"Make yourself comfortable." Johnny lets me know after I stepped into his hotel suite. My body immediately started to feel uncomfortable and it became much worse after I heard him closing the door. "Why am I here?" I questioned, not looking back at him as I stared at my intertwined hands as if they were the most interesting things in the world. After that day of talking with Emily, I had unmuted Johnny and asked him why he wanted to meet me. He answered that just he had some work to do with me, and I didn't know why I didn't have the urge to ask him again what work he was talking about. Because first of all, I was afraid that he might be angry with me for what I said to him on the facetime. And second of all, I'm afraid of him being angry because he could leak my video or my pictures any

