Beatrix
Waking up before my alarm usually makes me really upset that I'm missing out on sleep. But today I don't care, I feel the smile spread across my face as the thought of finding my mate has me extremely nervous and excited.
Happy birthday Bea Ashton says
Thank you Ashton I say with the biggest smile on my face.
Alright enough lazing about and daydreaming lets go get my mate Ashton says
I roll my eyes and hop out of bed and rush to get ready. Jumping in the shower and using my signature green apple and honey body wash. When I finish spending a little extra time In the shower getting ready. I run to my closet and pull out the outfit I've been saving for today.
For extra I decide to put on my favorite honey lotion. When done I put on a royal blue skater skirt, a grey crop top that shows just a little of my tone tummy, black thigh highs, my favorite leather jacket, and a pair of blue vans. I don't have very much jewelry just a silver locket that I've had forever I don't even remember when I got it. Curling my black hair to perfection even with the curls my hair reaches my hips.
Today was special so I put on a little mascara, and wing eyeliner making my violet eyes pop more than normal. My eyes now looking bright and full of life I decide not to wear my glasses. The final touch is red lipstick that makes my pale complexion stand out more and brighten. Walking in front of the mirror I look myself up and done happy with the results.
Damn! We look hot!
Thank you Ashton I say rolling my eyes again.
You keep rolling your eyes and you might find your brain back there. She states laughing
Oh your so funny! note the sarcasm Ashton. I say back arguing.
Now's not the time lets get to school, I cant wait to meet our mate.
Okay I'm going! your so bossy you know that right?
I don't care lets go! Ashton demands getting antsy
Why did I have to get stuck with such a bossy wolf I think to myself.
Hey! I heard that and I'm not bossy just excited! I see her grinning like a fool
Heading down stairs not even caring that I didn't make Dolores and her guest breakfast I head to the kitchen to grab a apple. Hearing her shuffling on the couch instantly darkens my mood.
"Where's my breakfast?" She asks in her shrill voice
"In the fridge" "Why is it in there and not out ready for me to eat?" "Because it waiting for you to make it." I state with as much sass as I can.
"What did you say to me?" She is glaring at me so hard that if looks could kill I would be six feet under.
Ashton growled at her annoyed by Dolores. When trying to calm Ashton so I don't get in more trouble I noticed that Dolores started to stalk towards me ready to beat me for my outburst. As her hand reels back to deliver the blow with my new speed I'm able to dodge it easily. Not expecting me to dodge it she goes with the swing stumbling slightly.
In her shocked state I rush past her to get to my backpack to get out of the house. I know it was stupid to upset her but I'm done being her slave and punching bag. As I rush to school I grow more nervous about meeting my mate. What if he doesn't want me. All these negative thoughts flood my mind as I grow more nervous.
Girl, chill our mate will love us no matter what. I mean how can he not we're made for him. Ashton states calming my nerves just slightly.
When I enter the school grounds I smell the most intoxicating scent I close my eyes to savor it. It smells like fresh rain and the woods during summer. Not realizing I was following the scent with my eyes closed. I open them and come face to face with the beautiful hazel eyes. We just stare at each other for what seems like an eternity. Watching as he looks me up and down has my wolf purring in satisfaction. Ashton is yelling MATE in my head. Snapping me out of it I finally see that my mate is none other than......
Alexander Holland.
"Mate" is all that pass his lips. As I look at him I see his eyes hold nothing but love and adoration for me.
"Mate" I state proudly.
Knocking him out of the daze he was when I said that one word. He slow morphs from love to hatred and disgust. I whimper slightly when I see him look at me. Dragging off away from his friends I feel the tingles shoot up and down my arm loving the feel of his hand on me. His next words makes me want to cry out in pain.
"No way, I cant have you as my mate. My mate is suppose to be beautiful, strong. Not some ugly weak little girl that wasn't even suppose to exist." He says with as much hatred he can muster.
"Why are you saying that your my mate. Your suppose to love me and protect me" Trying to make sure my voice doesn't crack. Ashton whimpers in the back of my mind. I can feel how heart broken she is that our mate is saying this.
"Your not my mate" He yells at me. Walking up to me he grabs my chin forcing me to look at him. I feel tingles travel through me at his touch. Obviously feeling them shoot up his arm he pulled back his arm like I was burning him.
"I Alexander Nathan Holland reject you Beatrix Lilith Willow as my mate and right to Luna"
A sob escapes me as I feel my heart clench. As tears blur my vision all I can see is him looking guilty and with regret. He quickly covers it with a cold expression telling me I'm less than the gum on the bottom of his shoe. Ashton is begging me to try and convince him to take it back. But I wont be anyone's punching bag not even my mates.
I stand up and square my shoulders wiping away the tears that I've shed. Looking at him in the hazel eyes that I've always loved.
"I Beatrix Lilith Willow accept the rejection of Alexander Nathan Holland" I state as coldly as I can. I see as he winces in pain from my rejection. Sadness flies across his features, as quickly as it came it was gone.
Next thing I know I'm speeding off as quickly as I can towards my home. The only hope that I had was for my mate to save me from the pain that I call my life. Ashton is still upset that our mate rejected us.
Running in the house straight to my room. I quickly grab a bag and fill it with clothes and my necessities. Looking around my room thinking ill miss it but I know I wont it holds no happy memories for me. Knowing Dolores is out I head to her room and I riffle through her drawers to till I find her stash of bills bout 20 grand. Satisfied I put in my duffle bag and head out. I head to the clearing and to take my magic books with me.
He'll regret rejecting us I can promise you that Bea. She states coldly.
I know Ashton. But we will never feel like that again. I promise
I know now lets go I can hear the sadness seeping though her words. I know she's trying to be strong for me.
I run through the woods till I reach the boarder. I look back one last time, steeling my nerves for when I step outside the pack boundary. I'll be a rouge but that's better than being here with this pack.