The reason for my indescribable happiness, which I had not felt for a long time - after spending the whole afternoon suffering in the company of my i***t father - was sitting next to me in the car, smelling divine and looking beautiful. Maybe I went crazy during the day, uttered words I shouldn’t have uttered, but I was actually happy for a change. And I was very selfish - if I have to put it in one word - because discussing marriage out of interest did not bother me at all. I already knew I wanted her forever. I saw the expression on her face when I mentioned divorce on the way to her parents. I felt like an i***t using that word for our marriage. It was a lie. The doubts and fears I had about Vanessa’s entry into my life disappeared one by one. The way she dealt with my dad today was gre
