What He Use To Tell Me!!

Dam!! "It's 10 o'clock already"? "Where did time go"?" where is my man and why haven't I heard from him yet"? (phone ring) "Hey girl" whats up? (Its my girl Tasha). Girl nothing what you doing? Girl you already know just finished cooking, sitting here wondering where the f**k Tim at and why haven't I heard from him. "b***h I know he somewhere safe". "Yea, he better be my man stay dangerous, anyways you what you doing"? bitchhhh leaving my man's house. "Biitch ever since u got wit James ion never see my b***h, you wanna go grab some drinks"? "Hell yea.".. I gotta tell about the time I just had ... "ooohhh b***h this sound like some tea and a good ass time", how long before you pull up? bitchhh where we going I can just meet u there!.... Okayyy boujee b***h, but meet me at Jack's.... Ummm ion think I wanna go to Jack's! .. b***h why not you that's our spot! And you know Tim punk ass gone be there.... Biiittch Tim is not he aint answering my calls and even if he is there he gone see my fine ass walk in and ignore the f**k outta him! ion got time I just want a drink and Jack's wife know how to stiff arm a b***h drank! lol. biiitch you never lied so u telling me I gotta look goot on this thirsty Thursday ass night? Ummm b***h yass you always look goot so what's the issue? O nothing I just gotta readjust myself... ewww James must've blew yo back out? Biitttch did he! That nigga blew my motor and my cabotor...lol b***h you stupid I can't wit you! you funny as hell but how long it's gone take you to get readjusted? it'll take bout a hour... but you know you as my best friend will get me together in 10... b***h I'm bout to pull up instead... you dirty b***h after I told u to pull up.. yo dirty ass was just boujee.. o ima drive as b***h lol I really can't wit you. so how bad is yo hair? not bad at all but my face .. is messy and need a beat. I got you! cool cause biiitch I'm outside!! yasss, the door open. Tasha walk in. and for some reason she [instantly she smell familiar ]but ima never mind it cause my b***h would never plus polo black every hood nigga shit... let me get out my f*****g head!! bitchhh u pulled up quick as f**k wha you do speed here. Cause I know James live on the other side. lol Biiitch you know I stay 90 on the Dash ... lol hell yea we some heavy footers ... hell yea. so b***h what we drinking tonight? is we Jeezy tonight or thugga. My partna on brown and you know I'm on white or same thang? b***h you stupid let's go Jeezy cause me an James had tequila. ewww yea I need my dark. Tasha asked How was work girl? b***h work was cool just busy as hell and jasmine ass threw my whole schedule off being extra on her nails then added on her toes. my gut told me to block my schedule out 3 hours and I had a walk in for pedicure. new client so yea it was a good day! how was your day!! biiitch we gone have to talk about that when these drinks hit.!! shid you think you need more to drink? f**k yea I'm just getting started!! I started flipping and whipping Tasha Hair and guess who calling? Tim... I hot the ignore button fast, so fast Tasha thought I burnt a piece of her curl. lol what's wrong girl nothing .. unt un we not doing that friend did u just burn my shit... b***h no Tim calling... aw what the f**k he want... b***h ion know I didn't answer .. we both bust out laughing... duh I'm sitting right here I know right an you asked a dumb ass question. anyways can I wear 1 of yo blacks dresses? yea ion Care b***h I'm going bright!! as you should and ima wear my new jewelry set Tim bought me.!! just in case his ass in there. Tasha burst out laughing as you should. meanwhile Tim done called my phone bout 10 times now and sent 3 texts. Wydn bae? pick up the f*****g phone why you acting like that? Bra I'm not gone call again. I replied back okay and I'm not gone answer! I'm bout to dip. where you going? Outside!! Wit who?? left his ass on read. Me and Tasha finished getting dressed We smashed a lil on the dinner I made and we was out the door. oohhh b***h which car should I drive?? b***h they yo cars you figure it out I'm driving my s**t!! uhhh b***h you urky ok I'm popping in the truck tonight!! shining bright as f**k wit this yellow ass dress on this bust down vvs jewelry set my neck iced out, watch popping, bracelets popping, ankel shining not to mention this bust down as 30" straight wig. ion even like wigs but I'm wearing it tonight.!! we finally pull up to Jack's and when I say it's thick as f**k it's stupid thick. on a f*****g Thursday, I put on my shades cause ion like to see nobody but ima see everybody. lol I love my mirror shades you can't see me but I see you! we walk in first nigga I see os Tim. I walked straight pass him went to the bouncer who ironically was James, what's up pretty boy James (insider everything we bout to go out he always take longer than us ) anymore vip sections? Here come Tasha ass heyyy daddy I missed you, she started kissing all on this nigga. eww b***h I'm tryna get a vip section not a porno section... shut up b***h you know I miss my man's... b***h yall just seen eachother!!! music so loud they ignore me .... ayyeee can I get a section and a fifth of Remy green bottle... dam b***h can I love on my man ... noo b***h we ain't come here for that!! James ass rude ass light skin mutha fucka I sell vip not bottles. I give him the side eye and look at Tasha and boom Tim walking up. dapp this nigga up he let us in vip and all of a sudden I get this weird ass feeling. but ima never mind it cause my s**t playing Jeezy way too gone!! the bottle girl come up and Tim punk ass order tequila, I stopped baby girl in tracks real quick like no hell no. may I have a fifth of Remy... yes do you still want tequila?? that's what he ordered and this my order!! o ok 1 tab or 2 ... 