : 35. ------ his assistant replay.

F***. ------ Black only crush this word.

Whats wrong. are you caught in red handed dude. ----- Michael could not help just mock.

Though Black put on a not caring at all face but on his heart he literally afraid. Afraid to losing her. Afraid that she cannot get any kind of panic attack.

Angry look at his assistant then told him. ----- get out from here.

After his assistant left him make a call to Nancy and confirm that Angelina cannot return to the home. His face is filled with tense. Looking at the tense atmosphere Micheal forward to make the atmosphere easy. ----- bro don't think too much. She is just a mother of your child. you can find lots of girls if anything happen her.

Black look at him with a angry glayer. This is the first time Michael literary feel fear on his look but still he say. ----- bro. I did not say anything wrong. You just need a babysitter for your children and s*x toy for your physical needs. There was lots of better girls are staying outside and waiting for your response. Scen you already say that you have nothing to do with the girls passed as long as they are Royal with this relationship. Then you are no need to taking care of her because there was lots of girl who only want money. Just exchange of money they can do whatever you want.

If there was any other person instant of Michael then definitely he will killed by Black today. But because the person is Michael so that Black suppress  His anger. Turn around and only spoke. ----- She is better than anyone.

Though Black belive that he is a gold digger , but still he always trust that there was no other girl is better than her to handle in the position of his wife and his children's mother.

Michael smile after hearing this. It looked like he is waiting for the answer. Now he understood properly what he wanted to know.

Let's go bro. We need to find her. ----- Michael grab his blazer from the sofa and told Black.

Black also follow him. In the road he also make call to the lots of people especially Lily. But everyone only have one answer that they did not know where is Angelina.