Broken

Come to the reality

Angelina

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A passionate night it's passed out very quickly now is the time for morning. I slowly opened my eyes and saw that Black still sleeping cuddling me with his hands. His head on my shoulder and his legs on my legs.

This is the fresh starting of my life. Now on there was a new life beginning in my life. I don't know but I am really happy this time. Black is sleeping soundly it look like he did not sleep well from so many days.

I did not wanted to disturb his sleep so that I carefully try to release myself from him but I did not success because he held me tightly and pull me back on his chest. I thought that he is sleeping but it looked like he only lie down to the bed closing his eyes.

Where did you going. ----- He ask me without opening his eyes.

I wanted to ------ He cut me. ----- forget about that I did not let go you. Did you know how much I miss you Ruby during this days when you are not with me.

Oh. So he missunderstand me with Ruby. He just call her name but I did not mind it because I know that it is not easy to forget about your past in only one day. At least he is the first one who take the move to overcome from his past then why did not I give him time and waited for him.

Last night he give me the wife right. I need to trust him. I said this to myself then try to free myself from him.

Black I need to check our children's. Let me go. ----- I clamly said for not to make him angry.

No. There are so many servant in the house they can take care our children's. Right now I need you. ------ after seeing this he open his eyes and roll over me.

He again place me under him and look at me. This time he opened his eyes that mean he surely saw my face clearly. That means he know that I am not Ruby I am Angelina.

Black I need to go.  can you ----- I stopped by his hot kiss.

Suddenly I started feeling hot. I did not know but I literally feel uncomfortable. I want to free myself and stop the kiss but he is more stronger than me. His Gripped is tighten so I did not help just let him do whatever he want. Once he done he broke the kiss by himself and losing his grip so that I stand up from the bed and went out from the room.

I wip my lips then saw Nancy. Who is standing near the door. Is looked like that she waiting for me. Seeing me coming out from the room she quickly run to me and said ------ madam are you awake.

Yes. What happened why you are looking worried. ----- I ask her.

But before she can give me any reply I see that Lily another maid hire by Black coming from the children's room holding Oscar on her hand. My baby is crying badly.

Seeing me he quickly give his hand to me and I quickly take him up on my arms.

Shaaa my baby don't cry mummy is here. ----- I try to to calm him down and he lean on my test and rubbing his nose on my chest.

Mummy. ---- he call me and I kiss him forehead and started brushing his here.

Yes baby mummy is right here. Now tell mummy why did you are crying are you hungry. ----- I ask and he blink his eyes touching his stomach and wanted to show me his empty stomach.

He stop crying and started biting my face. I did not feel any pain and just enjoy it.

Madam after waking up from the sleep Oscar started crying. I try my best to calm him down but he did not stop. maybe because he did not find you that's why. So that I come here to call you but I hesitate because  ..... ---- she paused but I understand how her hesitation.

How dare she disturb her master sleep. Specially after knowing that what is Black temper.

Did Oliver awarke. ---- I ask.

No. ---- She said.

Every time both the twins brother always wake up together.

I walk to my baby's room then saw my little princess Cindy who lovingly care her little brother who is playing on her lap.

My princess. Are you playing with your little brother. ---- I ask caring Oscar on the bed then sit beside her.

Brother is going to fall down from the bed mummy so I picked him up. ----- she said.

Good. After all you are big sister this is your responsibility to take care of your brother. ----- i said patted her shoulder.

Mummy mummy. ---- Oliver started crawling to my lap then the little devil push his brother Oscar. Oscar also did the same and both of them started fighting which I interrupt.

Stop mumma's n****** boys. ---- I said.

Nancy bring the baby food and I started feeding them. After feeding them I bring both of them to the bathroom for nap. After I am done I am come out from the bathroom and place them to the ground with their toys.

Then I pick up Cindy and again get back to the washroom. I started bathing her.

Mummy are you sleeping in uncle's room. Cindy did not find you anywhere in the middle of the night. Cindy is trusty but after that Nancy aunty give me water. ----- Cindy said.

Basically her sleep not week so that she did not wake up middle in the night if she did not wanted to go to the washroom or she did not feel trusty.

