Monday came too fast. Faster than I was prepared for. I had decided I was gonna bite the bullet and find Tim and pull him aside. I was gonna put my big girl pants on and be brave and do the unimaginable. You know, not run and hide in normal Xannie fashion. I had woken up with Shawn, which almost killed him with shock. I tried my hardest to not beat his face in at all his stupid ass sarcastic remarks about me being up early and yada yada yada. f*****g dickhead. Then he had the audacity to ask if I was making him breakfast. Pft. He’s lucky the d**k is so good, or he’d be s**t outta luck. After I had my coffee and Shawn had his eggs, and finished suggesting how I should learn to make bacon now too, we headed to school. The mornings had begun to get much chillier, though the days stayed w

