“Please hear me out! I can explain everything, I’m so sorry for what you saw and the way I have been, you deserve so much more than this, and I wish tonight never happened because it’s cost me the most important person in my life and the love of my life, which is you. You probably hate me and have every right to but if you meet me tomorrow at the Angel Cafe one last time just so can explain to you what happened. Just one day, one chance to talk to you then you never have to see me again if that is what you want. Just please let me explain, you deserve a reason, one minute to see you again is all I ask. I will be there tomorrow at ten, I will wait for you. As long as it takes.”
I slump upstairs to my room with my hand in my pocket in case by some miracle Emma calls me back. Trickles of rai
