Alice “Are you ok?” I glanced at Lily as I stepped out of the bathroom , the towel still wrapped around my body as I surveyed the room. Back in Vegas where it had all started. It was ironic that it was ending here. Right back in the same hotel as it started. In the suite where I had first made love with my husband. No. I shook myself . I couldn’t think that way. It wasn’t over because Luca couldn’t be dead. He couldn’t be. I would feel it if he was. The world would stop spinning , the sun would explode . Something catastrophic would happen if Luca was gone from the world. Still the not knowing was killing me . “Any news?” I wasn’t even sure why I asked , it was always the same answer. And if I heard no news one more time I was going to lose the last ounce of control I was clingi

