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1 year ago
"Ahhh" "ahhh" "ngh" my breaths came out in puffs and my eyes were all puffy from the tears I cried "f**k!" I cried "harder Levu, f*****g f**k me harder" he pounded into me with his c**k, I could feel him in my womb, but it wasn't deep enough "deeper Levi, go into me-f**k!" I moaned as he drove into me
He wrapped my air around his fist "you drive me wild Jinny Carlile," he breathed into my ear "imagine if your mum or dad could see you now, hmmm? What do you gotta say for yourself"
"I couldn't answer my thoughts were all in a jumbled mess"
"Answer me" he commanded, sinking his teeth into my neck
"I'm a, I'm a bad girl, being p***y pounded by Levi Gunner's thick c**k and I f*****g love it"
"Good girl" he bit me on my neck, then sucked it, at the rate he was going he was going to leave hickeys all around my body.
We'd been doing this for hours, I think it was 10 pm now? But we'd started this since I arrived by two today. But this is what I liked, I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to f**k and let the pleasure take control of me and forget everything.
"Ahhh f**k Levi!" I screamed as I reached my climax, then he grunted and came as well.
"Next time we do it raw" I said to Levi
"Are you sure about that?"
"Yeah I'm on the pill. I want you to come inside me"
"No problem baby" he leaned in to kiss me
"I gotta go" I got up and got up to get dressed
"You're not gonna spend the night?"
"I never spend the night Levi, you know this"
"Well I was hoping that you'd do so tonight" he grinned
"Is that why you didn't stoo f*****g till-" I checked the time "ten pm in the night?"
His silence was all the confirmation I needed
"Just stay a little" he pleaded
"I gotta go home"
"Isn’t your curfew till like 2am?"
"Yeah so?" I put my jacket on
"So, just stay till like 1 at least"
I pondered it, I really did "I'm going home Levi good night"
"Geez you make it seem like you're my designated w***e or something"
"Am I not?"
"You're my girlfriend Jinny"
"Well you sure as hell don't f**k me like one, so"
"Look I know you feel, like you don't deserve to feel love because of what happened to Maeve and all but-"
"Shut up, just shut up Levi" I picked up my bag "and don't you ever talk about Maeve even again" I slammed the door shut on my way out of his room, quickly ran down stairs and slammed his front door shut.
I needed a break, everything was still raw and fresh. Her death was since three months ago, but still I could hear Ruby's accusatory voice as she screamed that she never wanted Maeve to come for my party, she never even wanted her to be associated with a demon spawn like me.
I could still remember the tears I shed that day, and the ones before and the ones after, to the point that I fainted. I squatted on the walkway trying to catch my breath, but it was all my fault. If I had just left it alone, if I had listened to Maeve. My parents, her parents. If I hadn't pushed it, she would still be here, I wouldn't be responsible for her death, I wouldn't feel so empty and and alone.
I got up and continued walking, my legs carried me to where we used to hide out as kids, that tiny little world in the forest that we had created. The place that she first took me to, when we first met. I breathed the air there, and it felt like I was breathing for the first time in three months, then suddenly the tears started slipping, they fell one at a time, then came in fits and spurts, God I killed her.
I hadn’t realised how much time had passed, but my alarm rang out, I bolted. The wind carried my legs home, I didn't stop, couldn't stop. s**t! f*****g dammit they would be worried. What was I thinking?
I burst through the front door, to see my family sitting and awaiting my return
"Young lady, where have you been?" You got us all worried my dad scolded
"I'm sorry, I was out, I guess I lost track of time"
"You guess?" My mum asked "Listen sweetheart I know that these last few months have been difficult for you and we have given you your space, but please bear with us too, we've been worried sick"
"I know, and I said that I'm sorry ok? It won't happen again"
"Yeah you better make sure it doesn't"
"It’s ok Justin, you can go upstairs" my mum motioned
"You're just gonna let her get away with this?" She's grown up Justin, legally an adult we should give her, her space
"Yeah but what if she ends up hurting herself with too much space?"
"And what if she does hurt herself if we enclose on her?"
He sighed "fine, your way"
"Thank you"
I heard it, I heard it all, how they treated me like I was a ticking time bomb
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