"Felix. No not that at all. I know he hurt you but I'm not him." he said softly I looked up meeting his hurt eyes "It's that I don't know how the bond works or like anything really. I don't know what this means. I just know I feel strongly about you and can't stay away. Your life is so complicated I don't want to make it harder or anything. It's confusing. You're the first girl I've liked at all and now suddenly I want to love you, care for you, be around you all the time and have... and it's all new and I am so confused." he held my hand and bought it up to his lips. "Wait... your gay?" i asked quietly "Well obviously not" he laughed "but like I just never really thought about women. I also went to an all boys school so I guess that was kinda limiting. plus when I moved here that's wha