1 tab on him!! okay say less. Tim side eyed me. what ?? so you gone make me pay for you bottle after I just ordered a bottle. yess you acting weird so I'm just matching energy. you don't ever not answer my calls and texts, I haven't heard from you all day and all of a sudden you at Jack's and ironically we didn't plan this! Bae stop acting like that. acting like what? like you don't care about a nigga. Tim I'll care about you when you show me how to care about you!! soon as this bottle get here Ima Crack it take 3 shots and then I just might talk to you!! 9 mins later my bottle got here I politely grabbed it, went to Jame where Tasha was still all up his ass and asked for another section. this time I gotta wiff of his cologne. now this ain't wha Tasha smelled like ... maybe the nigga switch up meanwhile I'm In my head, Ci... Ci... Ci ... huh it's another section over by the window close to the dj you want that 1. yea I turn to Tasha biiitch is you coming or you gone be all up on this nigga. no offense Jame we just ain't come here for you and when you start working here Tasha ain't tell me that. I just stated ya man's Tim hooked me up... you know I stay wit something I gotta keep my baby smiling and shining .. awww yall cute... I f*****g love yall relationships my girl needed this... we make it to our section I pop my bottle poured me a double and another... dam b***h slow down ... noo I invited you out this nigga been ignoring me and you all hugged up on yo nigga so I'm I my feels right now trying not to be because something weird going on. Tim has not ever did me like this. I glance over this nigga flirting wit the bottle bitch... I'm feeling these shots take another double and stood up and walked over there.!! Hey sweetheart he not single and if you Wanna keep yo job I advise you to do yo job, just not right here. o my bad I just seen this sexy man... b***h I'm bout 5 dranks in please don't be a reason I turn this b***h up.... I look at Tim he in his phone ... that's when I knew something was up. .... you know what Ms lady excuse me cause I think this man is single... I walk back to my section... latto sunshine on me start playing I take another double... look at Tasha she in her phone bitchh get up an dance wit me... okay I gotta go to the bathroom!! Okay I'll come wit you ... na sis stay here this yo s**t vibe out... I'm bout to take Tim bottle tho.. huh... nothing i said I'm going to the bathroom ... o okay I'll be here ... sunshine on me sunshine on sun shine on me... I'm dancing singing not paying attention to s**t seen my cousin's biggie and Shirle .... I waved them up, seen James look over I wave the okay and my man gone ... f**k it I'm bout to get f****d up... I spot the bottle girl waved her over can I get 4 waters and a order of 20 lemon pepper steppers? yes same tab or new tab .... did he close his tab ... no its still open my gut got to gutting.... I sit down she asked if I'm alright yea can u get the waters please thank you. my dumbass call Tim phone... no answer I looking for Tasha ion see her... I was bout to take another shot dam near threw up... I swallowed it turn to biggie cuz I be right back I gotta throw up ... biggie grabbed me so fast helped me up while Shirle watch the table.... now In Jack's the got to mens and women's plus a single bathroom I told biggie let's go to the single bathroom, she push me in the women's... I'm not sloppy drunk I'm just discombobulated a lil bit still cute tho... I Start throwing up just to get liquor off my stomach biggie tell me she getting a club soda for me all while I'm still throwing up... I hear moaning and banging on the wall so I stopped got flush the toilet wash my hands and walked out... I took my shades off I see biggie I went by her at the bar said heyy to Jack's wife ... looked around no sign of my man nor my bitch... 1 turn to the right I see Tasha locking lips with Tim!! I sipped out my saddles so fast you'd think I was a track Star... then I paused like I struck by lighting. biggie saw what I saw a had the energy I had ... we both looked at eachother I looked at my watch realizing everything I could lose.... meanwhile biggie ain't got s**t to lose I stopped her in her tracks breaking 2 f*****g nails she threw the club soda all In Tasha face that b***h was so drunk and full of my man's d**k I didn't know what to do besides leave... biggie come on let's go!! James and the bottle girl tryna stop me I'm so furious I kept walking biggie who drove? Shirle call her tell her to meet me at my house... I get in my truck I'm so angry I wanna s***h tires I wanna take this nigga car but no no ima changed woman... tell Shirle to grab my bottle and wings ... we out!! cuz calm down you want me to drive? nooo hell noo I'm driving doing 90 all the ways home tryna calm down ... I calm down just a lil bit cause I seen the boys up ahead so I started doing the speed limit.. when I got home me and biggie went to town I