Cardan
I… want to get a lobotomy.
Yes.
Goddess, answer my prayers.
Regardless of the fact that Jude is walking right beside me, part of me wishes a bolt of lightning would come right down and fulfil my wish.
Why the hell is my life like a fuckin.g telenovela?
How is Natalia going to react to all this? I mean, when all this s**t’s blown over and the adrenaline’s down, how the hell is she going to take it?
Will she change her mind?
Goddess, the thought has my chest tightening harshly. It’s such a physical reaction, a physical rejection to the notion.
I can fight it all I want, not want it to come to pass… but it could very well be the outcome of things after today.
And that sucks beyond comprehension.
I couldn’t even fault her for it if it does end up being the case eventu
