Inara
“I… I don’t kno...know how to… to explain it.” I answer him through my lustful mind.
This man knew how to turn me on and to be honest, even without remembering him I feel like he is my life. The last month I have been seeing things while I sleep. When I slept alone I would see my parents beating me and would wake up to Trent looking over me with nothing but worry and love on his face and in his eyes. He would rock me in his lap with his arms around me every time till I was back asleep, I would wake up the next morning in his arms feeling loved and cared for. I couldn’t help but wonder if we were like this before I lost my memory.
Sarah explained to me that she and Kelly moved in with Trent and me a long time ago. She also explained to me that she wasn’t in school at the moment and was studying online thanks to Trent getting her into a top school that could do that. It warmed my heart to know my sisters were being taken care of.
There was one day that I was too tired. I went to take a nap only to be woken up with nightmares. I ran to Trent’s room because when I woke up this time he wasn’t there. I got to his room but when I looked inside I couldn’t find him so I waited for him on his bed. I wrapped my arms around my legs and rested my head on my knees with my hair falling around my face as a shield.
I didn’t hear the door open but I felt someone touch my hand that sent warmth through me making me feel safe. I told him what was wrong and that I wanted to sleep with no nightmares and he said I was welcome in his room and his bed to sleep. I jumped onto him hugging him, I’m not sure why but for some reason I knew that I wasn’t alone anymore and that I could lean on him, so I did.
Slowly I started to fall for him, at every turn he surprised me with something, flowers, candies, shopping trips, and even taking my sisters and me out to run around town and buy anything they wanted, mostly Kelly, Sarah said she just wanted to enjoy being out and did her own thing in the stores. Later that day I ran up to him and gave him a fast kiss on his lips and ran away. Something told me to do it and I wasn’t going to fight it. He ended up chasing me and giving me the best kiss I have ever felt, well that I can remember. We haven’t stopped kissing after that.
“Yes, you do. Tell me how it makes you feel, my queen.” God, I loved hearing him call me his love and his queen. He starts sucking on the mate mark he gave me again and my mind goes crazy. I have wanted to move forward with him but I didn’t know how to bring it up or if I should. He nips at the mark again and I moan loudly, he smiles again against my neck. “Tell me.” He growls causing my legs to go weak and him to wrap his arms around me to hold me up.
“Hot everywhere and my heart races like crazy.” I admit to him.
“Is that all, my queen?” He asks while he slowly starts to work his kisses up my jawline and to my lips. Once he is to my lips he gives me a light kiss and pulls back to look me in my eyes.
“We have to go. They are waiting on us.” I say, trying to ignore his question.
“They can wait. I can smell your arousal, it smells like heaven.” He growls before smashing his lips to mine. I pull away to breathe before grabbing his hair and pulling his head to the side so I can kiss the mark on his neck causing him to moan out.
“So take care of it for us both.” I whisper in his ear. He pulls away with wide eyes.
"What? Don't tease me my love because once I start I won't stop." He is looking me in my eyes with the most serious face I've ever seen on him.
"Don't stop. I've been wanting you for a while, I just didn't know how to make it happen. To me, it's my first time even if we have done it in the past so I'm not sure how to do all this." I confided in him and bit my lower lip making his eyes turn silver.
"All you had to do was ask my love and I would have satisfied you and your needs. But what about the people downstairs?" He asks and I just shrug.
"Like you said they can wait. Or like them and tell them not to wait for us and to just eat." His eyes grow even wider.
"You're serious, aren't you?" I bite my lower lip again and give a shy smirk.
"Yes." I nod, he growls and slams his lips to mine. Before I can think of anything he is lifting me up and my legs go around his waist.
I can feel his hard d**k growing on my lower regions and I can't help the moan that comes out as he starts to grind his hips into me. Suddenly the air becomes heavy and my body reacts to his touch like a moth to a flame and starts to rock to meet his movements.
My eyes flash open when I feel his hands slithering their way from my thighs to my ass and gave both ass cheeks a hard squeeze making me moan against his lips and feel like I'm soaked down below. He pulls away from the kiss saying f**k and pulls me back in before I feel a light breeze and then the softness of the bed under me.
His hands grab mine and he lifts them above my head and holds both my wrists in one of his hands while his other hand slides down my body at an agonizingly slow pace and I bite my lip again. I struggle a little when I feel his fingers trace the rim of my legging, they slowly slide in making my breath hitch. He reaches the lining of my underwear causing a long and loud moan to come from me followed by a whimper.
I close my eyes as his fingers dance on the lining, instead of going in them he glides over them and teases me by rubbing my c**t through the fabric. I jerk my hips up trying to get him to hurry up, this felt like torture. Trent pulls away from the kiss and whispers in my ear as his finger goes into my underwear and starts playing with my lips down there.
“I can feel how wet you are. I would love to just bend you over and take you right there and now but as you said you don’t remember your first time so I will make sure you remember this time. You will never be able to forget it again.” He growls the ending before he slips in what feels like two fingers and starts pumping them in and out curling them as he pulls them out. My nails dig into his back as my chest rises and my head falls back.
I feel myself getting wetter and wetter down there and my body starts to feel like it was building to something. He slips in another finger and I moan his name, this was nothing I ever felt before, how could I have forgotten that felt this good.
“Do you like that?” I nod my head, yes not being able to talk. “Would you like me to go faster hmm?” I nod again as he places an open-mouth kiss on a spot behind my ear before sucking on it harshly making my already closed eyes roll back. “Say it. Tell me what you want Inara.”
I growl when he slows the pace of his fingers and places another open-open mouth kiss on my throat making me jolt in surprise.