I held her both and then pulled her close to me. ----- Cindy why you call him uncle. Why did not you call him daddy. He is now your father. ----- I ask her.

No mummy he is not my daddy. Cindy afraid on him. ----- she said

But why you are afraid on him. did he done anything wrong to you. Did he shouting on you. ----- I ask.

Because I wanted to find out the reason of her strange behaviour for Black.

No mummy he did not say me anything. But I did not like him. he is not my daddy. You told me that that he is becoming a star right now and stay to the sky. Then why did you find out a new father for me I did not need him. ------ she said me sadly.

What are i am doing right now. She did not like Black as her father. I think she need some times.  After all she is a child who just lost her father.

Cindy mummy think you need to give a chance to uncle. Maybe he will become a good father for you. ---- I said her.

But why mummy. He is looking so horrible. ---- she said.

Now I understand what is the problem of my baby girl. As usual she thought Black is some kind of Monster. it's not my baby girl fault. this is his appearance fault.

After done showering I wrap my baby girl with a towel then went out from the bathroom. Then I  put on her uniform to her body. and make her ready for school.

Cindy today uncle Galif send you to the school and he also come to picking you up because mummy is little bit busy ok. ----- I said.

Really mummy uncle Galif coming here to picking me up. ----- my baby girl started jumping with excitement.

Her eyes lighten up and she smiling joyfully. Oh  my baby I literally miss her smiling face. She looks so beautiful when she is smiling. During the tense situation she almost forget laughing but right now thanks to Galif my baby girl again started smiling.

Galif is the younger brother of Danial. Cindy Iike him very much and she is very comfortable with him. But both cannot meet each other everyday because Galif living in China. She is also a top rated lawyer. But now on after Danial death he coming back to us and started walking with Black company as a legal  advisor. This is a position which is belong to Danial previously but now on Black give this position to him.

He is also kind hearted and nice person like his brother. He is my first friend in Danial family after getting married to him. 

I hold Candy hand and walk to the living room then went to the dining table and make Cindy sit on the chair. I did not find Black anywhere so that I asked Nancy ----- Did Black come out from his room.

No madam sir is not went out from his room. --- I Nope.

I see. ----- I said.

After feeding cindy , I went out with her from the house and saw the car of Galif. Galif standing behind the car and talking with somebody to the phone.

 Uncle uncle. ----- before I stop cindy she already run to her uncle. 

Galif also hang up the phone after seeing her and quickly pick up her.

Cindy uncle need to talk with somebody why did you shouting ----- I ask but she is too happy to hearing my voice.

Uncle Cindy miss you very much. ----- she said to her uncle.

And uncle miss you to my beauty. ----- Galif said.

I am so sorry. If the call is important then please go and attend this. I will holding Cindy until you did not free. ---- I said.

Don't worry nothing is more important than my beauty for me. ------ Galif kiss her forehead and she is started kiss all over his face.

By the way how are you. ----- He ask me.

I am fine and you. ----- I ask.

Same. ----- He said.

Can you come home for a coffee. ------ I invite him.

I will but not now. Me and Cindy both are late. I can talk to you later. I need to talk to you something. ----- He said.

Same. I also need to talk to you. ----- I said.

After that he stuff Cindy to the car then he also get into the car and start the engine. After the car disappear I finally come back to my home and went to the kitchen. What is Black choice it's not unknown for me so that I make a strong black tea for him. He does not like coffee and I know this because I will work with him from three years. And also Ruby always talking with me about him. She told me every like and dislike things about Black.

I make the tea without sugar then went to his room. Pushing the door I saw the empty place he is not in there. I hear the sound coming from the bathroom then I place the tea cup to the table then went to the wardrobe. I pick up a pair of his clothes and place it to the bed which I naturally did for Danial. And he also did the same for me.

Now When Black is my husband this is my duty right. After making everything ready for him I finally went out from the room and started cooking something for him.

20 minutes later I saw him went out from his room wearing the same clothes which I prepare for him. I quickly make the table then set down to the chair and started serving plate for him. He also sit down to the chair and started silently eating the dishes. Somehow I feel shy to look at him because the things which happened between us last night.

Did you want more. ----- I offer him breads.

