The Sneak Peek of Future

Draven’s POV I looked at myself through the mirror and let out a heavy sigh. Looking at this mirror makes me belittle myself. I am still a college student and yes, I am in my twenty-five years of age but still a student while Seah is a high school teacher right now. I was a mess back then that's why I didn't go back to school before. I had rather smoked weeds than hear those words from a teacher or professor, or whatever you called it. I was stupid, right? So here I am. Every time I look at this mirror I still regret what I had done before. It's suffocating me the way I look at myself holding a backpack. My thoughts are overloading right now like, 'what if I would have just studied hard before and maybe I wouldn't be useless like this'? Seah pays for my tuition, miscellaneous, foods, internet, line, and everything I need. She's the reason why and I'm still alive. She isn't my sugar mommy because we are the same age. She just used her brain and pursued her dreams even if it was hard. She worked hard for her life and I am happy because she won. That's why she is standing on herself alone with dignity and pride. My lovely, Seah. But that's the reason why I am scared because something might happen that will make her stop being kind. She can stand on her own without the help of others, she can also make herself happy and she can live by herself. Unlike me. I am not like Seah. I couldn't live without her. I can't imagine my life without her. She has been my smile, my life, and my everything, and I am satisfied with her. That's why I am treating her the way she deserves. I always obey what she wants because that's what I think is the right thing to do, so she couldn't think of leaving me that easily. Also, because I am a college student while she's a teacher, our relationship is forbidden. Students and teachers are not allowed to have romantic feelings towards each other because that's the law in this country. I sighed and walked outside the car. Seah is already in the school where she is teaching. I stared at Seah's anniversary present for me outside the apartment. "I couldn't believe I have a tesla right now," I said with a smile on my face. I bit my lips and immediately walked inside my car and it makes me feel amaze and insane. It was indeed a wonderful gift for me. I am driving this car proudly because who wouldn't be proud of this expensive thing, right? When I reached the school, all students looks at me like I own the savannah. Like I am the king of this savannah. I parked this car smoothly and walked outside with pride and dignity that is shown on my face. "What a nice car, bro," my buddy, Lucien, said.  We did our signature fist bump. “Yeah, my Mom bought this," I said lying while looking at the road. It makes me feel guilty every time I am lying for the sake of Seah because if someone knew we have a relationship she might be fired to the school. And because just like I said it is forbidden. "What a cool Mom you’ve got," he said smiling and we walked towards the room. What a cool Mom I’ve got, huh? I got the coolest Seah in the world. "We have the same subjects right now?" I asked while walking. "Hm...yup. The most boring subject of all time. History," he said in a boring tone.  And I sighed and nodded. Of course, I study hard to make Seah proud. I always have a high grade and she always cries with joy because of that and it makes my heart melt. "This is our room?" I asked Lucien and he nodded. "It's odd because we didn't use this room," I added. "I don't know to those oldies."  He's talking about the professor.  “I don't give a f*ck about where I am and who I am with," he said emotionless and walked inside.  I sighed and followed him. I stopped when I saw how many we are. It is too crowded. No seats left behind. Is that possible for a university? "I didn't know they like this history subject this much," I said in disbelief while looking for a seat and when I found one I smiled while Lucien is still finding a seat for himself. "Good Luck, bro," I teased and he looked at me in disbelief. "You are not going to leave me here, aren't you? Don't leave your best friend here," he said while acting like he's truly hurt. I raised my middle finger at him and smirked while walking towards the remaining seat. I sat comfortably at the seat while grinning at Lucien who's looking at me in disbelief. I assumed that some students here do not belong in this class because there are a lot of couples who are doing nasty things in my surroundings right now. I couldn't help but close my eyes instead of watching them kissing in front of me. They are young, why do their parents allow them to do that? What kind of generation do they have?  While me, of course, I look young. Why? Because I am handsome that's all. I smiled to myself. My age is just a number because I still look good. My age is nowhere to be found when you'll see my face. They don't look at me like I am old besides I am just twenty-five and they are like twenty-two or twenty-three something like that. I am just ahead of two, three, or maybe four years to them. "Get out." I heard a cold blood voice come from nowhere that made me open my eyes. I blinked twice while looking at the woman in front of me. She is wearing a black short skirt, tuck-in with her black t-shirt while her feet are covered with black high boots and she is wearing black long socks. Her lips are black too. I guess she put black lipstick on it and she's sucking a black lollipop. What an aura? Is that a style? Literally, her presence shouts for shadow, and her appearance describes darkness. "W-what?" I asked again. She just stared at me that made me uncomfortable. "I said get out. That is my seat," she said. Still cold.  