Broken

Giving her shoulder for crying

Black

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I am just went out from the house for receiving my call which is coming from my office. But after coming out from the house I saw that dumpest girl in my life. Angelina is almost going to fall into the swimming pool. She did not know how to swim. How did she will be survive after falling down to the swimming pool.

Angelina Angelina come out. ----- I call her name but God knows what she busy to thinking.

I have no choice left so that I quickly run and grab her hand. Pull her to my chest. I am shouting on her to making her come to her sense. And out of the way I did not even think when did I mention " our children's ".

I am stop shouting when I come to my sense but in the next second she grap my shirt coller and put her head on my chest. After that she started crying. She crying her heart out. I did not push her away because 1 month ago I also cry on her shoulder. We both hate each other but in spite of this she gave me her support this day. After this day I regret to show my weakness in front of her. After that day I thought that she will be miss use my weakness. I thought that she will be told everyone that I will crying like a children. But she did not done this. I thought that she will be mocking me or threatened me because of this. But I am again wrong.

She did not done anything. I am surprised. I did not know the reason why did she will be shut her mouth. Did not she is my enemy. Did not she wanted to break me. Then why did she give me support when I am already broken. Why did not she watch the show standing behind me. Why she give me her shoulder.

I did not know the reason and I did not wanted to know the reason. Right now she also crying in front of me. Last time she give me support so that time I will give her support today. But the situation is turned out with horrible position. I looked at her and saw that she is almost suffering for breathing. She can hardly  breath. She have a Ashtama. May be because of non stop crying she have a astoma attack right now.

Angelina open your eyes. ----- I slap her face lightly to making her come to her sense.

But she is almost lost her conscience. I Suddenly remember that she have a pump which she used.

Angelina tell me where are you pump. ----- I ask her.

She looked at me but she did not speak anything. I thought that the pump is definitely in her luggage. 

I placed her to the ground and said her ----- just hold your breath for a second. I will come with your asthma pump.

After saying this I quickly run to her room. I open her luggage box and almost threw out all of the things which is in the luggage. I did not find her pump so that I open her handbag. Finally I found out the asthma pump to the pocket of our handbag.

I Again Run back to the garden but this time the situation is more horrible because she is already feel on to the  swimming pool. She moving her hand and legs for saving herself but it cannot work because she did not know how to swim and she have a asthma attack already.

I threw the pump to the ground and jump to the swimming pool for saving her. I swim and quickly reach to her. Pulling her to my embarance I make her head out from the water. After that I come out from the swimming pool with holding her to my hand.

I pump her chest and a mouthful water come out from her mouth. After that I placed the ashtama pump near her mouth and started pumping it. She feel relief and her breath is going to normal again. I feel a sign of relief after seeing that she will be ok right now. But she is not in the stage to walk out with her own feet. I pick up her from the ground and carry her to the bedroom.

The clothes which she wearing it completely wet. Its need to change otherwise she will be catching a cold. I went out from the room for finding a female servant. I found no one so I walked to the kitchen. I have only two servants in the house and I did not find anyone right now so they are must be in the kitchen.

Suddenly I stop where I am going. Who I call for help to changing her clothes. I have only two servants in my house and they all are man. The female staff cannot join work today. They all are started their walking next week because this is almost last few days left in this month. After thinking about this I feel helpless.

I went back to the bedroom and look at her. Angelina Steel lying unconscious. I grap a pair of clothes then picking up from the bed. From the blink of eye I already remove her clothes from her body. She is completely n***d in front of me but I close my eyes. After puting the clothes to her body I lay her down to the bed.

I touched her forehead to making sure that she did not catching by the cold. Her body is very cold so that I off the AC and cover her with the blanket. After that I am going to stand up from the bed but she grabbed my hand. I sat down and try to take of her hand but she tight her grip more. And in the next again she climb up on my body. I am going to push her away but suddenly I realise that she is crying again.

Don't leave me. This time I did not allow you to leave me. ----- I am stunned.

Did she told this to me or she mistake me with Danial.

Sure enough she told this for Danial.

Danial I did not allow you to leave me this time. ----- she said closing her eyes.

