Would I regret what I had just said when I was finally completely sober. Alcohol kept getting me into trouble around Andy. I've always had problems with alcohol and my emotions and saying things that I probably shouldn't say. As did most people....
But what I just insinuated.... What I had just basically said to Andy is that I would sleep with him. And I kind of made it sound like it was gonna happen tonight.
Thinking about being intimate with Andy gave me palpitations. I knew he wouldn't be gentle. I knew it wouldn't be quick. And I had a feeling he wouldn't be.... Small, to put it lightly.
All of this was technically made up in my head but I knew what kind of guy Andy was, in that way. I could tell in the way that he looked at me. In the way that he teased me. In the way he touched
