Loving you I lost myself

Chapter 17

Noah's POV

So I got up today, in the best mood every.

Things are going well between me and Elaine, we haven't talked about us dating but I assume after that kiss on monday we are an official cupple.

Today is Elaine's birthday, mom and me want to give her a small surprise, mom doesn't yet know that I know about the surprise party so I just go along with it.

I head down to the kitchen helping mom make a cake for Elaine.

I see the presents on the table.

I remember the box in my drawer.

I really want to wait till the party to give it to her so I brush it off and continue helping mom.

Soon everything is ready.

When Elaine comes down we are waiting for her, I made sure to set her alarm so she wouldn't be late for our surprise.

After the official birthday song,

I can see how happy she is but I see she isn't quite surprised.

She must think tomorrow is the only party thats happening.

We have cake and mom gives Elaine the presents from them, her face is gloomy after not receiving a present from me.

That got me thinking...

I come up with the best Idea ever.

I snake my arms around her waist.

"I'll take you shopping."

When she smiles I feel relieved.

We head out to the mall, and I really try my best being patient as she is trying on each outfit we buy.

The moment I see her wearing that tight jeans and low neck top I was completely stunned.

I had to control myself or else I would have taken her right there in the dressing rooms.

But let me test her...

Who knows maybe I get lucky...

"Turn around so I can see your front view"

I said joking.

To my surprise she plays along.

I take this opportunity to take her sexy ass in my hands...

I walk up behind her, my hand took on a life of their own, slowly running over her sexy ass...

I can feel my d**k harden at this meer touch of her ass.

O God better help me.

Her reaction isn't what I expected, maybe she was feeling exactly what I was at that moment.

But just than...

she is back to being that shy and innocent girl, disappearing into the dressing room. But in the end it's all worth it seeing her smile.

She come out and we head out.

We head home.

The whole drive home I can still feel her ass in my hand.

I am trying very hard not to stop the car and take her here and now.

This waiting game has been driving me up the walls.

We reached home and I noticed Elaine has been staring at me the whole drive.

What was she planning.

We get out and head inside.

I head upstairs.

Not long after I hear mom calling me and to my surprise the boys are here with Amy.

And now I'm surprised.

Maybe they came to see Elaine knowing it's her birthday but when I greet them I noticed they don't have any presents for her and this pissed me off.

I yell at the immediately.

Elaine and Amy are heading to us.

Than like she is Jason's lawyer, she snaps at me telling me they already gave Elaine a gift.

At this I feel stupid so I apologize.

I'm really confused about them being here for anything else.

But when Jason tells me they came to steal me for the weekend for my birthday now I am even more surprised.

I don't know if they are all in on the surprise party plans or not, but I will play along.

Elaine, seems cool with everything and I'm starting to wonder if the party has been canceled.

But even if it is I know going out with the boys, will be like me standing in the middle of the road waiting for s**t to happen, because honestly I don't yet trust myself around them or around girls at this point.

Elaine can really read me like an open book.

she wraps her arms around my neck and tells me she trusted me.

I feel confident, but still a bit reluctant, I don't know if this is part of the plan or if it is real.

I decided to rather play it safe.

I try to tell the boys that I am not going but my mom stops me.

I see and hear her speak and when she's says regret I instantly knows what she is refuring to.

I look at Elaine, hoping she didn't catch that.

She seems fine with all this.

I'll just go, knowing that no matter what I will definitely be with her after my birthday even if the party isn't happening.

the moment I get back I'll confess to her and make our relationship 100%official.

A specially so Owen can back off.

He hasn't been so close to her, but the way he looked at her just now, makes me wonder.

I head upstairs and pack a few thing than head out with the boys.

Owen told me we are heading to his family holiday house.

Heading to Owen's , I know that they must have planned it all in advance and now I'm sure the party is off.

When we get there I see alot of people there and it looks like an early birthday party.

We head in and soon I see alot of my old school buddies.

"Jason, what all this...?"

I ask him when I noticed that there's also a lot of girls around.

If I knew that they were going to do this I wouldn't have come.

Alcohol and girls don't mix. Jason just smiled and said,

"Noah, relax man, I'll be with you the whole night dude, I'll make sure that whatever you think is going to happen won't, I promised Amy, and Elaine..."

Hearing that Elaine also knew about this kinds of pisses me off, I mean she knows I have a weekness for s*x but she still agreed.

Before I can keep thinking Owen interrupted my thoughts.

" Jason is right, If Elaine trusted us this much, we will make sure not to disappoint her, anyway tomorrow we are heading to a surprise loction for the rest of the weekend so just relax and enjoy tonight...!"

I look at the boys and deciding to trust them, but above all myself.

I love Elaine and I won't hurt her.

Not now, not ever.

Feeling a bit more relaxed, we head out and start drinking, I chat with some guys when I suddenly feel someone's hand around my waist...

I turn around without even thinking hoping it's Elaine but than I see Elise...

Pulling out of her arm I scoff at her before storming into the house.

I feel f*****g pissed at Owen, because he knows that b***h was following us around yet here she is.

I'm in the bathroom when I suddenly think of Elaine.

I really hoped that this was all part of the plan but I'm really not so sure anymore.

I head back out than spot Jason and Owen, heading to them I give Owen a death stair and I know he knows why, Jason taps my shoulder before telling me to chill.

I decided to post a pic on i********: and text Elaine to also check it out.

I caption the pic, "My last Boy's only party"

I want her to know that this will be the last time I leave her side.

Soon she send me a picture, she is making a kissy face.

I smile and kiss the picture wishing she was here. She really is the best thing I have going for me right now.

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