Noah's POV It's been more than a week since Elaine left. That day was one of the most painful days in my life. I ended up getting into a fight with Owen, soon after he heard what I had done with that slut who started all this. The thing is I actually let him beat the s**t out of me. I never once fought back, the pain was like a drug healing my broken soul, making me actually unable to fight back... Making me Feel like I needed to let him hit me in order to believe that I'm still alive. I have been sleeping in Elaine's room evey night so far, torturing myself with the sweet smell of Jasmine on her sheets, that is slowly starting to fade, reminding me that she is gone. I use her body wash every day, making sure to leave her scent lingering all over me, it reminds me every time I

