Do you know the feeling of hoping for something that you know will never happen?
Like it is too impossible to happen? But still, you are hoping for it..
Like you are praying for a miracle, that you are not sure if it will be given to you or not?
Will, that’s what I felt when Roux told me to chose him and gave him a chance.
I know that deep in my heart, I hoped.
But I also know that what he is saying is impossible. I mean, I know he didn’t really mean it. He just said that because he wanted me to leave Callahan. But he doesn’t really want me.
How can he suddenly want me, when he told me so many times that he can't like me, and will never like me?!
He is just giving me false hope!
What a selfish bastard!
My heart is aching, as I walk through the hallway going to the elevator.
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