a moment with you

I know that I feel different about my friend, the feeling that when he's with someone else, he's happy, I just want him to be happy with me, but I can't tell him that I like him because he might get mad at me and then not that he is as clingy as before, I don't want to get to that point I'm happy with the part that he really only thinks of me as a friend , hi Mon he greeted me hello freen, I greeted him with cold words Are you sick, he asked me and then suddenly held my forehead to make sure I didn't have a fever oum I don't have a fever at the same time I removed his hand from my head Are you really okay... the question was repeated He ignored her and entered the classroom without looking at her.. he also came in and sat next to me after class** Mon, let's go to the canteen, he insisted on me.. I passed first, you go alone, I stood up from my seat ink are you going to the canteen I asked them [yupp why are you going with me] yes I hope so is it possible [maybe possible] He called me Mon but I didn't look at him