The girl with no wolf

Hello there my name is Elisabeta Lilith St James . I just turned 16 and I'm the Alpha's daughter. cool huh, today my parents are letting me leave our pack and go visit a human mall after school. But the down fall is.... I have to take guards AKA the goon squad with me its so annoying they follow me everywhere and when their not my parents or Donaven is keeping an eye on me. I know its for a good reason  you see a year ago I should have gotten my wolf. But due to a mysterious man that had gotten onto our land, he injected me with something. The pack doctors did absolutely  everything they could but my wolf was gone.                                                                                                                                                                                                             My parents and I were devastated. After that no one at my school talked to me. My best friend Rosette even her name is horrible, started making fun of me. I showed her  hahaha turns out you don't need a wolf to beat the crap out of fake friend. My only concern now is if the moon goddess will give me a mate. OHH you don't know what a mate is? well let me explain when  baby is born the moon goddess will have that one person male or female that was made specifically for them. That one person who will love them so much and protect them so fiercely that no one else in the world can come between true mates. if that mate ever dies before you both have had a chance to meet or after you have met. the goddess will allow you to have a second chance mate. I might once have had a wolf and possibly a mate but now will he still love me knowing that my wolf is gone. oh well we will see what my life has planned for me. My Father is Edmund Bastion St. James my mother is Aeryn Devina St. James. My parents  are not only the best parents a girl could have but also the best Alpha and Luna  our pack is located in Washington state and our pack name is Bougaimoux.                                                                                                                                               Our betta is dads longest friend Donaven Michaels he is the funniest if you ask him to do the godfather impressions, he runs the pack if mom and dad are gone. its 5 am and now my alarm is going off I have to get up and ready for training. you see with me not having a wolf I train longer and harder than any she-wolf ever has trained and I accept this training to show my parents how strong I really am. I know my parents are proud of me but I want to show they that I will do anything to prove my best. between going to the gym and then the training grounds for hand to hand combat and weapons training. I'm getting better at watching my opponents movements and when they will strike so I can dodge them. its now 6 am and I have literally an hour to get a shower and ready for school.... yay. As I walk to the kitchen to grab some breakfast I notice that there was a laughter coming from the kitchen. I open the door I see my parents sitting next to each other being all lovely dovely < I know gross but their my parents and I absolutely love seeing them still so much into each other even after all these years and I think the mate bond started it but years of being together, and being so in sync with each other has deepen this bond. I hope that one day I will be able to share this bond with someone. But with my track record  of dating I highly doubt it plus I don't know if the moon goddess has a mate for me. I can only hope so long before i give up..                                                                                                                                                                                                    Mom takes one look at me and notices something is worrying me. she gets up and comes over to me and wraps me in a nice warm hug. What's on your mind my darling child? you know you can tell  you're father and I anything. I know mom thank you I'm just worried that since I lost my wolf that the moon goddess wont have a mate for me. I say sadly as I sit down mom brings over a plate of eggs bacon and pancakes. My dear child we hear someone say but look around and there's no one there until this beautiful lady appears kind of like Glinda in the wizard of Oz but without the bubble that part was kind of cheesy to me. She was dressed in all white  with her fiery red hair billowing down her back. My dear child she said again I have a mate for you I have had one since you were born even without your wolf which my dear isn't dead she's just in a very deep sleep my child but this cannot leave this room. If the man who did this found out she was still alive then he would come back to hurt you or you're family so much worse. My parents came up to me they hugged me i felt relief wash over me but then fear creeped in. The moment the moon goddess sense the fear she reassured me .Izzy   sweet girl your wolf is perfectly healthy I knew what that man was thinking and as soon as he left to hurt you I put you're wolf to sleep and that witch he went to  gave me an antidot for you so that night as you slept I gave It to you but didn't awaken your wolf for fear of him returning.                                                                                                                                                                                               This is why the doctors  couldn't find anything wrong with you my dear. your are in perfect health and I am so proud of you and how far you have came. she smiled at me my dad then spoke up.. umm I hate to ruin the joyous news but we are not alone anymore. yes Edmund I sensed her as well the moon goddess spoke up COME OUT NOW CHILD yet no one appeared.. next thing we seen was super cool! With a snap of her fingers Rosette appeared in front of us looking all snooty and  ready to fight. WHAT THE HECK!!! I wasn't doing ANYTHING WRONG she sneered menacingly. moon goddess can you see what she heard?? I asked her. Yes child I can she paused for a few seconds and closed her eyes as Rosette started twitching and screaming GET AWAY FROM ME YOU HAG!!  Rosette started  snapping at her  and growling.. the goddess tapped her nose and said Belladonna you need to stop NOW!!! your human has been naughty and she needs punished!! we watched as her wolf receded and Rosette came back  acting like a colossal b***h.                                                                                                                                                        The goddess opened her eyes and she started talking  she heard everything we said but she wont remember anything she closed her eyes and we see Rosette's eyes go blank. There we go as she falls asleep in the goddess's arms. Dad calls for Donaven and he tells him to take her to her room. now that she's out of the way I'm going to take off the goddess says  as she opens her arms for a hug i run into her arms and cry and thank her for everything she has done and in that second she's gone. I stand there for a few minutes thinking about what just happened. A whole new set of fears started creeping in.. All these new questions started popping into my head.. mostly about who attacked me when i was little and if they found out my wolf was ok would they try again? and worse if they succeeded would i end up dead?? i tried to block out all the negative thoughts but saying that was easy is like climbing mount everest with out any gear in a water bikini.I decided to go to my room and contemplate everything that i just seen and heard.As soon as i got there i turned on the tv and heard my favorite tv show playing in the background. I love the show cosmos, learning about the universe has always been a big interest for me. learning about the stars and how they along with the planets are made.