POV - Felix I woke up in the night and it felt like I was being stabbed over and over. My skin burnt as I writhed in pain. He was f*****g someone. I knew it would happen i knew this would come when I didn't accept the rejection. This just confirmed he didn't care and I would not scream or cry for someone who didn't care for me. I thought shifting for the first time would be the worst physical pain I would experience but this was worse. Much worse. i did my breathing exercises and I could feel anger through the bond. why was he doing this ? just to f**k with me? why was he angry? Ferra whimpered for comfort. "it's okay" i ground out through my teeth "it will be okay Ferra I'm here" she felt everything I felt and it was the worst pain I could imagine. After 15 minutes it was done and t