What's with this woman? I sighed and faked a smile. "This isn't yours——" "If I said that's mine. That is mine," she said with finality pointing my chair while sucking a black lollipop. I looked at her in disbelief while shaking my head because this woman in front of me is the weirdest of all the weirdest people in the world. "What are you, a kid?" I asked in irritation. "You are not a high schooler, Miss, to have your own respective seat——" It is like my world stops when she moved her hands and put her sucked lollipop inside my mouth. I stops from what I am about to say and didn't even move at what she did. I feel like I have thousands of bacteria in my mouth because of what she did. I've never been feeling like this dirty in my whole life. I am a man. Indeed man. But this freaking demonic person in front of me makes me feel want to vomit because of what she freaking did. She just put her freaking lollipop inside my mouth. Then she smirks at me and gets her lollipop inside my mouth and puts it back inside her and continues sucking it. What the f*ck? I can't believe this demonic woman in front of me. All I could think of was women are born to be nitpicky, decent, and feminine. But this freaking woman is so far from that. She is haughty and weird. "Now move or I will suck your lip, babe," she coldly said.  I couldn't help myself but stand and walk away from that freaking seat of hers. Gladly, no one saw us when she did that freaking nasty thing to me. I looked back at her and I sighed in disbelief when I saw how she sprayed lots of alcohol on the chair. She is freaking unbelievable. She is now sucking the lollipop that came from my mouth and she sprayed alcohol on the seat where I sat? Freaking unbelievable. I found myself looking for Lucien and when I found him, the f*cker was smirking at me like he saw everything I went through because of that b*tch. Lucien raised his middle finger on me with pride and I just glared at him because he's now comfortably sitting on a chair with a dead chick on both sides. I didn't know how many hours I was able to sit on the floor because this freaking room and the freaking subject had no vacant or at least a little space for me, so I can sit. These freaking students and a group of people who came in, it's their fault. They occupied lots of space for the upcoming students earlier and you can notice immediately that they do not belong on this subject. F*cking relationship they have. "That's all. Dismiss," our professor said after an hour.  Finally. I stretched my body because I feel numb. Who wouldn't be, right? I waited for all the students to walk out of the room before me because I don't want to squeeze myself out. I am too lazy because of what happened. I just can't f*cking move-on. Someone tapped my head that makes me look up and I immediately frowned when I see the demonic woman in front of me while sucking her black lollipop. What kind of lollipop is she eating? Isn't that melting? "What?" I asked in irritation but she just smirked which makes me more irritated and she left not answering me. I sighed in disbelief looking at her while she is walking outside the room. I couldn't believe mother Earth created such kind of woman like her. "Let's go?"  I looked at Lucien who's now beside me and nodded. "Someone's having a sweet treat," Lucien teased me but I just shook my head. "A weird sweet treats," he added and I glared at him. "She doesn't even look sweet. She looks bitter and probably she might taste bitter," I said in irritation. "Did you see what she did? She's the living bacteria I've ever met in my entire life. I swear if I would be given a chance to come back to that time where she put her freaking sucked lollipop in my mouth again, I swear I won't sit in that chair again." I gritted my teeth while talking because of anger.  Lucien just laughed at my misery. Gladly after that freaking incident, my whole day turned out to be well. That woman made me miserable. I can't get over it but thanked God because my whole day was good as I expected. "This tesla of yours is so lit, bro," Lucien said while staring at my tesla with full of admiration in his eyes and I smirked. "I wished my mom could get me at least once," he wishes and I just laughed. "By the way, got to go." And he drove his car away.  I sighed and drive my car anyways to our apartment. Seah and I are secretly living together. I couldn't help myself but smile because if she has time, she's the one who always wakes me up. Hearing her voice first thing in the morning is like a chant that says, 'wake up baby, the sun is rising. I feel so much warm just by her presence. Minutes had passed before I reached our apartment and warm arms embraced me immediately when I came in. This is life for me. This is my dream. Where Seah's waiting for me together with our five children because I am at work and while I am at work they are doing something funny to each other in our dream house that makes them happy and when I get home they will welcome me with their hugs and kisses and they will tell me their whereabouts the whole day. I couldn't help but smile and whisper to her ears... "I am home."