Whatever Damien said got to me that even when Laura came into the room, I didn't have anything to say to her. We were all in a room separated only by different beds in different parts of the room.
It was a quiet night as it seemed Damien was also upset with me since he felt I was drawing out the issue and I wasn't forgiving Laura as fast as I should. So they both whispered and laughed as they discussed. I couldn't hear them but I knew they were happy together.
I didn't know if I should get angry or upset, I didn't know what I should feel but I knew I didn't want to be here. I went outside through the door but I was sure they didn't notice me as much.
It was cold outside. The rain had stopped but I could still feel the cold even with my sweater on. I walked out to the balcony of the gue