No need. ----- he reject me but unusual tone.

It's quite disappointed but I did not feel bad. After finishing our breakfast I started playing with Oliver and Oscar while he is going to the study room. He must be busy himself again to his work. I told Nancy to take care Oliver and Oscar and went to he is study room but before coming in the room I thought that it's a little bit direct to enter the room so that I decided to bring some tea for him.

 I went to the kitchen and make a cup of tea for him. After that I went to study room holding the tray to my hand. I knocked the door. ------ Come in.

I entered the then place the tray in front of him. 

Who told you to bring this for me. ----- He ask me with his previous manner.

Nobody told me I did it by myself. ----- I said.

Take it back and do not disturb me. ------ He said.

What's wrong with you. Why you are behave like this. ------ I ask him.

I did the same behaviour to you which I did previously. There is nothing new for you then why did you suddenly complaint. ------ He told me which skip my heartbeat.

Did not he is the one who talking to me politely yesterday in the entire time.

If you did not need it I will bring it back. ----- I said then went out from the room holding the tray on my hand. Why did he behaves like this to me right now.

Did not he told me that he wanted to started a new life.  then why did he behave coldly. Did it because of the pressure of business. Did something happened to the business suddenly.

I just thinking about this to the entire time and sitting on the window seeing the outside scenery.

Madam we put your luggage to the master bedroom. Can you need my help for arranging your wardrobe. ----- Nancy ask me.

She bring my luggage to the master bedroom and here I am not sure about my relationship with Black.

By the way madam why did not you give this tea to Sir Which You Make for him. ----- Nancy ask me doubtfully.

He did not need to drink this. ----- I said.

She suddenly shows puzzle expression. ----- But madam After you went out from the kitchen sir call me and told me to bring this tea to his study room. He also told me that he have a headched so that he need this tea.

What he drink the tea which I make. Then why did he told me this time that he did not want this. And why did he told Nancy to bring this back to him. Are he really going to be mad. No right now I am sure that something has happened to the business which make him like this. I seems to misunderstood him.

You are right I need to prepare my wardrobe. Can you help me. ---- I ask.

Yes madam. ----- She Nope and we both are going to master bedroom and I started making my wardrobe. Fixing my clothes on the rack with him and started rearrange the wardrobe. After that we both went out from the room. And I started playing with my children's again.

Daddy daddy. ------ my both children's miss their father but Black is busy to his work. He did not even went out from the study room for a single second.

 daddy is busy my son. If you want to play then play with mummy. ----- I said.

 sis ----- what did I hear right.

They say " sis ". Which is must be preferred to Cindy.

Olay my babies. Sister is going to school. She is coming back soon then playing with both of you.

Now the time for their lunch so I carry both of them to the baby's room then started feeding them. After that they both are fall asleep and I place them to the bed.

After that I went to the master bedroom and directly went to the bathroom. After taking a bath and come out from the bathroom and wear my jeans and top. After that I went to the garden for fresher air.

After spending long time to the garden I finally come back to the living room where Nancy told me ----- madam sir wanted to see you. he is little bit angry. 

I quickly want to the master bedroom. And after pushing the door I looked at his days which is full of anger.

Nancy told me you call me. ----- I ask not knowing what is the real situation here.

What is this. ----- he pointed to the wardrobe.

I did not understand anything so I just told me ----- this is wardrobe. But what is the problem with this.

This is my wardrobe. Who gave you permission to put your clothes on my wardrobe. Did not I give you a separate room. You have the baby's room also then why it you put this on my wardrobe. ------  His every sentence is shows his anger clearly.

Black this is just a wardrobe. Why did you behave like this. ----- I ask.

I did not understand why did he is so much angry.

You place your clothes in my wardrobe without my permission and told me that this is nothing which can getting me angry. ----- He said.

So. If I place my clothes in your wardrobe then what is the problem of this. Now on we are living in a same room then why not I putting my clothes in your wardrobe. I am leaving in this room and changing my clothes another room why. ----- I ask.

His expression is become more gloomier. ------ who told you , that you are living with me in this room.

I become pause after hearing his question. ----- you told me this.

And when did I told you this. ----- He behave like that nothing happened between both of us.

