Chapter Fourteen
CHAD
I wasn’t sure what happened moments ago, but whatever it was, I hated it.
I f****d up today, in a major way. It was obvious what Victor wanted, and I knew what I wanted. But how could I live with myself if we both got what we desired? When Federico asked me to take care of Victor, I didn’t think he meant for me to take care of his virginity. Nor did he mean for me to get all possessive and crazy, which was taking every ounce of my self-control to stifle.
Instead of claiming Victor like I wanted to do, I pretended like nothing happened in that dressing room. And from Victor’s reaction, he thought I didn’t want him. My life would be simpler if I really didn’t want him, but I definitely didn’t want Victor to think he was unattractive, or undesirable.
“Life was so mu
