Chapter # 11
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BELLAS P.O.V-
The grip Andy had on my wrist was firm and he wasn't going to let go. Struggling to get away would be stupid and futile.
"Come on Andy, let go."
He pulled me to him and wrapped his arm around my waist resting his chin on my shoulder. My whole body shuddered when his mouth touched my ear.
"Do you really think I'm going to let you go? Do you really think I'm just gonna let you walk away after trying so hard to get you here."
I laughed shakily. "You didn't have to try very hard to get me here Andy. I would have willingly come if you demanded me to."
He chuckled darkly, still holding onto me. "Well I'm demanding you now. And I want to know what in the hell is going on with you. What made you say what you did?"
I sighed deeply and then I inhaled the smell of him. It calmed me and excited me at the same time. "I don't want to talk about it..."
He finally lifted his chin from my shoulder and looked me in the eyes. "Bella tell me, please."
The look he gave me was positively torturous. He looked so desperate for an answer. I pulled away from him, it being easier now that his arm was around my waist and his hand wasn't around my wrist. But I stayed there. Standing in front of him, keeping eye contact. A boldness took over, complementary of the alcohol. I never wanted to drink around him again ever if I got the chance.
"Andy I can't do this. I can't keep falling for you. I can't fall for someone who is out of my league. I can't do this flirty thing back and forth. I don't want you to give me butterflies. I don't want to like you. This is something I've been fighting my whole life, so this wouldn't happen."
His mouth was hanging wide open and it grew silent for a few seconds.
"So what wouldn't happen?" He asked.
"So I wouldn't constantly keep thinking about whoever I fell for. I don't want my thoughts consumed with you. I don't want you to always be on my mi-"
Andy grabbed me. Quickly. Wrapped both of his arms around me. One around my back and one around my neck. His hold was solid. Like a vice and his lips crashed down onto mine.
ANDY'S P.O.V-
Her lips melted, just like her body did against mine and I knew she wasn't going to fight me.
As my tongue slid in against hers I felt her knees go weak. I held her up the best I possibly could but I knew I needed to get her somewhere where I could consume her without prying eyes. I didn't know how far Id take this... With her willing.
I painfully pulled my lips from hers and she moaned in protest. "I know baby. I can't do this here I won't be able to stop."
I let her whole body go and grabbed her hand. We immediately turned and started walking to the parking lot. "Andy, what are you doing?" She started to tug on my arm, I'm guessing to get me to stop walking, but to no avail. She pulled harder though.
"Andy where are we going!!" I stopped suddenly and turned to half glare at her.
"My place Bella. Where else?" She shook her head at me. "I'm not sleeping with you Andy. Did anything I just say stick in your brain? Or did it all go through one ear and out the other? It did didn't it? You don't get it!"
She was really pushing my buttons. I wanted to punish her. "What do you want from me!?" I yelled at her. Immediately regretting doing so, because she looked like she wanted to cry.
"YOU NOT TO BE SUCH A d**k!" She yelled back.
"How am I being a d**k! I kissed you and you kissed me back! Cause the feelings are mutual! They're f*****g mutual ok!?"
I stopped to look around at the people staring at us. "f**k off! This isn't a f*****g show!" And every single one of them did. Half of them mumbling under their breath.
When my eyes landed back on Bella, I had noticed that she lost it. She was sitting on the hot boardwalk sobbing. I quickly knelt down next to her and pulled her into my arms. "Shhhh it's ok. I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry I yelled."
She actually put her arms around me too and I felt my body flood with relief. She wasn't trying to get away from me.
"Don't lie to me to make me feel better. Don't lie to me to get into my pants...." She whispered.
"Dammit woman I'm not lying to you. I have been thinking about you every single moment since we first collided." I chuckled nervously. "I don't understand it. I can't explain it. This has never happened to me either. And I'm not out of your league.. You're out of mine..."
She pushed her face into my shoulder and her sobbing quieted down a bit. "That's not true."
I lifted my head and then put my hand under her chin forcing her to look at me. Her face was full of black eyeliner streaks. "Bella yes you are. You are so sweet and caring and innocent. And all I want to do is...."
I didn't know how to put it nicely. Or in a way that didn't sound like all I wanted from her was s*x. I was struggling for words. I was so frustrated. This girl was driving me to the edge of my sanity.
"All you want to do is what?" She hiccuped at the end of her question and I laughed at her.
"All I want to do is put my hands all over you. I want to put my hands places where you've never been touched... And my tongue....
I want to make your innocent little self dirty. I want to make you walk crooked for days...." I could have kept going but I didn't want her to stop breathing completely.
After gasping, she swallowed watching my lips move. And she didn't look back into my eyes. I watched her bottom lip fall slightly and tremble.
"So-so you just want to f**k me?"
I forced her lowered head up again and she reluctantly looked into my eyes, trying desperately to look away.
"No baby. I want to consume you. I want to make you mine. I want all of you. Not just your body. I was going to just take you home last night and f**k you but I don't want to leave it at that. I'm glad you puked and it didn't happen. Yes I had bad intentions from the beginning but it's not like that anymore."
I just wanted to be honest with her. It was a little too honest maybe... My train of thoughts ran away with me. I wanted her to know what I wanted from her. How it would turn out. If she decided to keep this going. If she decided she didn't want to stop getting to know me.
"You want to consume me? What are you? A cannibal?" She actually laughed and it surprised me. "No... I don't want to eat you in that way..."
Again she laughed. Nervously. "I was waiting for you to be honest. I know you were trying last night but even if you do want to get to know me you are still admitting that you want sex."
She was still sitting Indian style on the scorching hot boardwalk and I put my arms around her waist lifting her up. She didn't struggle against me and her body went limp.
"Yes." I replied simply and she clung to me.
"Fine. But can we actually go in the ocean first, isn't that what people do when they go to the beach?"
I couldn't help but laugh loudly. It felt like I couldn't stop. I couldn't believe her reaction to what I had just told her. After all of that. I was really hoping it wasn't because she was intoxicated and she wouldn't change her mind later.
"Yes, Bella. You silly beautiful little thing."
BELLAS P.O.V-
I honestly didn't care anymore. As long as he wanted me in some way and I could be near him, I would let him have me anyway he wanted.
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