I was again sitting alone in our room. Adriano had to go. He had kissed me pasinotaly then left the room. And here I am again.. Sitting on the bed. Ugh can I ever do something else then just sit here?
I was so bored when I heard the door downstairs open.. Hm who could that be.. Maybe its Adriano! I carefully opened the of our room and walked toward the staircase...
When I looked down I saw something... Something I wish I never saw. A guy walking in.. But not alone. He was with a girl.and this guy was Adriano.
she was absolutely beautiful. Blond hair.. She could be a model. She was wearing a beautiful blue dress. And white heels.
And she was looking at Adriano ... With a gaze.. I wanted to rip out her eyeballs. Like.. No.. What is this feeling?!... I felt mad able to kill her...
Would I?! Really. And Adriano was he smiling at her? Did he like her? .. I would understand tho she is waaaaay more prettier then me.
I felt tears coming. Then something horrible happened. She kissed him.. She really kissed him. And he didn't push her away... I couldn't stand it any longer. I saw him disappearing into his office with that slut.
I ran back to the room and locked it.. When I closed the door I couldn't hold it longer. I broke down, sobbing... Yes fine I admit it.. I love him.. And I thought he loved me but in fact.. He just uses me. I don't know why yet. I'll know it soon I guess, I hope.
I was just sobbing in my room when I heard a knock on the door. "Catharina its Giano.. May I come in?" He asked carefully. I didn't want to see anyone but Giano always knows what to do.
"Come.. In" I said still crying. Giano walked in and hurried over to me to hug me. "I know what you think but it isn't what it seems." I wanted to yell that he cheated on me but tried to stay calm. "He had to do this"... Spies were outside." Wait.. Now I am confused.
Giano chuckled lightly. "Spies were outside to find you Catharina but you are in less danger if they think Adriano isn't your boyfriend so he kissed this girl making them believe your not his girlfriend or fiance that your not together, so you wouldn't be in a that big danger .. He didn't want to kiss her but he had to."
So.. Adriano did this to protect me? Oh boy I am such a idiot.. I thought by myself and heard Giano chuckled again. "Don't blame yourself Catharina.. If you got jealous means you really love him he would never be able to hurt you he loves you too much" he whispered.
I knew he was right. I really do love Adriano.. He is so gentle and lovely even if he kills people... He can be so kind and sweet. A real prince charming. I felt so dumb.. For not trusting him, I felt even guilty.. But he could have told me. I was still a bit mad, because really.. He hurt me again.