Broken

No longer father and daughter

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Continue walking in the street Angelina did not even notice about the time. It's almost dark in the outside when she continue walking in the street.

Her legs are swollen , but she did not even feel the pain. Considering the pain of her heart this pain is nothing.

Walking for a long time she finally stop near a charge. Looking at the charge she stand still for a while. After that she left her leg and walked into the charge. Buying a candle from the nearest Store she get into the charge.

She Light up the candle in font of God. Standing near the God she could not help just crashed out finally. She brushed out with tears. The emotions which she suppressed for a long time it's finally Express.

She have lots of thing to told the God today. Sitting down in front of the God she finally complain. ----- why you make my life like this God. In my childhood I will never be loved by someone. In my entire life there was no father love even when my father is in font of me.

        Please tell me God can you forget to input love word in my life. Why did you playing with me. Why did not you let me stay with happiness. Did you know what is the pain  to be ignored by your parents.

             everytime when my father ignore me my heart is broken in pieces. I really did not understand in my entire life that why did not he love me when I am his own daughter. Ok let it be. I almost learnt that there was no body in the world who can love me.

                 I learn how to live without love. My trust is over from love. I will never believe any love in my entire life. In my entire life only my mother is the person who love me most. But you did not tolerate this and snatch her away from me. After that you also take away my aunty from me.

                     I will never say anything to you. Never complain. Whatever you return to my fate I accept this. Bing ignored by my own father I withdraw my trust from love. Then why the hell you send Daniel in my life. Why ..... ----- she shout.

It looked like she Wanted to a fight with God. ----- you send Daniel in my life who teach me how to love. He make my life heaven. Then why did you snatch him away from me again. I am also can normal women. I really wanted to make my own family then why did not you allow this.

                 I really started loving Daniel. He make me complete after coming to my life. Me , Daniel and Cindy we are a happy family. I really wanted to make my family More big. This is the first time in my life I really being loved by someone. Daniel is the first man in my life who really give me happiness. But see he also love me like my father.

                Black , I did not have any expectation from him. I did not expect anything from this marriage then why did he become too much polite with me. You know what I am the fooliesh one. I know the man very well. Then why did I fall in his trap. I am literally lost my mind that I started thinking once a day I build up my own family with him. 

  Angelina started laughing with her heart out. ----- I even started liking him. I thought that does not matter  if he does not love me , as long as we are living like a happy family and treating each other very well I will adjust. I always taking care of him from the bottom of my heart. I also started believing that he will accept me once a day but in reality I am that thing just the babysitter and s*x toy for him.

      The reality is he meet me but not as his wife , but ask a s***. His private prosecute. And what happened he wants the day he did not have any kind of interest left on me and also Oliver and Oscar does not need me. He will divorce me or throw me out of his house.

Everything is fake everything. His care , his Romance even his promise are fake. I feel grateful because he saved me from David. But the reality is he did not save me. he just save his own reputation. Whatever he done for me it's not because of me. Originally he done all of this for me because of the identity of his wife.

    I am literally blind who started day dreaming. Can I share something.  ----- she pause for a long time.

Then she said. ---- I really like very caring me. But after hearing that all of is fake I am literally broken. I am not this kind of woman who can easily broken. I literally regret the time when I first seen Daniel. Is it if you decide to marry him then I did not fall in love with him and after his death I will not break down like this. I don't know why is because after his death I am literally emotionally lost that I need an emotional support.

 This time she started completing Daniel ----- if you really love me Daniel then why you leave me alone. Honestly you are not loving me. I will told you this day not to leave me and Cindy. But you did not listen at the result is my suffering. 

After that she shouted. ----- have you seen this Daniel. Are you happy to see me like this. You are happy right to living be here. Full feeling my life with tears you are very happy right. You marry me take my responsibility for the rest of your life and how did you leave me a long in the middle of my life. If you really did not want it to take your responsibility then why did you hear me.

Her breath are become heavy. She is crying very much. Angelina did not have any habit to carry  asthma pump with her. But this time again Black is her life saviour. Because he already put the asthma pump on her beg so that when Angelina open the chain of her back she is easily find the pump. After taking few ship from the pump she finally feel relief.

