Trent
She doesn't remember me. How can she not remember me? She should remember me. Why hasn't her wolf or witch healed her? My heart feels like it's being ripped out. The person I love and trust more than my own family does not remember me and on top of that, she wanted her horrible parents to be there with her!
I take my anger and pain out on the wall as soon as I slam the door. Luke, Alen, Sarah, and Grace come running over to me. Luke grabs the arm that I'm using to put a huge hole in the hospital wall, I go to use my other arm but Alen grabs it before I can even lift it, he must have read my mind.
"She will remember Trent, don't worry." Alen tells me trying to calm me down while also confirming that he read my mind.
"Remember what?" I hear Sarah ask.
"She doesn't f*****g remember me. She doesn't remember what Max and Brenda did to her." I growl out trying to control my wolf from going crazy. Grace and Sarah both gasp.
"Why don't Sarah and I go and talk to her? She has known us the longest so she should remember us. If not me then she will definitely remember Sarah." Grace says. It makes sense to me so I nod.
"Wait." I say stopping them before they open the door. "She doesn’t remember who I am and she didn’t know she was pregnant before everything happened. I don’t want her to know she was pregnant or that she has lost our child. That is something for my heart to hold the pain of not hers.” I look at both of them to make sure they understand me. They both nod their heads looking sad before turning to head into Inara’s room.
“Trent, you know you will have to tell her at some point right? You won’t be able to hide it from her forever.” Luke says while letting go of my arm.
“I can try. She doesn’t know anything right now. If her memories come back then I will rethink it, till then my words are set. I’ll be in my office, for now, let Grace and Sarah stay with her for now as she won’t know either of us.” I say to Luke and then turn to Alen. “I’m not sure if she will remember you so wait till we know what’s going on and how much she remembers. Till then watch over her for me, I think I might have scared her a bit.” Alen lets go of my other arm and nods his head before telling me not to worry.
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“Come on Trent! We are going to be late!” Inara yells at me once again.
“I’m coming my love, I’m coming.” I chuckle at her.
“Don’t call me that.” She growls at me. Her wolf seems to be showing again. I’m not sure why she left but I’m glad she’s coming back. My wolf told me that her wolf told him that she was in blackness and being blocked by something, we are thinking it's whatever they gave her to knock her out and that it’s starting to fade out of her system now.
“Call you what, my love?” I ask her knowing full well what she is referring to.
It’s been a month since everything has happened and Inara is just now starting to talk and act like she did with me before. It was slow and hard but I worked at it and it seems to be paying off.
After a few days of being out of the hospital, she started to have nightmares when she slept. She would scream so loud everyone on my floor could hear it, which is just me thankfully, if the pack heard her they would all be scared and worried for her. I don’t want them to know that this is happening to her and I know Inara wouldn’t want it either.
The first time it happened I was in my office when I felt fear coming from Inara. I rushed upstairs to our floor and into her room that I gave her the first time she moved in here. As soon as I got on our floor I could hear her screaming, I knocked on her door but she didn’t answer so I knocked it down and found her tossing and turning in a puddle of her own sweat. I rushed to her side and shook her awake only to have her grab onto me like her life depended on it. After it happened a few more times and she found out that when I would rock her back to sleep holding her she didn’t have any nightmares and could sleep so she started to show up on my bed.
I remember walking into my room after a long meeting with investors and seeing her sitting on my bed hugging her legs with her head on her knees and her hair covering her face. I walked up to her and knelt down before I put one of my hands on hers. When she lifted her head and turned her head to look at me I could tell she was scared so I pulled her into a hug causing her to cry. Once she was done I had asked her what was wrong and she said she didn’t want to sleep alone because the things she sees scares her. When I told her she is welcome in my room and in my bed to sleep at any time she gave me a huge hug and has slept in my bed and in my arms every night since.
After about a week or so she started to look for me more and more. I knew at some point that she would, the mate pull for us is strong and growing all the time. She may not remember it but it will never go away. She started to stay in my office reading books on wolves and witches saying that being around me makes her feel calm, she would even take naps in my lap as I would work and it felt so right.
After two weeks she kissed me and ran away. When I caught up to her she was blushing. I asked her why she ran as I backed her up into the wall, she said she felt like kissing me so she did. I growled before I slammed my lips to hers, she was stunned at first but after a few seconds, she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer. I nipped her lower lip asking for her to open and when she didn’t I grabbed her ass hard causing her to gasp and moan which gave me the access to slide my tongue into her mouth and deepen the kiss. When she started to grind up on me I bent down a bit and grabbed her ass again picking her up as her legs wrapped around my waist, we both were a moaning mess. When I pulled away and put her down I couldn’t help let her know that wouldn’t be the last time it happens, she squealed and ran away with me laughing behind her.
Now a month, we kiss all the time but that’s it, I don’t want to push her too hard but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t tease her. Right now we are in our room getting ready for dinner with my family and her friends and sisters.
“Your love. Don’t call me that. It makes me feel weird.” She says in a soft and shy voice looking down at the ground.
“Weird how?” I reply to her and look at her in her eyes while slowly stalking over to her, making her back up into the wall.
“W… What are you do… doing?” She studders out.
“Tell me. Weird how my love?” I ask her again, my voice becoming husky as I lick my lower lip and look at her before I look her in her eyes. When she doesn’t answer me I am in front of her in a flash, her back up against the wall and I nuzzle her neck giving her a kiss on my mating mark causing her to moan out loud.
“Tell me, my love.” I say again giving her another kiss on my mark. Her head goes back and over a bit allowing me better access to her neck. Her chest pushed closer to mine and her hips thrust forward. I smile on her neck while giving her soft kisses, nips, and licks all along her neckline waiting for her to answer me.