MY LOVELIFE IN A BOOK

Let's go way back in high-school, starting my first year everything was great of course going on to middle year I had a girlfriend. We were lovers..I think? that's what I'd like to believe we were separated because my parents found out and they're obviously HOMOPHOBIC! The obvious happened...yes,I transferred schools. Joining in this other school after couple of months got into another relationship with a girl in a lower grade as mine,this is where the love felt real in this love phase with my new girlfriend, Samantha is her name. Samantha and I were very close and comfortable around each other half the school knew about our relationship we were like a power couple trust me it was exciting!! We were so in love and we even talked about how we'd live together in the future and get married and all that there was no toxic energy in our relationship everything was smooth. In between the term we had those midterm breaks went home we still talked and planned on meeting up which didn't happen bytheway.During the midterm I started talked to this other girl mind you she goes to the same school as me and Samantha worse of all her and Samantha are in the same grade.I didn't think much of it anyways I mean it's just young love and YOLO! So during the mid break me and this other girl talked everyday we'd flirt and call each other pretty and all talking about how our love was forbidden cause she knew about me and Samantha. The new girl is Cory ...me and Cory used to flirt on a daily while on my side I'm still trying to keep everything cool with Samantha. Days went by we went back to school and believe it or no me and Cory wasn't talking to each other at all it was crazy like we were just flirting for the sake and all that.Few weeks later after we resumed school I receive a letter from Cory and she's expressing how much she loves me and I obviously write back to her. It kept going like that letter writing well till my classmate who had a beef with me told Samantha that I was cheating on her.I apologised to her and assured her it wouldn't happen again. You're probably wondering what happened to Cory ..we cut our ties and stopped everything that was going on and became just normal friends.By this time it was almost counting to 8 months of me and Samantha being together and the schools closed again for the Christmas break. Came back in January we have new students coming in,students joining to start high-school. Oh yeah me and Samantha broke up during the long holidays we had lots of mis understandings which all went down for both of us parting ways and yes we both were okay with it. So few weeks into the new term I draw my attention to one of the new students and I'm looking at her and I'm certain she is all that! Face pretty,hair pretty and body is tea just what I need! Lol I approached her after a while and we talked and got to know each other more and more went for a break again and our conversations got deeper got to know what common stuff we had and all that we grew closer and closer and decided to move into a relationship. Got back to school again relationship was getting spicy everyday since Samantha was still at the school and was seeing me and the new girl Isa spending time together so much it obviously got into her nerves They got into arguments here and there and I did what I thought was right which was protecting my girlfriend from Samantha. During Christmas in the other year now Isa came to my place for a week we did the most we could out of the week..cooked together, made tiktoks,got intimate most nights I was having the week of my life!!! In the new years now I was joining campus and Isa was still in high-school We got into arguments most of the time ..we also grew apart because of the distance we both just wasn't having it after few trials we broke up In campus I got into a relationship with a boy..Jeremy.If I'm being honest my friends warned me about him I didn't care cause I also had the idea of what I was signing up for once again YOLO!! First few weeks was good and I grew obsessed with this boy it wasn't a joke anymore OMG. Let's jump to where it all started ...it was on a Friday night we went drinking with my friends Jeremy was also part of the friend group so he was with us that night. We got drunk and minutes before we're about to leave the club Jeremy comes to me saying how sorry he is..I stood there confused asking him what he's sorry for and he says "I'm sorry I made out with Natalie" I froze for a minute and turned to slap the hell out of him cause he kissed his EX! I was pissed off and disgusted. The next day was on a Saturday and my friends had planned to attend some event I initially didn't want to attent it but they insisted so I had to go I reach the location and who do I see!? Jeremy! I ignored him the whole time but ofcourse he was all over trying to apologise to me.My stupid obsessed self accepts it. Few hours into the event Jeremy is all over some other girl Nicole..who came with my friends. I ask him about it and he gives the dumbest excuse on earth talking about "babe I'm just using her money and I'll get back to you that's it" At that point I was just too aggravated to even react so I just let it slide mind you he was around Nicole the whole event!!! Night time comes and most of us are drunk,so my friends and I head to the crowd to dance then come back later to sit. Where I was seated at Jeremy comes to me talking about how he's sorry cause he can't resist girls around him and even went on to admit how he kissed Nicole at this point I'm furious and hurt at the same time My friend came to me and I broke down to her telling her how dumb and easy Jeremy is.My friend calms me down and we go home the next day I wake up eyes swollen wondering what the hell happened last night,checking my phone and I see texts flooding from Jeremy saying how sorry he is first thing I did was text him we're done then blocked him. I wouldn't really say I'm bisexual even though I have had a boy in my life I'm so girl centered I love girls way more than I do with the boys Jeremy isn't the whole reason why but most definitely all the straights should watch out for boys with similar character. My love life recently? I'd say chill not where I want it to be but I'm a bit comfortable and definitely cautious this time. And that's my lovelife in a book. THE END.