Luca
I had said I loved her.
I hadn’t meant to it had just slipped out. Which made it true and that would ruin everything. Me getting feelings for her was the worse thing that could happen. Feelings. True feelings like love made you weak. They made me vulnerable. and I couldn't be any of toise things if I wanted to stay alive
Not because she wasn’t a great girl. She was. She was everything I didn’t even know I needed but because what I had to do was going to hurt her.
And I couldn’t stand the thought of her face when she found it.
I couldn’t go against my father either. He would kill her without even thinking if she was of no more use to him. He would probably put a bullet in my head as well for good measure.
“You love her don’t you” Steffanos eyes were closed, head back against t
