Arya’s POV I jerked up awake. What is it with me and dreams lately? I had no idea what they meant. Each one was getting weirder than the last one. I sat up and ran a hand over my hair. Why did I have to choose between Chase and Jake? Chase is cruel and mean and cocky. He is the kind of man I didn’t want in my life, but he made me anxious. Giddy. And I think I like it. As for Jake…. He… I don’t think I’m ready to let go. He hurt me but I still have something for him. I turned around. Chamberlain was sleeping soundly. A slow smile began to spread on my lips. My son was the only beautiful thing in my life at the moment. Though life has been hard on us I haven’t for one day regretted having him in my life. He is the reason I haven’t fully considered suicide. Chamberlin had a right to know h