got the lawn bags and put all his s**t In them biggie laughing them hoes out the door... Tim started calling ... I answer ... what??? Bae please don't be mad at me... excuse me?? mad for what, what you do? Nothing where you at ? I'm at home okay ima pay this tab them I'm on my way. okay cool. I'm here. I stopped again. I started changing pins and lock codes ... biggie call Nita I need a room cuz cuz calm down what you need a room. for what? you got this nice ass house.. b***h make him leave . biggie now is not the time to question me nor tell me what to do... my best f*****g friend is f*****g my man. the love of my f*****g life. cuz stop ... Shirle pull up wit the bottle ... I snatched that bottle so quick I drunk bout another 2 shots before realizing like dam I gotta keep it together... biggie call Nita I need a room I can't be here. just get the hotel downtown across the bridge I wanna see water and city lights .... I gotta appointment notification on my phone ... at this very moment 2am I realized I gotta sober up... yall want this bottle let me pack some clothes. I gotta go get my mind right. cuz you want yo chicken hell yea!! yall want some ?? na we good. cool I'm bout to go. cuz why are you leaving your house? if I stay I might hurt this man so instead I'm leaving to protect my peace and not think about it. my f*****g best friend. cuz you should've beat that b***h ass ... No I shouldn't have .. the old me hell yea would've beat that b***h ass but let's go before he come here. I leave and leave half his s**t out side cause I just don't wanna deal. I've been dealing with him for 2 years and he do me like this? he has not ever not answer my calls nor texts he always was there when I needed him. he always comfort me when when ever how could this be? is this really happening to me. the start of our morning was good I got up made up breakfast he broke me off wit some vitamin D and I knew it's was gone be a good. once Jasmine came to get her nails done my mood changed and I wanted the comfort of my man. I wanted to go on a date my treat and he didn't answer my call, I usually don't leave voicemail and today I did. I even sent him a few texts and he don't ever ignore me unless he super busy with a business meeting.. I'm just thinking to myself in the days I drive past the hotel. reroute and I pull to the valet cause I'm just fixing my mood reminding my self I am a boss. I wanted this man but I for dam sure don't need the disrespect, and the fact you locking lips with my bestie my b***h my rider my friend got me thinking about a whole lot. I walk in I see my cousin Nita. Nitta heyyy baby I thought you switch locations I'm glad you still downtown... yass baby cousin I'm still here I just fill in sometime when they need me. Nita give me a hug I just broke down ..... Hell no cuz whats wrong ? Nothing I just needed a real hug. Cuz you sure cause you aint never cried unless you was seriously going thr something. Cuz I'm good, It's just the way you hugged me it felt so genuine. well you know you one of my favorite cousins , ion have to shuga coat nothing and you for dam sure don't judge me. your energy is always good. but what type of room you want cause biitttchh we got dam near every type of room open.. let me get the presidential suite ooohhh okayyy fancy... what's the occasion? You know I'm treating myself like a boss I need a change. o cuz can you make for 3 days ? add on a bottle of champagne please? cuz you know I got you.. you still on my rewards account so the room is discounted. thank you babes. I get the key I look like dam byyytch when yall get 5 floors in this mf? Cuz we always had 5 floors. we both bust out laughing. I get to my room and it's laid just what I need. o my gosh I love it. I look at my phone to check the time it's 4:37am where tf time go. I got 30 missed calls from Tasha and Tim like why are yall weird asses blowing me up da f**k do yall want? I texted Tim, Heyy stop calling me please I already helped packed most of yo stuff but I you please remove everything you own. I don't wanna talk and I for dam sure don't wanna text. I already changed the codes so when you do leave just leave my key on the counter. thank you. Ci baby why you acting like that? we was gone ask you if you Wanna be apart of this? I instantly threw up. I put my phone on DND because I honestly can't handle this and I gotta 10am and 12:30pm so they are not about f**k my money up nor my mood. but dam I'm so f*****g loyal and this happened soon as I think I gotta man for me he not he want this b***h and got her nigga a job at our favor spot like what In the werid ass s**t going on? I should've told James but his crazy ass probably shoot that nigga. he'll find out on his own like I did. I knew I should've listened to my gut. James literally live about 45 mins from me and Tim gotta spot 20 mins from me. his rental property the air bnb we got together. I need my name off so much business s**t. I need not to be the cosigner of his car no more I need to go to sleep. I call down to Nita and let her know anybody calling checking for me no info is to be provided. cause this my go to the only hotel I'll go to the my city any where else I'm in somebody else city. Tim steady calling me and texting weird s**t. like how can all of this happen under my nose? when did they have the time and how long have this been going on?