MY SUN, STORM

It was irritating waking up to your alarm clock. Today is my first day going up to school as a college student. I find it lonely knowing I'll be going to school alone, without friends. This isn't new, all along I don't have friends. Funny to say this, but I'm so much good being alone. I know you know what I am. You may call me an introvert right? Maybe I am or not. I know how to communicate with others but I love it to be just me. I only love being at home surrounded by my books, this is my comfort. My relatives told me to enjoy and surround myself with humans, them emphasizing the word HUMANS. But this is my life, I choose what I want. I know you may find me rude, but I know them more than anyone else. You may think that they are concerned for me, but no. They only wanted to have a say in my life. They hate me because they can't control me. (Let's get back to the present.) I'm getting myself ready for another boring day. School isn't my type. And more boring thinking that I will be walking my way to school which takes 15 minutes to walk. I'm done with my routines, showering and brushing my teeth and hair, I don't do make-ups. I get my bag and am ready to go. I was now walking down our stairs when I found my mom in the living room. Reading again with her favorite gossip magazine. She doesn't notice me until I kiss her chicks and bid her goodbye. She doesn't say anything. She didn't even look at me. Not knew, she always treat me like that. Like I'm not existing. We are the opposite. Minding her will only hurt me more. I continue walking true the doorway and open it to be welcome by the sunlight. It was such a good day to ruin the moment. I was now walking down the street when I heard my phone beep to remind me that I only have 10 minutes to walk. I don't have enough time to walk so I run. I have to cross the pedestrians and found myself so lucky so I continue running. And there I found myself lying. That boy just hit me with his bike. Someone just knock me. He doesn't even help me out. He just leave me there alone on the road. How rude and ungentlemanly he is. The sun's brightness doesn't help, it makes me mad and irritated. I feel like I'm having a heatstroke and making my headache because of too much brightness. I didn't see his face, I only saw his back while he slowly drifted away. He is wearing a black jacket and a blue cap. I heard a car horning none stop that I came back to my senses and saw a car coming. I move so quickly to move aside. It's only then that the car passed by that I feel my knee hurting. It was visible because I'm wearing a skirt. I bend and saw a small scratch on my knee. It wasn't bleeding too much, it just have small blood. I inhale deeply and exhale slowly to let my frustrations out and calm myself. It was right then that everything is ruined. That didn't stop me from going to school. It's my first day as a college student and I don't want to leave a bad impression on my teachers. I know that some of the teachers don't meet on the first day, but we can't say all of them. I arrived at school 3 minutes late. I don't have enough time to stroll inside the campus so I go directly to my classroom. I enter the room and found myself lucky that the teacher wasn't there. I ask one of my classmates if the teacher is attending today. And she told me that the teachers wouldn't be meeting us today but will be checking our attendance. She told me that after the attendance we can stroll around the campus to familiarize the area. That excites me, cause I want to look for a hidden spot where I can stay. I look for a vacant chair around the classroom where I found the man who ruined my day. I know it's him. I know that jacket and cap of him too well. I won't ever forget this tragic day.