Goodbye [JiminXReader]

Episode 17

YOUR POV

"Miss 'Us'" 'She' said . 

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Yeap , it's my stepfather and step mother . After our parents died , we were sent to the orphanage and lived there for few months . Until they came and adopt us . They were friendly at first but I don't know what happen, the next day they turn against me and I repeat , only me . They started to hit me , punish me , they did everything , to make my life more miserable than it was . When I was receiving my first beating from them , I saw my brother smirking at the corner and had the thought that he was the one who told them that I "killed" our parents and of course they believed it . And that day onwards , three of them turned against me and punish me everyday . Back to reality .

"H-hello , mrs Natalie and mr Andrew . " yeap that's their name , Natalie johanson and Andrew johanson . Why I never call them "mom and dad" ? I will never call them "mom and dad" after all these stuff they did to me , plus they didn't let me to call them that as they said they were disgusted by it so okay . 

"Wonder why we are back ? Oh honey , please don't think we came back for you , we came back because our works are done and even if we came back for YOU , its just to torture you slowly " Mrs natalie said smirking while looking at me deep in the eyes .

I didn't bother replying her and ran up to my room and quickly settle myself on my bed comfortably and started texting jimin about the date tomorrow . (Lets just act like the chats is in two phones meaning the names is how they save each other in their contact)

BET: Hey jimin oppa

Jimin Oppa ❤️: Oh hey yoona , whats up ?

BET:  I just wanted to tell you if we could change our date time to 8pm ? Because i have stuff to do at 7pm :(

Jimin Oppa❤️ : Sure , want me to fetch you there ?

BET : Nah its okay i can just walk there , i will meet you there oppa

Jimin Oppa ❤️: Ok , sure , bye

BET: Bye

After ending our chat i lied on my bed thinking stuff like 'We are going on a date again' 'what should i wear' 'my so called 'adoptive parent' is back , what am i supposed to do ?' 'work starts tomorrow ughh' and before thinking too much , i was snapped back to reality by a voice . it belongs to my "mum".

"Yoona ! Come down ! Right now !"  mrs natalie shouted from downstairs .

I quickly ran down and saw my brother , mr andrew and mrs natalie staring i mean glaring at me.

"Go and make us some food , NOW !" mrs natalie said .

I quickly scurried to the kitchen and make them food . I made some french toast , steak and fries ( i really dont know man ) and settle it on the dining table . I went to the living room and found all three of them sitting on the sofa , chating happily . I think my brother saw me from the corner of his eyes because without me making any noises , he turned his head and glare at me .

"What do you want b***h ?" my brother asked , making the others turned their heads and looked at me . Soon all of them are glaring at me . I feel so small , like a humongous animals staring at its prey .

"D-dinner is ready ...... " i said , looking down , staring at the floor .

Soon i heard lots of footsteps coming at my direction . Before i could raise my head , i felt someone banging me with their shoulder and walked away . Without looking up , i walked to the dining table . When i was ready to sit down and eat my food , a voice stopped me .

"Who said you could eat with us ?" a rough voice asked . I knew immediately whose voice this belongs to . It was Mr andrew . I look up and saw all of them staring at me . I quickly brought my food of the table and wanted to bring my food to my room to eat before a hand push away my food hashly , making all of them drop on the floor . The floor is now a mixture of colours and it was dirty . I knew instantly that i have to clean it later .

"Who said you could eat ? Look at the mirror pig , you are so fat !" my brother said and all of them started laughing .

I look down , trying to hold back my tears , not wanting to show them my weak side or they will laugh at me more . I quickly bent down to clean the food and threw the food that i cooked into the rubbish bin , i clean the restover with wet cloth . While i was cleaning , i heard laughs . I look up and saw all of them having fun , my brother talking about some funny things and mrs natalie and mr andrew laughing at it . They looked like a real family , meanwhile im treated like a slave. Once im done cleaning the mess , i ran up to my room, starving . I went to my table and took out my diary and started writing . 

"Dear diary ,

  Today , as usual lots of stuff happened . This morning , hyunnie and her gang came and bully me , well nothing new , its not the first time anyways . As usual ,after beating me up , nobody came and bother helping me . I saw from the corner of my eyes that hyunnie is kissing someone , and that someone was jimin ..... i thought 'why didnt he came and help me and stop hyunnie from beating me up ? And i finally know the reason why . When i was so busy crying at the toilet , i overheard some girls talking about me . And guess what ? The reason why jimin acted like this was because i am just a BET .  Yeap , and i heard that we are breaking up on his birthday which is just 2 weeks after . Since it is his FIRST and LAST birthday we will celebrate together  i decided to buy him a birthday present . Of course , i dont have money and thats why i went to work . I decided to work in a bar , it is risky as there will be alot of drunkards but i didnt mind because i needed the money and they pay a good price so why not right ? Thats not the only new thing that happened today .  Guess what ? Mrs natalie and Mr andrew came back . Not only did they stop me from eating with them , they even stop me from eating ! Im so innocent to think that i can eat with them :) While i was cleaning the mess they made by throwing my food on the floor , i saw my brother having fun chatting with my "adoptive parents" . They really do look like real family . Why cant it be me ? Why is my life so hard ? All i wanted is a family , or maybe a friend , who would stand up when im being bullied , or talk to me when im alone , or maybe just them saying a hi , is it a lot to wish for ? I really did thought that BTS would help me escape the world of bullying and be my first group of friends but no , they are just like the others huh ? As the day passes , i slowly felt like i have no more motive of living in this world i call hell . The only motive im living right now is Jimin . But the motive will soon forgone as his birthday is coming , it just means that we will break up soon , and return back to bully and victim :)

THE END"

After writing my diary i heard another voice shouting for me again . I went down and before i could ask whats happening , i felt a blow on my stomach . 'Oh yeah , its their after dinner exercise, i forgot ' they began punching my on my stomach , face and everywhere . While im lying on the floor , receiving all the blows from them , i saw from the corner of my eyes , mrs natalie sharpening a knife . Once she thinks it is sharp enough , she walked towards me and bent down to my level and flip my over , back facing up . She strip down my shirt and i heard a gasp . It was from my brother , i saw him staring at my badly bruised back . Since i never cared about healing it , the bruise became worse and since hyunnie and her gang kept pushing me to the cold , hard locker , my bruise on my back became worse and it soon filled my whole back . While i was too busy staring at my brother , mrs natalie was ready to cut my back and without warning she pushes the knife on my back and slit it down ,  making me scream . Mr andrew went and take a cloth and put it in mouth to stop me from screaming too much . Mrs natalie continued cutting and after a few minutes that felt like years , shes done cutting my back . They all stood up and started walking away before saying

"Clean up the mess you did . " Mrs natalie said and left . My brother stood there for a while , looking at the floor . After a few seconds , he look up from the floor and look at me with eyes filled with regret . Soon he walked away while muttering something that sounded like 'im sorry' but who am i kidding , my brother wouldn't apologize to me , i must had heard wrongly . After i make sure that all of them left , i got up from the floor  while grunting quietly . I turned around and saw a pool of blood . My vision was blurry due to losing too much blood . I quickly cleaned the floor and went to my room . Every steps i took felt heavy as if something is pulling my leg and dragging me down . I went to my bed and lie down before feeling a sharp pain behind my back . 'woops forgotten about my back , looks like i cant sleep like that today .' I quickly flipped myself so my back wouldn't make contact with anything . 'Today indeed is a long day' i thought of that and soon went to sleep . 

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