Broken

Stubborn girl

Black

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Last night in the entire party I behave like a caring husband in front of everyone because I wanted to make them believe on me that I am already overcome from my past. Nobody wanted to work with our depressed person so as for my business it's necessary for me to creating a good image in fond of everyone.

I know that because of my rude behaviour and anger everyone avoid business with but because of my ability they did not did this. But some of the client are really stubborn but they are also profitable for me. That's why I need to convince them that all the media report about me it's wrong.

In the past day my love my dear wife Ruby always protect me from the media and make all of them wrong by saying the statement that how much care I give to her. Because of her so many clients are changing their mind and started working with me.

But now when she is not with me I have no other option so that I decide to act like a good husband in front of everyone and taking care of Angelina in the entire party. First I thought that she did not co-operate with me but then I am wrong. In the dining table she taking my site like the same way Ruby different me informed of everyone.

Whatever she done it's really hard touching but I consider it as her acting. because it does not matter how much good think she done I did not change my point of view about her. I know that whatever she done everything is her acting. She is nothing just a gold digger.

But does not matter whatever I thinking about her but right now I did not deny that she is the only person who give me her shoulder for support. Beside she is also my wife. So I don't think it's anything wrong if I use her for my needs. I did not explain anyone how much mental travel I face during this month after lossing Ruby. I really wanted somebody who can help me or make me overcome from my past.

The reality is I did not want to think about Ruby. Because thinking about her without sadness and depression as I did not get anything. I am not the person who like to living in past. Before marrying Ruby I did not know about love care but after marrying her I did not leave without this things. Today when she is is not with me I am still wanted her love but it's impossible so that I need a person who can give me love and care. 

I know that this is not possible but the reality is I did not control my physical need this night.  I am not a person who randomly s*x with any other girls. Even without Ruby I did not sleep with any girls. Before her there was no  girls in my life. I did not know what can I do last night because I need to s*x with somebody.

Sex without b**** is not in my status. So that I have only one option left my newly wedding wife Angelina. Though I did not like her. But physical neet cannot consider your lovable person not heatable person. All I want this time her. Beside she is my wife so this is not wrong to take her in my bed. Because that cannot be creating any mess on my character.

At least I can not be any guilt after having s*x with her. Because she is not a ordinary girl  nor did she is a random girl. Does not matter whatever her past but she is now my wife. It's not her duty to fulfill my physical needs.

But taking advantage of her it's not a good thing.  But I did not get anything wrong to her. I know her very well. Sure that she also wanted to do this. And I know when I get close to her she surrender herself in front of me.

I get into the room where my childrens are sleeping and try to get her close to me. After that I drag her out of the room and went to my room and she did not protest.

After coming to my room I kiss her all over her face her body and she did not protest. Though she wanted to get rid of me from starting but after that everything is ok. She also co-operate with me and we both spelling passionate night with each other. During the s*x her eyes is always filled with tears. I did not think I am done anything wrong.

I also did not think that I am getting rough with her. Even does not matter how rude person I am in outside but I did not like to having hard f*** with any girls. During the s*x I always be careful that I did not hurt her but still she is crying and I did not find out why.

I ask her that did I hurt her or not but she did not give me any answer just told me that I am genuine. The entire night I just thought that the way a I use our for my physical date in the same way she also use me for her physical needs.

In This time I did not feel anything strange. She is not a virgin girl which is normal because this is her second marriage. But I did not think why I feel discus after having s*x with her. I am not the first man in her life. She is not the woman who is only touched by me the feeling is making me discuss.

Though I am also not a virgin man. And this is also not my fast time but still I did not like the thing that she is having touch by other man. Before her I also touch by woman who is my wife. But who knows how many boys she sleeps with. 

During the s*x she of me ----- did you really wanted to come over from your past and start a new life with me.

This time I started thinking that did she is misunderstood. This is just a one night stand. We put can only fulfill our physical need that it.

This time I have no mood to talk to her that's why I ignored her question. Or maybe I say " yes " which I am not mean.

When I open my eyes in the morning I find her in my embarance. She ask me for let go her and I loosing my grip. After lying down for a while I finally got up and went to the bathroom.

In my past life whatever I am went out from the room I always find my clothes prepare on the bed. This is Ruby Who done all of this. But now when she is not with me me I did not expect anything from anyone.

When I am get off from my bathroom I find my clothes in the bed. It must be Angelina Who done this because Nancy did not dare to come in my room without my permission. I did not expect her to do this for me. After that I saw a cup of tea which is placing in the table. The weapons come from the teacup so that I understand that someone make this copy just few seconds  ago. Putting on the clothes on my body I started  drinking the tea. I tell you that this is the best tea I ever had in my life.

And I know that this is made by Angelina. Because I know the taste of her hand. I admit that she is the world best cook ever. In the past I often invited to Danial house with Ruby so that I have a chance to eating the dishes made by her. Ruby did not know how to cook so that the time when I have a range some dinners to my house Angelina always help Ruby to making food. And honestly she make almost all over the dishes. This is the first time that my morning can starting by this tasty and fresh tea. This is the one and only thing that I always jealous with Danial. Because he have a wife who always make tasty food for him. After drunk  all the  the cup tea I went out from my room and get into the study room.

I worked for a long while and feel dizzy. Angelina come to the study room holding a cup of tea in her hand. I did not allow anybody to come in my study room even Ruby did not dare to come in my study room without my permission. How dare she come in my room.

Though I need the tea which you holding on her hand but I still shouting on her and make her get out from my room. But she is so cruel and stubborn girl. She Angrily went out from the study room but did not place the cup on the table.