I lay down beside her and allow her to do anything what she want. She quickly hide her face on my chest and rubbing her nose on my chest.

Did you know how much I broke down after hearing that you are no more. You have no right to leave me in this stage. If you have no plan to continue with me then why did you making me believe in love. If you did not want to spend your rest of the life with me then why did you teaching me how to enjoy life. You have no right to breaking my dreams after showing me this. You changed my point of view about boys. Now it look like you are as same as my father. He leave me and you leave me to then what is the difference between he and you. I never get any father love in my life. You know that I did not believe in love. You are the one who teach me how to love. I never depend on anyone in my entire life but you are the person who make me depend on you emotionally. Before leaving me did you ever think that who give me mental support if you are not with me. ----- she told this everything and I just listening her.

A tears roll down from corner of the my eyes. I did not know what happened to me. Why did I am crying after hearing her confession. She tell me about her pain. But why did I feel pain in my heart. Maybe because we both are same in this stage. We both lost our loved ones in the same time. Maybe we both are broken. I thought that she will marry to Danial because of his money but maybe I am wrong. She also have some feeling for him.

I am not Danial. ----- I Whisper on her ear.

She open her eyes and look at me. She rubbing her eyes then ask me ---- why are you here.

I did not give any response to her. I just stand up  from the the bed. After that I adjust my shirt which is almost messing because of her. She also set down to the bed. Lowering her head she Wip her tears.

Make yourself ready for tonight. Tonight my most important clients are coming to the party. I did not want that you can show up to the party with the messing face. ----- I said rudely.

In the next second I look at her. she still did not stop her crying. I don't know why but I did not like her crying. The first time I look her like this. Otherwise she always looking confident. I always saw her arrogant face.

There was no meaning of my to staying in this room because I feel suffocating. Just above I take a step for get out from the room but I stop hearing her voice.

Can you give me your shoulder please. Last time in the hospital I give you my shoulder so please this time payback me. ------- she begging in fond of me. 

Somehow I thought that she doing this purposely. She wanted to playing a victim card for winning my heart. I cross my hands and place them to my waist. Then Look at her mockingly. She is still crying but I did not feel pity on her. I thought this is her drama.

Danial must be impressed by your this type of drama. But this cannot work on me. ----- I said.

She stop her crying Then look at me shockingly. It's  Look like she did not expect this answer for me. Like really we are used to hate each other. Then why did she think that I will be pretty full on her.

She did not say anything just look at me with the strange expression.

I say you trick did not work on me. ------ I told her clearly about the meaning of my previous comment.

She Lower her head and try her best to not crying in front of me. 

Get out. ------ she told me.

How did she told me this. This is my house not her. I am the one who have a right to told her get out she have no right.

Excuse me. You again forget this room is belongs to my. ------ I remind her.

She Stand up from the bed then said ----- I know that this house is belongs to you. But This is the room which you give me to stay. So please don't disturb my privacy and get out from here.

Is this is her technique to thanking me. I am the one who is safe her today she need to thank me for this and now she is saying me to get out from the room and give her privacy. Stubborn arrogant girl.

But the fact is Her voice is tembeling. It's clear that she is still crying. She did not show me her face so I did not notice her tears clearly. But I know that she is crying. 

What the hell I am doing. She just want my shoulder. Why did not I give it to her. I also take my head on her shoulder in the hospital.

Just a few hours matter. She can cry then stop. But now she is she continue crying like this then what's wrong with my party. Few hours later guest are already started coming. And she still can not ready.

Can you go please. ----- She said again hiding her face from me.

No. ----- I say it clearly.

She run to the washroom and puss door but I held her hand. Pulling her to my embarance ----- what are you doing.

She started struggling try to free herself from my grip. ----- let me go.

Tears roll down from her eyes and she try to hide her face from me. ----- please let me go.

No I am not let go you. If I let go you when you're going to lock yourself in the bathroom. And God knows when did you come out from the washroom. If you wanted to cry then try here right now on my shoulder. Cry as much as you want. Make yourself free from all the old memories who can make you cry. Otherwise they cannot leave you from the rest of your life. I also lost my loved one. But this is not the end of our life. Think about our children's. Just cry. ------ I said and she quickly hug me. She stop struggling.

