She still remembered the days when Dorothy Adler encouraged her to ask Sam Adler out for dinner. He always had excuses of being busy. But then she cooked for him and brought him food. She ‘forced’ him to eat them all, and he did it as she told.
He was always acting cold, which scared her. But then she would believe that one day he would be touched by her. She got the blessing from the old lady, there was nothing she should be afraid of. She thought that maybe he didn’t like her, but he didn’t hate her either. He was impatient occasionally, but he never said anything mean to her back then.
She was just so innocent and naive. She thought that she could get the love if she gave enough of it. To Sam Adler, to her parents. But it didn’t work that way. There were so many things that we couldn’