Looking at the palm on her hand there was a self mockery appear on her face. ---- look. Today unintentionally he again save me. But it's not for me it's for his own benefit.

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In the corner of the church behind the wall there was a shadow standing there. The facial feature of the shadow is not look too good. The way she is crying It looked like he does not like this at all. Taking off his mobile phone from his pocket he finally make a call.

Mr. D'Souza chatting with her younger daughter when he got a call from unknown number. The moment he receive the call the another site off the phone cannot waiting for his spake. ----- the church of the Eastern part , your daughter is hear. her condition is not stable. If you wanted to keep her then come here.

Hey who are you. How did you know all of this and how did you get my number. ----- Mr. D'Souza this but did not get any kind of response.

The moment he looked back to the screen he found the call is already disconnect. After that he checking the call lock and find that the number is not similar. Though the voice of the phone is somehow similar but he did not bother this and quickly went out from his house.

Behind the wall The standing Shadow did not seems to be satisfy for his move. Maybe that's why before left the place he lift off his phone again and send a message.

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30 minutes later Mr. D'Souza arrive to the church. Angelina is still sitting near the candles. Her eyes and face are little bit Perl due to continuous crying. Because of continuous walking her legs also did not move. Though she did not have any care for her pain. She just sitting there because she wanted to spend some quality time along.

The moment Mr D'Souza look at her daughter Pal face somehow he feel sad. Though he always treated her daughter coldly but as a father he will never allow anyone to Bully her daughter. He walked to her side then call her me. ----- Angelina.

Hearing the familiar voice Angelina who is lost to her thought is come to her sense again. She raise her head and look at the person standing near her.

Slowly opening her mouth she called ---- Dad.

Her voice is hores. She cannot open her eyes properly because she is crying very bad. Mister DSouza heart is somehow acha when he saw her daughter like this. Sitting down beside her she quickly hug her. ---- my daughter what's wrong with you.

Angelina did not seems to be understand the situation for a long time after that she suddenly laughing. ---- are you lost your way dad. Why are you come here. What a coincidence.

Mr D'Souza stunt by her cold reaction. ----- Angelina I am coming here to see you.

Rellay. When did Mr Bariis D'Souza have a time to see her elder daughter. Sorry unwanted daughter. ----- Angelina spoke with hurres word.

This is the first time she used this kind of tone for her father. In the past even she is very angry on him but still he will never miss behave with her father. But today she seems to be did not care about anything.

Angelina. Watch your mouth. ----- Mr. D'Souza cannot bear this.

What. Did I am say something wrong daddy. ----- Angelina seems to be confused.

You are not my unwanted child. ----- this is the thing he wanted to say but he could not say this instant he say. ---- you are missbehaving with me.

Sorry daddy. ----- Angelina apologize.

Mr. D'Souza soften his voice then rub her hair genuinely and ask. -----  why you are here. What's wrong with you. Where are your husband. Why did not he is with you.

You ask lots of questions Mr D'Souza. But please whatever happened in my life is nothing to do with you. Stop pretending and please leave me alone. ----- Angelina did not want to continue behave like a good child. So that she is no longer gentle

Angelina. I am coming here only for you. ---- Mr. D'Souza said with a unpleasant torn.

Are you kidding me. Why did you suddenly caring about me that I am alive or death. You spoil my entire childhood Mr D'Souza. Because of you I will never forget my father care and love. Why did you suddenly remember about your ignore and child who you did not even take a look. Stop pretending to be my well wisher. Today if this is my condition then it's only because of you Mr Baris D'Souza. I will never forgive you in my entire life until I did not die. ------ Angelina finally vend out everything on her heart for a long time.

Mr D'Souza cannot expect this from her right now. Her voice make him shimmer. Even if she hate him but still he did not expect that she will say something like this to him. After all she always respect him does not matter how much cold he is with her.

You forget that I am your father. ----- Mr D'Souza could not help just remind her.

I forget it now but you forget this long time ago. ----- Angelina did not have any intention to polite today.

Suddenly she stood up grabbing her parts and intent to leave the place. Mr D'Souza follow her and call her. ----- Angelina my daughter at least listen to me. At least tell  Dad what's wrong with you.