She did not wanted to see herself from my grave. She crying on my chest. This is the first time I saw cried her heart out. I cannot help just give her my full support like the way she give me the support to the hospital.

I did not want she can continue crying like this. This time I literally want that she overcome from the stroma.

I make her lie down to the back and I also lie down  besite her. She placed her head on my chest and I started rubbing her here. She Crying on my chest more than 30 minutes after that she fall asleep. In the whole station I did not know when did I also fall asleep.

Angelina

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I come to myself after hearing a voice. When I open my eyes I saw that Black is in fond of me. There were inches gap between our face. I ask him why he is here because this is not his room.

The last thing which I remember is that I have a asthma attack. May be he save me from this. Did he come here because of this. He is usually my enemy. I hate him every time but this time I did not know why but I trust him very much. Scence the day I saw her in the hospital I started feel that he is not too bad person what I think. He have a heart also which he hide from everyone. But he did not hide it from Ruby.

For this reason I ask him to give his shoulder to me. I know that my pain is nothing to do with them. At least the fever which I did to him in the hospital for the sake of this I thought that he will be ready to give his shoulder to me for crying.

But the next movement again he accused me. He Again started nasty comment about my character. He Thought that I am playing any kind of trick on him. Did not he also lost his love one. Did not he is also crying this day in the hospital. Did this time I am think that he will be play any kind of trick on me. Then why did he thinking negative about me. His mind is really cheap.

I did not changed anybody point view about me. And I did not wanted to change his point of view about me because I did not care about his point of view.  now I did not wanted to show my emotions to him.  I asked her for leave but he did not ready. Because of his ego. So I decided I will hide myself  the bathroom.

But in the next against he hold me on his chest and give me his shoulder for crying. I did not know what kind of person he is. If he wanted to give me his shoulder then why did he say this cruel things.

I want to visit him but the reality is I could not control my emotions and blast out with tears.

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Black

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When I open my eyes she still sleeping resting her head on my chest. I rub my eyes then again look at her sleeping face. I don't know why did not notice that she is really beautiful. May be she is always look like arrogant that's why I have no interest to her face before. Why did not notice before that her face is looking very innocent. 

This is not my mistake she is always fighting with me. She did not ok with me politely so how could I feel that her pieces innocent. Her provoking lips which is parted inviting me on her side. I turn my head to another direction. But in the next moment I could not control myself to kissing her.

I stopped before she wake up. Sure enough she opened her eyes. She bit her lip. I am sure that she feel something is landed on her lips. She looked at me and I turn my head and other direction.

After looking me she again started looking herself. 

I did not wear the clothes before. Did you change this. ----- She ask.

OMG. I almost forget that I am the one who changing her clothes. And she why did she did not notice this before. And why did he suddenly notice this.

I did not give any response instant I change the topic ----- look at my shirt you almost mess it. 

Look at my shirt which is wet because of her tears. I feel regret on her eyes.

Now did you wanted to continue crying like this. ----- I mock.

 thank you. ----- She said.

What.... what are you saying I did not hear. Can you say this little louder. ----- I ask  which full of shock.

Thank you. ----- she told this time little louder but I still did not satisfied.

Again I did not hear say this one more time ------ I demand.

Black I say thank you. thank you for everything. And this is the last time I'm telling this I did not repeat it. ----- she make this clear and not give me another chance to demand on her.

She hug me and say me one more time ------ if you need my shoulder in future then come without any hesitation. I wanted to pay back you for this support. And one more time thank you.

I break the hug then is my both hand on her both Shoulders ------ if you really wanted to thanks me then look presentable in tonight party and act like a Lovey daby couple in fond of all the peoples. Because I wanted to show them that I am already overcome from all of this. You know if my investor know that I am distress then they did not wanted to continue business with me. So we need to show of in fond of them. Now tell me did you help me.

Yes. I do. ----- she said.

Good. There was no more time left for the party begin. I already called a make artist for you. May be She will be waiting in a living room. After went out from the room I will send her here. ----- I said.

No. Please don't send anybody here. I will be ready in a few hours by myself. And don't worry I did not disappoint you. ----- She said.

I did not force her and went out from the room.

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