Did not you told me last night that you wanted to overcome from your past. Did not you make me yours last night. Did not you told me that we need to start at our new journey. ----- I ask him.

He placed his both hand on his forehead then look at me with smile ----- seriously. Are you taking the last night seriously. Come on you are not 3 years old child who can make dreams by herself. Forget about last night it's just an accident.

What the hell are you talking about. You told me that you wanted to overcome from your past. Why did you getting intimate with me if you did not mind it. ----- I ask him.

Last night I did not control my physical Need. that's why I told you that I need you. I try my best to control myself but I did not. Everytime when I close my eyes I just thinking about Ruby and I need to overcome from this so that I used you. After all you are my wife. And f****** with a random girl it's easy to f****** with the girl who everyone call my wife. ----- He said.

Are you kidding me. ----- I held his collar tightly then started shouting on him ----- are you joking with me. If you did everything just because of your physical need then why did not you said to me that you wanted to f*** me. Why did you play with my emotions. Why did you build up hope on my heart. I started believing that you are going to start a new life with me. But here you are just using me for your needs. Why why why.

Who gave you right to play with me. Last night first you make me believe that you wanted to overcome from your past and now you told him that this is all fake. ---- I add.

I cannot control just blast out with tears.

Why did you behave like a girl who just lost her virginity for me. You are not virgin either. This is not your first time. And who knows how many times how many boys you f****** with. If once a night you can spent with me I don't think it's a big deal for you. After all now you are my official wife. Nobody can told you anything if they find out what happened between us. ---- He  again pass nasty comment on my character.

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Slap

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This time I use my all strength to make this slap hard.

Just because what you are thinking about me that mean not by character is like the same which you thought. If you ask me about any question related to my purity as a husband I will give this answer to you . but now on when you are clear that I am just a object which you use for your physical need then I don't need to give you any answer about my purity. From now on you did not dare to come close to me. ----- after saying that I turn around for leave.

Why did you suddenly Blame me. I am not the one who did everything last night willingly. You are also willing to do this. And don't forget you also enjoy everything. You also wanted to fulfill your physical needs with me. Are not you ?. Then Why did you blaming me. And how did you thought a girl like you I have been interested to spending My Life. I did not even make you my wife if I did not need you for the sake of my children. Did you know how discuss I feel after touching you. I did not control my physical need but after coming to the reality I started regretting of my decision. I Regret to sleep with you. ----- I stop by his cruel sentence.

He come close to me and turn me around and make me face to him. ------ You ask me last night that did I misunderstood you with Ruby. The answer is still no. My wife Ruby is a virgin woman who give her virginity only me. Not a second handed woman like you. Sorry I did not even know how much handed you are.

This time I did not give him slap I just laughing they looked at him and told him ----- I am second handed. Then who the hell you are. Are you are 18 years old virgin man who did not even know about s*x. Or did you wanted to told me that you did not even have any s*x with your ex wife.

After taunting him I again turn for went out from the room but I stop near the door and turnaround. I ask him last time with the last hope ----- just the last question. Why are you behave like a caring husband last night in the party.

Though I already know the negative answer but I still wanted to ask this. Somehow I wanted to hear positive answer for him. I don't know why but I want this.

Come on. are you really so stupid. ----- he turn around and started field his glass with whisky.

Taking the whisky Glass on his hand he continue ---- everything is Just a drama which I doing in front of everyone. because I wanted to show of them that we are a lovely doby couple. I wanted to show them that I am treating you exactly the way I am treating to my ex wife. Otherwise how could I proof wrong to the gossipers who always write something to the newspaper about my behaviour. And most importantly I wanted to prove them that I am already overcome from my past and no more depression surrounded me. As a business woman you also know the fact that nobody wanted to work with a depressed person.

I just smile after hearing his explanation. I already know the answer before but really I am stupid who wanted to make a emotional relationship with this Heartless person.

You are nothing just lost the last person who can give you her shoulder for crying. Now spend your rest of the life along. ------ after ssying this I directly went out from the room and lock myself to my room. Busting out with tears I started free grating every single moment last night which I am spending with him.

Today I really come to the reality.

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