Captivated by his sex...

2. Life goes on...

life went on as usual and every Thursday like clock work we attended a date. The mention of that one Thursday night never arose again. It was a whirlwind romance, head over heels with each other and continued happiness and memories made fast.

“T, we have been together for 8 months now, I was thinking maybe we should get a place together?” “Miyra I love this idea but how will we set everything up and split bills?” I had become so engulfed with his charm that all the red flags were ignored. I replied instantly “I’ll pay it. I’ve been saving for a few years now and I can manage until you find a steady income.” In disbelief, T grabbed me and wrapped his arms around me with tears in his eyes as he thanked me which made my heart swell.

It was a sunny Saturday morning with a little bit of a chill. “Our first home viewing is today T.”

“Miyra I can’t explain how grateful I am I can’t wait to find a place and call it our home”.

We attended the viewing for the first apartment and to our dismay it was awful. Then the second, third, fourth and fifth. We were losing hope when our real estate agent Arnie informed us of a new property in the same complex that wasn’t online yet. He asked if we’d like to view it even though it was little bit more expensive than we had originally wanted to spend. We agreed and quickly he lead the way. Instantly stepping through the threshold of the door we knew we had found our home. Tears of joy filled my eyes and T wrapped his arms around my waist lifting me off my feet. So many questions had bubbled in my head. After 2 hours with Arnie we went on our way and the application had been made.

Two weeks later, all the paper work was approved and we reached our moving in day. It was hard and tiring work but was well worth the wait! We had everything we own in our new flat, cardboard boxes, plastic wrap and multiple bags all stacked on top of each other. We built the new luxurious bed together. Hot and sweaty I turned to see the look on T’s face. He too was hot and sweaty, I watched almost like it was in slow motion a bead of sweat rolled from the middle of his bare chest and down to the start of his pants line.

I bit my bottom lip “You know what it means if you bite your bottom lip” asked T.

“No” I lied. “Tell me what it means”.

T walked through the entrance hall, past the lounge room and into the kitchen where he unwrapped a glass from a box labelled kitchen. As he unrolled the paper exposing the glass I felt a sudden urge tingling between my thighs. He looked at me and casually said “it means you’re horny”. I blushed how could he tell what I was thinking. After all we had decided that we would wait until we were more ‘familiar’ before getting carried away with lust. Deep in thought I missed the swift action. T lifted me up with his left hand and placed me next to the box labelled kitchen, it pulled me out of my head and I bit my lip again with an innocent little giggle. “I haven’t got much experience T, I’m.” before I could finish my sentence he placed his finger on my lips “perfect” he ended the sentence.

Shocked but so ready to ease the burning desire that was building in my lower half I looked up at him through my eyelashes... He sighed with a slight moan in his voice, then began to kiss my neck then followed onto my exposed shoulder. He stopped briefly to remove the spaghetti-style strap of my ruby red singlet. I could feel my heart pumping out of control and thought in my head. ‘I know he has done this hundreds of times before, will I be enough? What if I embarrass myself?’ He reached his left masculine hand down to my grey sweat-resistant gym shorts and slid one finger just into the elastic waist band.

"Virgin!" I blurted out."I am, Ummm, Well, You, See, It's, Like, Ahh". I paused between each word, embarrassment written all over my face. i***t. Fool. Shut up already.

T pulled his mouth away from my pulsing neck looked at me sympathetically. "Miyra, I know we can stop if you wish to slow this down, I am not the man I once was. I can wait for you".

It was then my body was fully awake, I wanted him, I felt like I needed him. Why am I so confused? It feels so good when he touches me. Why am I resisting what nature says is only normal? He said everything right, acted right in an almost too perfect way.

I leaned towards him and began kissing his lips slowly. Then I pulled away. I kissed him again and pulled back. Stop Miyra you are sending this man the wrong messages. He wont tolerate your crap forever. You've been together 8 months. You know he isn't a virgin he has had a taste and if you don't give it to him he will get it somewhere else. I felt tears welling in my eyes. Don't be stupid stop I scrutinised myself. I am enjoying this! Right? So Just do it...