the reason for love

apartment

Abby's pov

As I got to my new apartment, all of those memory's I tried to forget and not think about bad stuff.

The apartment was empty and dull, but I liked the look of it.

I imagined how it all will look when I will get my decor and the furniture. It should come today at noon.

I looked at the watch and it was 11.07 am, so that meant it will arrive around a hover from now.

I called my mum in the mean time so she wouldn't worry fore me moving two weeks before school starts.

It rang for 3 times before she picked up.

- hey ma

- hey sweetie. How are you doing?

- I'm realy good ma, I called just to say I moved closer to college, it's in x city. I hope I didn't disturb you of your work calling you like this.

- Of cores not prices , I'm always glad you call me. have you found a boyfriend , I still can't understand why you broke up whit James, he was such a good boy also.

James... all the bruises I needed to hide and the sleepless and crying night ran into my head. Then theirs also Chris is who made the last happy memory's get messed up and my "best friend" who knew everything but didn't even care.

I felt tears prick in my eyes.

- Yeah we just didn't work out at the end. I should go, soon my furniture will be here and i have a lot of work that I need to do. Talk to you soon. love you.

- Love you to dear.

And with that the call ended.

It is always nice to speak with her except whet she mentions him.

*after 30 min*

The cars came and the men put in my furniture an the boxes.

I could finally decor my apartment how I want to.

That is one of my favorite tings in moving but I didn't realy have time last time to unpack all my boxes, before those times.

After a while the place started to look homely finally.

I didn't even notice that one of my favorite stray kids songs "back door" started to play, I started to dance to it, I love the sound of it, every time i here them my mood just brightens.

At one point I even tried to learn the dance moves but it was to hard.

I opened one of the last boxes, unboxing was fun because I never properly remembered what I put in to them, finding out and getting those little flashbacks were nice.

The first thing i saw was the little teddy bear my dad gave me on my seventh birthday, we were all happy then, I remember how I blowed of the candles and wished for a puppy.

I put it next to my bed so when ever I tough of him I could see the teddy bear.

I went back to the box and saw in it a smaller box and I recognized it on the spot it was the first and the last gift that James gave me, of course except the bruises and broken stuff.

I didn't look in the little box and just threw it out, I though that I had thrown it already out when he first hit me.

I knew that in the box was the gold with emerald necklace, I just don't want anything from him and just forget about the past and live on as normal as possible.

It was something around 11 pm already and I was getting really tired so I left the other unpacked boxes, went to shower and then fell in to my bed and fell asleep fast.

-dream-

I was talking to my mom, I didn't properly see her face but I knew it was her.

She had her long brown wavy hair let down as she mostly did. 

 I had the safeness felling with her. 

But then in the room came in James and Chris.

 I tried to run away but where ever I went they were in front of me.

I wanted to scream but there weren't any sound cumming out.

Then James took me by the throat.

I was scratching him but he didn't move a muscle. 

I was getting out of air and felt like I was going to faint.

-dream end's-

I woke up with cold sweat all over my body.

I looked in my phone and it showed 5.47 am.

All over my body were goose bumps and the felling of someone just letting go of my neck.