“You’ve been out of it all day, Xannie baby. Are you sure you’re ok? You’ve had a lot going on lately. Maybe you should talk to someone.” Shawn said. He had been really f*****g worried about me lately. I had been keeping so many secrets from him that it began to get hard to even be around him. I needed to talk to Tim but I didn’t know how to approach him in a way to ask if all that had actually happened in real life or had been a dream. This would be so much easier if I had his phone number, but of course I didn’t. How could I even get it? Ask Shawn? Yeah, that wouldn’t raise suspicions at all. Shawn would probably have a f*****g mental collapse with how his jealousy has been lately! I could ask Mar. But she probably wouldn’t have it. Bentley? Bentley would break Tim’s legs. Nicky? Ugh.