I mean why did she come here for give the tea to me. Then why did she get out from the room without giving me this. Now I regret to make her angry. At least I can waited for a while and after she can place the tea to the table I can shouting on her so that she did not went out with the cup of tea.

I open the study room door and found Nancy who is doing her work near my study room. After that I call her and told her ----- Nancy did you make a cup of tea for me.

Yez sir sure. ----- she nope.

But before she leaving I again call her. ----- listen where is Angelina by the way.

Madam is in her room sir. ------ she say.

Oh ok. And where the tea which make for me. ----- I ask.

She looked at me confusingly for a while then give me answer. ----- in the kitchen.

Oh thank god she did not through the tea.

Ok then can you bring the tea to my study room after heating. ----- I ask.

She looked at me with full of confusion. I know that she wanted to ask me that why did not I drink the tea it in this time when Angelina bring this to me and why did I ask her to bring the tea is right now. 

Actually when Angelina bring the tea this time I did not wanted to drink this but now I feel dizzy. So can you bring this now. ----- I said.

She nope then left and come back after 5 minutes holding the tea cup.

I Take the cup from her hand then went back to my work and also started drinking the tea. My all dizziness is gone after drinking the tea. In the afternoon when I almost done all over my work I finally went to my bedroom. But after getting to my room I found Angelina clothes on my wardrobe which make me angry. How dare she put her clothes on my wardrobe. What the hell she thinking herself.

I shouted and call Nancy. 

Yes sir ------ she is frighten after seeing my angers.

Where is Angelina call her right now. ----- I give for order and she quickly Run from my room.

 When Angelina come to my room I started shouting on her. She seems to be confusing for a while after that we both are make our self clear. She told me that she thought I am start a new life with her.

What the hell she thinking herself. Just because I spent a night with her she started dreaming about me. I Black D'Cruz started a new life with a sult like her. It's just that I did not control myself last night and having s*x with him that not mean that my choice is become low.

The thing that she is not virgin is already make me suffocated. She is not my wife I did not give any chance to be on my bed.  I know that she doing everything because she wanted to make her position secured. She wanted to capture me by showing emotional consolation. She wanted to bound me with her after that she is free to do whatever she want with my money.

But she have no idea how much I hate her. After hearing the truth that whatever happened last night it's only a one night stand she started shouting on me and blast out with tears. But I know that everything is fake and her drama. A girl like her is always playing women card and emotional drama which I know very well. She is shouting on me it's not because she is get hurt by me. it's all because that she fell on her Aroma.

I know that she is not stupid just acting like a stupid in front of me. I Remind her that what is her position and what is real character. But in the next second she slap me.

I said her the truth about her character how dare she slap me for this reason. Did she know that who I am. I wanted to make her suffer for this but I suppress my anger after thinking that she just vent her anger on me because I spoil her plan. Did not this is the better punishment for her.

You are nothing just lost the last person who can give you her shoulder for crying. Now spend your rest of the life along.  ------ before getting out from my room she told me this and not only does she also added that now on I did not touch her.

are she is really mad. Who the hell she thinking herself. Did she think that without heart I did not find any girl who can fulfill my physical needs. There were countless girl in the city who wanted to throw them to me exchange of few money. I prefer her last night because I did not wanted to f*** with random girls. Now I am regret why I take the decision. Now she is become arrogant again. She Started thinking that without her there was not other way for me. Because of money she sleep with lots of boys then what is the problem for her to sleep with me.

I am her legal husband and now I taking all over her responsibility. Did not this is a duty to please me every time. After all a middle class girls like her always wanted to settle their future to marrying reach husband. They all did this for money not for the sake of love. I did not know what kind of self respect she talking about every time. Did she think that I did not know how did she get the project from the jerk. I know very well what is the character of this man w**** who like to working with her. They snatch away the project from me and give it to her because I know that she give them her nights.

And now she act in fond of me like a virgin innocent girl.

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Whatever happened just now it's completely make my head dizzy. After spending long time to my room I finally get out from my room. Everything is quite to the living room. Nobody is there. I went to the garden and find out Nancy and Lisa both of them playing with Oliver and Oscar. I find Angelina now where.

I went to the garden and starting playing with my boys.

Daddy daddy. ----- both of my boys is very happy after seeing me.

They come to my lap and started jumping. After that they both started punching on my face and Shoulder. But both of them become sad after seeing that their punching does not affect me. After that both of them biting my cheeks.

It almost 4 p.m. when we finally stop playing. A car is Parking near to my house main gate. I Stand up from the ground and started walking to the main gate direction after giving Oliver and Oscar to Nancy.  But before I can get to the main gate I saw that Angelina finally get out from the room. I did not see her face properly but it looked reddish.

Did she is crying.

But why.

Why did she behaving like this.

Did she wanted to make me regret. But why did I will be regret I did not done anything wrong.

I saw a men who is not on familiar for me. It's Galif , Danial younger brother right now she holding the position of my company which is belongs to Danial previously.

He Handover Cindy to  Angelina. And both of them talking with each other for a few minutes after that and Elena come back to the home. He Passing by my side but did not look at me.

Mummy why did your face looking like this. ------ I hear Cindy ask her but she did not get any reply from her.

I Pickup Oliver and Oscar from the ground and went to the house. After getting to the living room I am sitting to the sofa holding my babies. Few minutes later Angelina and cindy both are come out from their room. She started feeling Cindy. After feeding her she looked at me and I clearly saw her r****h face. But no she did not exactly looking to me. She looking to Oliver and Oscar who are started jumping after seeing their mother.

I saw her telling something to Nancy after that she went back to her room and lock the door.

Stubborn girl.

After she went back to her room she did not come out till the dinner time.

I cannot help just watching the door which is lock for several time. And after getting no response by again starting to playing with my sons.