Angelina stop then turn around. With full of hatred on her eyes she replied him. ---- even if I am tired I still did not told you anything. In future don't come to looking me because you lost your right on me. We are no longer father and daughter. Today I will do all my relation with you. In future you have only one daughter and I have no father. Now all we are just a stranger. And I don't think this is the big deal for you because you already used to ignore me and leaving without me. Now I let go you from the last of your responsibility. You no need to think about me. Consider me as a dead person now on.

Shut up. What nonsense are you talking about. You are simply out of your mind now. Let's not make me concern for you. ----- Mr D'Souza Said.

Nonsense. I am talking nonsense. Can you tell me where are you concerned that time when I really need you in my childhood. Can you tell me where you're concerned when I crying in front of you and begging you to send me away from you. " Daddy I did not wanted to go to the boarding school " ... this is the sentence I keep saying you this time but can you hear me. " daddy your wife is cruel with me " ..... this is the begging sentence of your daughter can you hearing this. No this time you turn a blank eye and suddenly today you appeared in fond of me and told me that you concert about me. Where are you concerned when I told you that I wanted to eat ice cream , please tell me I wanted to go to the aquarium. Did you ever hear me.....

This time Angelina greeted her teeth and shouted. Almost everyone who are present there are hear her. Tears continuously roll down from her eyes. Barsis eyes also filled with fear and guilt. But he did not wanted to discuss about the matter.

 come let's go with me. We can talking about the matter later. ---- Mr D'Souza forward and grab her hand ignoring her question.

Angelina use her and other hand to take off Mr D'Souza hand from her then she asked him. ---- where.

To home. ---- Mr D'Souza reply.

Which home. The house where you live is not my. It's for your precious daughter and precious wife. I am just unwanted child what can I do to go with you to your home. Sorry I forget now on I am nothing for you. ---- Angelina said.

Whatever your problem with me this is not the time to discuss about this. Don't create scene here come on go with me. ------ Mr D'Souza did not wanted to left along his daughter here.

Whatever my problem with you it's all with you over. Now listen to me very carefully. Stop messing around with me. Seen the day I return all the money to you which you invest on me our relationship is over. I already take out you from my heart seen that day when you take me to the boarding school far away from your happy family. Is just that there was a little bit home my life in my heart but now it's all over. Now on don't expect any kind of politeness from me. From now on do not come near me because I have no relationship with you. ----- Angelina declared.

Mr D'Souza call her name and wanted to grap her hand but in the next second he stopped by Angelina shouting. ------ stop following me. Everything is over between us everything. Don't dare to touch me or come near me. Even I also take away the right on you to giving me the last water in my death. Don't call me anytime in future. 

After that she went out from the charge. Mr D'Souza wanted to catch her so that he also follow her. After getting out from the charge Angelina did not know where to go but in the next second there was a car stopped in front of her.

The car is not unfamiliar for her. When the glass of the door are rolled down and Thomas face appeared Angelina tale a sign then call. ----- Thomas uncle.

Hm. I am just passing by here certainly I saw you so I stop the car.  by the way you did not seems to be have any car with you. Where are you going. ----- Thomas ask.

I don't know. ----- Angelina honestly reply.

She did not wanted to go back to the home love but she did not know where to go.

Then let's go with me. I will drop you to the home first. ----- Thomas offer.

Uncle I did not wanted to go home now. Tonight I wanted to stay alone. Don't worry about me I will stay in the nearby hotel. ----- Angelina refused to go home.

Are you mad. Did you think that I allow you to stay alone in the hotel. Is definitely not safe. Let's go with me to my home ok. You can stay there to night. After Ruby death you did not come to my home like the previous time. Is look like you almost forget me. ----- Thomas said.

It's not like this uncle I am sorry. ----- Angelina apologize.

Come on get into the car. ----- Thomas said.

Angelina did not think too much and quickly get in to the car. Thomas told his driver to start the engine and the car is drop away from the place. Mr D'Souza who is standing there and only watching her daughter get into another man car. After standing still for a long time he finally get into his car.