I Fell For The Mafia King

I have to go

I couldn't stop crying to save me or not he still kissed her. He hurt me. He could have you know explain to me why... But no he preferred to take the risk to hurt me...

I don't know if I can forgive him... To be completely honest I want to leave this crazy and dangerous world.

This isn't what I wanted and this isn't what my father wanted... I want to go college.. Live a normal life.. And I can't with Adriano...

Yes I love him but.. I just cant.... I can't stay with him In this crazy world.. I have to leave I have to..he cheated on me maybe he doesn't love me that much after all. Ugh and my stomach hurts.. Must be the stress.

I stood up and looked around.. Sorry Adriano.. But this isn't a life for me. I heard footsteps.. Oh god Adriano.. Is outside the door.

"Princess.. Please open we need to talk.. " ugh no no no I don't want to talk I want to go.. Not talk leave yes. I stayed silent make him Believe I was gone.

"Princess I know your in there" he sighted.. No I couldn't see him that would just hurt even more.I heard Adriano sight and leave. This was my chance. Ow my stomach hurtssss. Ughh.

I opened the door and looked around. No one was around this is my chance... I left the room and went downstairs..

I looked around and again didn't see anyone. I unlocked the front door and opened it. "Going somewhere?"... A voice said I know very well.

I slowly turned around "Giano.... I uh" he frowned and sighted.. "I know you dont like it here.. Adriano took you away from your life and dreams."

I nodded. ".. I never wanted this" he looked down and sighted again. ".. Well I understand.. Go you.. Go follow your dreams.. " did I heard this,?! He... Let's me go. I hugged him ".. Thanks" was all I could say. Then I opened the door and left.

This was hard.. I will miss Adriano... And Giano too.. But this isn't a life I want. I want to go to Radcliffe like planned and study and follow my own dreams.

I was now in a hotel.. I opened my bag and took out the picture with me and my dad. "Sorry dad.. I just.. Couldn't stay" I teared up. I can't believe I did this.

Ughh and my stomach who hurts like hell... Wait a second.. I should have had my periods since.. Days.. And oh boy no no no no that can't be true.. Oh no what now?!...