Jon looked at me and I could tell he was trying to figure out what to say, which said it all.
"I thought you said you were all in?" I challenged him. I knew this was too good to be true! I wanted to give in so badly and just say yes to everything Jon was offering but I had to know. I had to know that Jon meant what he said. I knew Jon loved me but did he love me and my human side or did he love me despite it? Was he going to keep holding back with me? I needed to know Jon was really all in before I gave in. I couldn't take the heartbreak of losing him again once I did. I couldn't let this wall down until I had some assurances. Just then our entrees came. I smiled politely at the staff, trying not to let on that what was supposed to be a romantic dinner, had grown tense. Once the wait sta
